myorganizedlife

[myorganizedlife]

The Beginning

So this is an anonymous blog to help me make sense of how I feel. Not how I feel towards someone else, or any other external factor.  But how I feel about myself. This blog is a discovery of self-love and improvement. And survival - survival of the most important year of my life. 

First here is a little bit amount myself: 

Gender: Female Age: 24 Country: Canada

Three words to describe myself: Ambitious, Focused, Determined.

Yes - some may say I am a workaholic. Some may say I need to focus on other aspects of my life. But, I want to be able to be proud of myself.

2020 has started off absolutely horrible - here is a list: 

My life is a mess. I’ve broken up with my long-term boyfriend. We were talking about marriage and our future, but lately we’ve had too many fights, too many ups and downs and instead of settling I knew I had to focus on what was best for me, so I ended it. I admit I felt pressured to stay in the relationship because I felt scared - how could I find another man? Well let me tell you all something, the most important thing I’ve come to realize.... WE DO NOT NEED A MAN.

I’ve had to relocate for my job. I’ve had to move 150km away from all my family and friends. 

Then... of course, COVID-19. 

But here’s a list of everything that has gone right: 

I purchased a nice condo close to work

I have family and friends who love me

Everything may be changing, but it will be better in the long-run.

Why is this the most important year of my life? I feel like this is my chance for a new beginning. I moved to a new city far away from everyone I know. This is also the year I will be writing the CFE. 

For those of you who do not know, the CFE is the biggest exam of all accountants’ lives. It is a 3 day exam in September on everything we have ever learned. It determines our future. And this year will be amazing - because this will be the year I pass the CFE.

So - here’s the introduction to my new blog. Documentation on my thoughts and my attempt to start my organized life.