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Update on the cvt from the video!

This is what it looked like immediately after the bleeding stopped:

This is after cleaning it:

And this is what it looks like rn:

It's still leaking some fluid but I think it's healing okay, I'm gonna continue to clean it and keep a bandaid on it! I wish I had some of those steri strips to put on it so the scar won't get too big tho but i gotta work with what i got ig haha

(should I keep you updated on the healing process?)

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Cutting at my arms was so stupid I should've just done my thighs like always but it feels so good to do it on my arms again! Some of the cuts I did will leave very very visible scars tho so I gotta think about how to explain it to my mom when she sees! (She knows that I sh but she thinks I stopped after we talked about it) honestly I'm thinking about just telling her, like what's she supposed to do?? At this point I'm thinking about just completely destroying my arms tbh

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This was such a fail omg

I just wanted to do a tiny styro so it would heal quickly but uhm I pressed down a lil too hard I think 😭

The moment I realized is so funny

Also why am I so fat??? I gained so much weight it's crazy

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For all of my now or future moots please add me on discord (mylastscream) or follow me on insta (mylastscr3am) In case my account gets banned again because I really don't wanna lose all my moots again! (I'm gonna make a twitter/x account soon too)

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Already lost like 4 accounts 😞

an angel loses its wings every time tumblr removes a sh blog

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I wanna go deeper than baby beans so so bad but I'm afraid that I would need to get stitches 😭😭

Also Istg shrinkage is my biggest enemy why tf are most of my scars so small??? Also I don't get raised scars anywhere??? I want raised scars so bad ahhh 😭😭

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Last time hitting baby beans! That shit felt so nice omg!! Should I post more pictures?

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look at other's cvts > get irrationally jealous > feel guilt > contemplate relapse > repeat

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I'm searching for sh/ed discord servers btw! So if anyone has a server or knows one please tell me!

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Introduction

Hello, my name is Salem, I'm 16 and from Germany.

Twitter/x: mylastscr3am

Discord: mylastscream

On this account I'll post sh and Ed content.

I'll also do "requests" like u can tell me where to cvt, how deep etc (I'll even do letters or symbols) so feel free to ask or request anything!!! (For the kinky people<3)

I WILL POST PICTURES OF MY SH SO IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY THAT DON'T FOLLOW ME!!

ALSO: BLOCK DON'T REPORT

I think this is the 4th or 5th account I'm making so let's hope this one won't get banned.

I'm also always happy if someone texts me and I'd love to get some new friends!

Basic dni list:

-Homophobes and transphobes

-People under 13 (any other age is fine)

-anti Recovery blogs

Some facts about me:

-im goth and a metalhead

-some of my fav artists are Bauhaus, Sisters of Mercy, she wants revenge, lifelover, lifeless, beyond melancholy and many more but I'm a big gatekeeper <3

-My hobbies are writing songs and poetry, cosplaying and doing my makeup I also wanna start making my own music

-I've been cvtting for about 7 years I think?