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The optimist sees opportunity in every danger, the pessimist sees danger in every opportunity....

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Wanna have the feeling of ukiyo...

He said, "what is *ukiyo* ".

The saint smilingly said.....

"Living in the moment detached from the bothers of life and day to day struggles"

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Lets be quiet for a moment

Listen to what the birds say

Listen to what hearts whisper

Feel the blood rushing in your veins

Discern the impulses coming from brain...

Contemplate what your eyes see .....

Live the life just being quiet for few moments....

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It hurts.....

It just hurts....

Everything around me hurts....

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The Auras keep coming like deadly waves COVID when you consider that everything is getting ok.....it starts to show its true colors...

The brain fog....

The body freeze....

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The worst kind of things i have noticed during the whole time during my MBBS tenure is that

Students get involved every sort of corruption from marking proxies to being absent the whole year and getting their attendance fulfilled by just giving few bills, and then they get distinctions and get appreciated by students...

The professors , teachers, HOs , the dumb students with the attitude which is just beyond comprehension...the favouritism, the Monopoly, the dirty games and the whole kind of irresponsible behavior, beating around the bush and corrupting the younger minds

How can you say a person who doesn't comes to class gets equal to the person who beats his ass off for whole 5 years...

The counseling should be done for the whole nation....

Only praying namaz , giving long khutabas doesn't make you high in the ranks of Allah.

The deeds are not just praying namaz but also not being involved in any kind of corruption involving the rights of human, the right of nation....

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I am a kind of a lost soul wandering in the triumphant memories of my ultimate destiny....

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You know what rain does ...

It makes me remember of mom....the graceful smile...the hugs she give when i return home...

It makes me remember of a cup of tea with my sister....

It makes me remember the laughter i shared with my father

It makes me remember of the time when all around was jouissance....

Ah the rain makes me feel better it makes me feel like dancing.....

Ah...the rain and me what a beautiful combo

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So,

Its

01/01/2022

We made it ...

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To all my friends, buddies and students

Just be yourself in 2022

Do self care and give self love a chance this year

Listen to your heart and mind.

Take care of your soul and the best food for your soul are hope,faith,trust, patience and gratitude.

Keep on working on yourself.

Be a better version of yourself 🙂 every passing second.

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I want to finish cardiology in 2021....and want to enter in 2022 with zameer e mutamyena....

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I kept on turning the pages till i reached the end of the book 2021, the pages were all filled...

Some with disappointment

Some with failures

Some with fears of unknown

Some with mistakes and blunders

Some with laughters and cherished moments.

Some with headaches and migarines

Some with auras and brain fogs

Some with tears of joys

Some with impatience and hopelessness

But most of all there were elements of hope, faith, patience, gratitude and trust

Hope that things will get get better soon

Faith on the mercy and divine help of Allah Almighty.

Patience on the happenings which weren't according to my plans

Gratitude for everything that came to me and was helpful for me in some way or another.

Trust on the ways through which Allah made my tasks easy.

So, i am gonna step in the next year with oath that i will get better and I won't be hard on myself and i will look onto myself and i will give myself time.

I will try not to overdo or under do things....

Fingers crossed.....

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I want to sleep in 2021 and wake up in 2022...

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Let’s give in to what love desires

And recognise our beloved

And let ourselves be dyed in such a hue

That we stand apart from everyone

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Hakuna Matata...... it means "NO WORRIES"

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How did i influence you this year ...

Was i good one

Did i make life easy for you .

Few words for me.....

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The year is about to end, 2022 is about to start ...

Alot to look forward to because 2022 is going to change the dynamics of my life

Student life changing to professional life

A lot of hustle and bustle

Inshallah will get married...

2021 has been tough on me but it has taught me alot that patience bears fruit and Allah knows whats best for you and will give it to you when the time is right and you have to wait for the right time.