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Anorexia Survey for College Essay

  Thank you for participating in this survey. This poll is for adult women actively struggling with anorexia and not currently in recovery.  My goal is to gather honest, anonymous feedback to understand what changes or improvements are needed in eating disorder treatment centers based on real experiences.

Please answer each question as openly as possible. All responses are completely anonymous and will be used solely for research purposes. Thank you for your valuable input.    

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If now not, when?

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What's the toughest part of having bipolar disorder for you? I or II?

I have Bipolar I. Honestly if you asked me when I was 16 and trying to get diagnosed I would say the toughest part would be trying to stay alive. Being 22 now I think I have a better understanding as to what it is, how it affects me and my patterns. Now I would say the toughest part is the impulsiveness. It has been one of the biggest struggles now that I am an adult with money and driving random places. With my meds it keeps everything manageable for the most part but there are days where I can tell that this would be a manic episode where maybe I will get 1-3 less hours of sleep a night but it doesn’t effect me like a full manic episode without meds would. The impulsiveness for me is mainly seen in my manic episodes so that’s why it just takes more awareness.

THANKS FOR ASKING

Love that and I hope people ask more!! ❤️❤️

Add on after I thought about it more: the impulsivity plays a MAJOR role in my ED but I had never really thought about that until after.

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If now not, when?

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Laughing with your friends, a genuine smile, and then…

Your smile drops and you stand there, your mouth slightly open, the shadow of the smile you once had there, staring blankly

And you realize, how sad and lonely you feel, even with your friends, your family, even surrounded by love

It’s so sudden, so suffocating.

love that feeling :)

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🖤.

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Me going about my day normally

My brain: Damn, you should kill yourself

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pov museum date

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96lbs and I’m still not down chillin with satan…. WTF

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99lbs right now and I really want to be down to 90 by mid october for spooky season. 

I literally can’t wait for autumn to come. I mean huge oversized sweaters and coffee and pumpkin spiced anything?!? I love autumn so much🍁🧡