myungjae

[myungjae]

Die.

[myungjae]

Die because you're wrong. Die. Die. Die.

[myungjae]

One day, I'd be strong enough to kill myself.

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Social media will kill me.

[myungjae]

introducing astro to people who watched the all night mv but don’t know who’s who

the guy who’s screentime is mostly spent of him smiling = mj

tree jam man = jinjin

vampire boyfriend = cha eunwoo

rude tank top boi = moonbin

the guy at 2:44 = rocky

goldfish boi = yoon sanha

i hope this sums it up

[myungjae]

I have a strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate, it’s apathy - it’s not giving a damn.

Leo Buscaglia (via quotemadness)

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221118 Entry

What do I like about you? Idk Bra. I just... Well, you make me wanna be better. I like how you take down notes during our Estimates class while we were just busy playing around. I like the way you hold our profs hand para magmano while everyone else made do with just shaking hands. I like the way you made every girl walk at the side of the road and held the umbrella whether is raining or just another sunny day. I like the way you help our classmates answer may it be a simple or difficult question. I like the way you never give up on people, always telling them that they could do better. And most of all, I like how you're not ashamed to be a Child of God Bra. How you play music to praise the Lord. How you make time for Him. How you make time for everything. How you just simply do simple things that are good. And it made me wanna do better too Bra. You made me believe that even a mess like me could do better. You made me make peace with myself, that I wasn't all that bad. That God did not punish me that's why I'm always sad or always lonely. That I just gotta let go and tell Him all my worries and He'll comfort me. So yeah, maybe I like you for a lot of things but I like the simple things that no one noticed.

[myungjae]

Rain 221118

It is in the rain that you could cry without being notices. It is in the rain that you could be weak and still be dignified

[myungjae]

Complications

There are times it feels too much

But other times I do not feel,

And in these times of smothered numbness

Are when it’s most hard to heal.

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Isn’t it peculiar

How sometimes we get out of tune

And how even the simple things

Can turn to complications soon?

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Isn’t it unfortunate,

And is it not a crying shame,

That life is made of ups and downs

That always seem to feel the same?

[myungjae]

Let this be your honour: always to love more than you are loved and never to be second in this.

Friedrich Nietzsche

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[myungjae]

“how do you look at a little girl who is all battle, a war behind a head full of curls and a close lipped smile like she knows too much- I hate that she knows, wonder who told her that to be a girl is to always use your tongue as a sword, to always have that heart ready for a breaking before you even know how to hold it for yourself. we give boys fists and a manual for what to do with them, but girls, we give girls mouths expecting them to learn on their own how and when to show teeth.”

— 3 going on 30 going on 300 || O.L.

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[myungjae]

“Unrequited love may be painful, but it is safely painful, because it does not involve inflicting damage on anyone but oneself, a private pain that is as bitter-sweet as it is self-induced. But as soon as love is reciprocated, one must be prepared to give up the passivity of simply being hurt and take on the responsibility of perpetrating hurt oneself.” - Alain de Botton, Essays in Love (via the-book-diaries)

[myungjae]

It's a long journey of trying to be good enough for yourself.

[myungjae]

I Had a Flashback of Something that Never Existed  from “Ode à l'oubli” 2002

Louise Bourgeois

[myungjae]

Even if others abandon you, you must never abandon yourself.

Terry Helwig (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[myungjae]

chasing the sky