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Exactly how I feel.

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Yes please.

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I love this woman.

Rachel McAdams, interview with Conan O’Brien in 2005

[my-vanity-stumbles]

[my-vanity-stumbles]

[my-vanity-stumbles]

Exactly how I feel.

[my-vanity-stumbles]

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Trapped in my own mind.

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I feel so restless.

I don't know what's going on with me. I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Half numb & half writhing in emotional pain. I don't think I have ever been so discontent with my life. I always say, "you have the choice every second of every day to turn your life around." But I've been running for so long I forgot which way is up. Not really sure where to go from here. The only thing I've really been able to focus on is my songwriting. Unfortunately since I've been sick for so long, I completely lost my voice yesterday. & of course, my voice coach put me on immediate vocal rest. So no singing for a while </3 I hope I get better soon. I'm supposed to be hardcore preparing for my performance on the 16th. Ok, I should get some sleep now. Overnight shifts are practically suicide when it's almost impossible to get any shut eye throughout the day. Soothing music, here I come.