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[mysticsiddhi]

starting today, i'll be taking an indefinite hiatus. to reset, recharge, and let things flow naturally. it feels right to hit pause, stop over-consuming, and step away from the endless cycle of information.

i encourage you to do the same. many times a person gets stuck in over-analyzing everything, trying to find the answer, when really, the power is in just being—in simplicity. take a breath, relax.

remember, you don’t need more. you already have it all within you.

for now, i'd like to give you two things;

my personal subliminal meditation that’s still experimental but has helped many calm their minds and trust the process. this is scheduled to release sometime in the future, but feel free to tell your results in the comments. this has opened my mind so much in the few days I've used it, which has led to several truths about the psyche and its role in the imagination/awareness that I think everyone could use.

i highly recommend this video, due to nero's pragmatic, educated approach to the topic of manifestation, cutting through the noise of over-complicated theories and endless regurgitated ideas. as always, i encourage you to look into yourself and choose what helps you internalize, not what someone else externalizes for you. please don't deceive yourself for the sake of wanting to be like others. goodbye for now. ✦ siddhi

[mysticsiddhi]

Hey

While I remain persistent in the assumptions I make in my daily life, my mind thinks that this requires a habit and process, but the assumptions we make while we are asleep are realized at that moment, they occur in the quantum field, like the state of space. situation or astral projection like shifting gears. There is no need for any process, no need for any habit, no need for shadow work, assumptions made while asleep are realized in the moment. Do we exist somewhere else during sleep or hypnosis? Are we in another dimension? Has a curtain been lifted? I guess the answer to this is What has been lifted is the perception of the physical plane. Without it, there is no resistance between the physical in where the assumptions are still not manifested and the assumptions.So can we say that there is no need to practice or be aware of nonduality? BECAUSE THEY ACHIEVED THE SHIFTING BEFORE ANYONE IN THE SOCIETY WAS AWARE OF THIS INFORMATION. PETER CAWKWELL, FOR EXAMPLE, MY FAVORITE OR BEST FRIEND DID THIS.Then can we say that the main event is assumption? It may even be assuming nonduality.

Yes, this is because you have convinced yourself that your mind needs to follow a specific pattern/set of rules incompatible with what you're trying to do. While your essence has no rules or patterns, it is self-convinced. In sleep/altered state, you are in a vibrational state that is not touched by any rule, not even time or space. But that doesn't mean being awake is somehow your obstacle. Just change the rules.

I don't think you need nonduality. I don't think you need anything. I think you need to cultivate your self-knowing; now that is nonduality at its finest. Any shiny object that promotes stagnation, or externalization is not to your benefit in manifesting what you want to manifest. Because you are constantly doing this, perfectly, like breathing, self-sufficiently.

[mysticsiddhi]

Heyy I'm having trouble fully understanding the truth. While dreaming, we have no doubt that the dream is real. When we realize that we are dreaming, we can control the dream. When we wake up from the dream, we think that this place is real, the place we define as reality, the dream, this world, the astral worlds, etc. What is between these and their reality when we wake up? What if this was all a dream?

All of it is a dream. The dream, the world, the astrals, the people, you, I. One dream. Even more so, it is all "imaginary" meaning it occurs in imagination. This doesn't mean it is 'not real,' real is imaginary too.

[mysticsiddhi]

I hope you are well, I have a question that I am very curious about, have you ever experienced an existential crisis on this journey, because I do? Does it bother you that we live in such a random universe? If I am God and my eternal consciousness, why don't I remember the time before birth? Why don't I know what happens after death? Knowing these may be possible with future change. Thanks to the change, I was able to go so deep into consciousness that I was able to recognize Neville who said we are gods, but if I had never started this journey and continued to live like an ordinary person, these questions would have been answered. always remains secret. What if I had never known this journey, how would I know that I was God? can i know? If I'm God, why don't I know everything? And the biggest thing for me will probably be this question: What if I never learned this? What could happen? There is such a possibility. These are just some of the things that bother me. Maybe there are other things that bother you existentially. How did you overcome these or do you know the answers to these questions?

Oh, my first ask! Happiness!

Existential crisis is a part of the natural human condition. I find as I understand the human condition, I understand there is little to no crisis of this nature. The person is a tool of exploration, it is naturally curious, it will always question things, like a child. It's you/awareness who must look at it with understanding and love, like a good parent would.

The universe, of course, is not random. Acausal, yes, but never random. It is only apparent and appears random to 'you' due to our limited understanding and perception of the underlying order.

Memory before birth and knowledge after death are experiential matters. The person cannot know these things intellectually, and as long as you bind yourself to this awareness "I am a person, I live this one life," it will not be essential for you to know.

That calling itself 'You' is only a part of divine consciousness. While you are essentially divine, you bind yourself to that awareness I just mentioned, "I am a person, living in a world." The concept of divinty is not about omniscience in the human sense, as it is actually beyond all definitions completely. The actual problem with 'omniscience' is that /as humans/, we follow our finite minds and perspectives, and our understanding is always evolving. The pursuit of knowledge for the human is a journey, never a destination.

I feel the person's greatest blessing and curse, is the drive and ability to consume and know things. If you want to remember this 'time before birth' it will find millions of scenarios to reason to you. Same with 'what happens after death. We are already 'omniscience', idolizing a peak of ourselves that we like to put out of our reach by knowing ourselves to be a person.

So if you never knew this journey, you would simply follow the directive, "I am a person, living in a world," that alone is a great honor. They would not be secret as they never were. I will tell you now, that absolutely nothing came before birth or after death, none but your own imagination. It's just that they are imaginary, but the person may not be satisfied with that!

The fact that you have discovered these teachings is the grace of the divine (Ishvara) and the result of your own karma. For the 'how,' which you will soon stop asking of yourself if you don't want to overconsume anymore:

For your fears of the unknown, learn to leave the memories and expectations of your thoughts alone, come to the present moment, be established in the knowledge of the eternal self.

If you want to 'educate' the person, then you must 'show' them, what they are and what you are not. I did this through self-inquiry and neti-neti. For simplicity; "If I am not this person having this crisis, who am I?" pause and study that pause of silence. That is the answer, and it reveals itself to you in time.

The ultimate knowledge I can give you, then, is to unlearn all the things your think you are, and have humility and acceptance of the mystery of existence. Let it show you directly.

[mysticsiddhi]

♰ the fluidity of existence. . .

I touched on this topic with my sister tonight, somewhat unplanned, but I felt I was at a level of understanding to properly explain it. I hope this helps those who feel attached to their current circumstances, to start that process of unravelling. I'll also provide a 'transcript' of our conversation for a more real-time pov of what I'm saying here.

✶ ONE

We often feel attached to our current lives because we've invested so much time, energy, and emotion into it and our relationships within it. This can make it difficult to let go, even when we know there's something beyond this experience, that's gentler or more aligned with our true selves.

We think we're abandoning something, when that's not true at all. It's also why you may continuously return to this experience after shifting. We are attached to goals, relationships, memories here, etc. and we think reality is rigid.

The key is actually in recognizing that reality is fluid and ever-transforming.

When we shift or manifest new realities, we grow. When you become an adult, did you abandon the child? We are like living alchemy, constantly transforming. In a rigid world-view, it's easy to think that the challenges and struggles define our lives/us.

So when we cling to problems/unwanted experiences, we cling to an idea of ourselves that no longer serves us.

Just as you grow physically and mentally, your experiences and realities grow with you. As your circumstances change, your core essence remains the same. It’s not about losing yourself, but about embracing the continuous unfolding of who you are.

Realities are less rigid, more, fluid, moments in time.

Like a continuous line. Each moment is a different point on that line, with each reality being just another moment of experience. Whether it’s this current reality or another one, both exist in the flow of your experience. The other reality could be one where you feel more peace, surrounded by love, and free from restrictions. This isn’t an alternate universe far away—it’s just a new moment of your experience.

✶ TWO

It’s easy to worry that shifting means leaving behind the people we care about. But this is something I call self-ish thinking; rigid, individualistic, egoic reality. It doesn't allow for self-less thinking, which understands that there are two sides to experience. The shared and the individual.

Even in this current moment, each person’s reality is inherently separate including yours and mine. What we perceive as shared realities with our families and others are, in fact, just Awareness choosing to interact with itself through our connected activities/moments.

In truth, we’re all part of one shared awareness.

You and your loved ones are always connected, whether you share a particular experience or not. Just as you don’t feel "separated" from your past selves, you won’t be disconnected from others just because you move into a new reality. You’re simply expressing a different aspect of that awareness, like how a TV can change channels but remains the same device.

I referenced the song "Everything Stays," from Adventure Time, in the original conversation. It's perfect here. When "you" shift, you will be gone, yes. But the "you that is a person" in this reality is still in this broader experience.

Another version of you will continue to experience this version of yourself. They just become parallel to "you"; tldr hypothetical/non-existent as [your] awareness is no longer focused on that version. Maybe that version of you may grow in different ways, complete a series of microshifts (manifestation) of their own, that are shared with the people appearing in their experience.

This is where the idea of a 'clone' came from back in the day, though the correct term is just 'version.' I made sure to put this into a microlens perspective for my sister as well.

ex. I am a 'clone' (version) of "siddhi" who lost her pets a few years ago. "siddhi" from a few years ago is right where she is, and several versions of her have stemmed from that point, it's only that 'I' am aware of this experience. That version of "siddhi" is aware of her own experience.

In the end we are all/one thing (awareness.) Appearing as many different things (past, present, future, different people etc.)

✶ THREE

Fear of letting go stems from the idea that we are as separate as we seem. But if we understand that everything we experience is just a projection of awareness, we see that there is nothing real to abandon.

You are everywhere and nowhere at the same time. When you shift, you’re not disappearing—you’re simply redirecting your awareness to a different version of the experience. Detachment becomes easier when you realize that nothing is truly "left behind."

It's the same with manifestation. It's about recognizing that the micromoment, within the macroexperience (I'm using labels to make it easier to grasp) is not permanent. You only think you should/are holding on to something.

Letting go of the need to "hold on" is one large part of the key to allowing manifestations, and shifts to come into your experience effortlessly.

✶ TRANSCRIPT

Her: I think I just have difficulty letting go. I mean, this life was hard. If I’m going to leave it entirely after working so hard, I’m not really sure why I’m here to begin with?

Me: Well, you 'leave it' every second, though you leave nothing behind. You transform. You are living alchemy. I think, like me, you think the problems define the life, so you don’t wish to let the problems go as a means of preserving the life? And life could also be what you think is "you," yeah?

Her: I know I’m not the self, but in a way I am? Everything is me in the end—3D, 4D, everything. I don’t understand how I could abandon it, even if it isn’t my true self.

Me: Well, why do you think you are abandoning anything? Ask yourself these things, inquire.

Her: But aren’t we abandoning it? In favor of going home?

Me: Do you think in growing up, you’ve abandoned your childhood self?

Her: Well… no.

Me: Then do you think the appearance changes and grows, but at its core, it’s still you?

Her: Yes.

Me: So, why do you think you’re abandoning yourself?

Her: It’s a completely different life and reality. It isn’t the same, is it?

Me: The channel changes; is the TV lost? The curtains are newer, nicer—does the sun die with the old ones? Think of it like this: this reality A, reality B and reality C are all in one continuous line. In one moment you're 'here', and the next moment is reality B. They’re all just moments of that line, and that line is experience. Reality B is just a moment in which my life is gentler, less restrictive for me. I’m surrounded by friends and family who are happy and are their best selves, enjoying lives they deserve. It’s not somewhere else.

Her: But you won’t be here anymore.

Me: Well, I’m not in yesterday either, right? "Yesterday me" is in yesterday with "yesterday you." I won’t be in this moment anymore, that’s true, but that doesn’t mean I’m gone away from you. Are you afraid I won’t be here with you anymore?

Her: Mhm. I know it’s really childish, but I’ll miss you. I don’t want you to be gone until I come home, in case I never end up going. I really miss you. I don’t know…

Me: Hmm, that’s something, but it’s more complicated than that. There’s a concept of separate, individualistic realities, and there’s a concept of shared realities. You think "Siddhi," the person, won’t be here talking to you if you choose to remain in this moment. In fact, our realities have always been separate, and it’s the activities within that seemingly connect them. "Siddhi" will be here, but she would not be "me." She might not have a goal of shifting anywhere. Depending on my/Awareness' will, she would be a parallel me, going about the experiences that occur in this moment called "reality A". Or she would’ve completed a series of microshifts that are still shared with you, like a ‘clone’ (hate that term). Putting that in a micro-lens: I am a ‘clone’ of "Siddhi" who lost her dogs.

Her: So, you’ll never really leave? It’s still you, just different?

Me: You know that Adventure Time song, "Everything Stays"? I won’t be here; in fact "I" am a version of "Siddhi" from this morning. But a version of me will be here, just like a version of you is in "reality B" with me. I think this gets people super hung up on detaching and stuff. At the same time, this goes deeper. We are not real; this interaction isn’t actually happening. "We" are awareness’ decision of this interaction occurring. Awareness wants "Siddhi" to speak to "Sister." Do you see it?

Her: So, there isn’t really anything to hold onto? Or be afraid of?

Me: Of course not. Don’t hold on to me—I’m everywhere and nowhere. I just understood this today anyway. For those who permashift, it’s not like they suddenly disappeared; they literally just make the conscious decision to no longer share an experience with another. Awareness decides no more—the story is done. This has been done in a myriad of ways, from as simple as just deleting their social media to as complicated as bodily expiration (a result of mahasamadhi is a documented example), even the whole fiasco of "shifters shifting to this reality and their old reality being so much worse, for clout" is a possibility when done legitimately. Similarly, this works with manifestation. The moment you are experiencing right now, in which you have or do not have, is not even occurring. You don’t have to hold on to it—it’s everywhere and nowhere too.

Her: Thank you. This is really, really helpful. I feel a lot better about this now.

Me: I think you’ve gone from self-ish thinking to self-less thinking tonight, yes? I know some people unknowingly keep their families suffering because shifting feels like abandonment. This is egoic. Shifting is literally just awareness deciding: a new lens on the same nothing. Because when "I’m" Siddhi B, Siddhi A does not exist. But hmm, if "I" ever want to be Siddhi A again, let’s make her a millionaire. Think Sims 4. Different save files for the same sim in the same game.

✦ siddhi

[mysticsiddhi]

Be humble, be curious, be open/allowing of yourself, ask for help, stick to what resonates with you, that's the shortest shortcut.

[mysticsiddhi]

A sad case of throwing mud at others, but dirtying themselves and losing ground in the process. That's what's wrong with it /sarcasm 😶

They'd be so much happier if they let themselves live, at least then they wouldn't try to control how others live... too idle lol.

i feel like i might be the only person that has never understood why permashifting is controversial.

like, i genuinely don't understand what people could see as bad about it? why would it be unhealthy??? someone enlighten me😭

it's probably because i could not care less anymore about whatever the fuck is going on around shifttok and that might be a good thing. when are we gonna start minding our own business and go shift instead of unleashing new drama from the depths of shifttok every week? i've been tired man. i joined shiftblr to escape whatever bs they're on, not for it to continue on here. this community needs a cleanse, go touch some grass or something and stay hydrated.

-sam

[mysticsiddhi]

Although meditation is for communion with the Self, it may first have to recalibrate & realign the body and mind- to this end sitting in meditation has many side-effects for the body-mind system to make it a suitable vehicle and expression of Self-knowledge🪷

[mysticsiddhi]

stop with the overconsumption, ignore all the success stories, fuck the 3d and realize only you are reality, and only you decide your journey

[mysticsiddhi]

first light.

tender kiss upon my brow, a universal sigh,

dance of atoms old as time, in the vastness of the sky.

mother, mirror to the cosmos

tale of tales, in the warmth of the dark she did hold.

in her arms, the lullaby of a silent throng,

rhythms of futures, dreams of ancient song.

hibiscus in the ether, in the shadow of her love

© siddhi

I never share/write poetry about my shifts/past life memories but here we are. Take what you will if it resonates, it's meditation to me.

[mysticsiddhi]

[mysticsiddhi]

Went from being obsessed with putting effort and physically attempting to shift to just intending to shift without anything and actually believing I can shift on command

[mysticsiddhi]

Remember, you are not shifting to another world. You are shifting to another you. Connect with your DR self as much as you can. That is all you need to do - be your DR self, and you will be.

[mysticsiddhi]

Agreed, but in a different way. It is not (your) place, “ ” already is.

[mysticsiddhi]

Go back to zero

You are :

Not the body , you're aware of it.

Not the mind, you're aware of it.

Not the memories, you're aware of it.

No personality, this is part of the mind , you're aware of it.

All of these are seemingly always changing, wether it is the body, mind, personnality, life , all. There is one thing that never changed, never will. The "I" who is aware of all of those seeming changes.

If you go back to zero, and nothing is left, only blank, who or what is aware of this blank also. What is aware of this "I"? There is this pure presence. You know it.

This is not an object, that you can conceptualize, this is not a thought, it is not an interpreation. It is the one in wich all of this appears. Don't try to visualise , to think about what it is, to search it. You are IT , you are aware of everything, of that seeking, that feeling of being stuck , all.

And this everything is actually also you. Because you are Existence itself. Being (I would even say the verb itself , not the word ,what the verb points to ). You appear as divided , as many different forms but you are not limited by any of them, they are not real in themselves, you are only experiencing yourself. The only thing there is to "them" is your awareness of it.

Because you are pure Existence itself, appearing as many.

That way, nothing is actually affecting You. You are the screen of existence in wich all of this movie appears. You can enjoy the movie with its ups and downs knowing you are all of it and it's only just a movie (inspired by Swami Sarvapriyananda). You don't need to do anything, to change anything. Just understand what it already is.

[mysticsiddhi]

[mysticsiddhi]

desire: the root of all suffering

The root of all suffering and lack is desire. The more you desire, the more lack you inflict on yourself, the more lack you experience. The very nature of desire is to lack, as you shall not desire something you already own.

When you drop the desire, you allow yourself to be fulfilled and complete as you are, you connect to your truest essence and realize you are awareness and already have everything you thought you desired. You never lacked anything and if you ever saw lack, you saw an illusion that separated you from who you truly are.

You're the beginning and the end, yet you're also an infinite, complete being. You don't have to do anything, you don't have to be a doer, you don't have to act towards love or abundance as you are already nothing but love and abundance. You cannot lack what you already are, you cannot lack your essence. If you're everything, how can you not have everything already?