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Kai's shoulders loosened up, hearing Rochelle sobbing, her focus fully back to her Girlfriends.
It broke her heart seeing Rochelle cry, she didn't deserve what happened to her, She doesn't deserve to suffer like this, no one does....
Kai exhales and reached out for Rochelles glasses, carefully takes them off and places them on the nightstand.
"Rochelle....you- I can consider myself lucky having you guys, like girl YOU ARE AMAZING."
"ALSO YOU'RE SO PRETTY? AND UH- THOUGHTFULL??? AND I rly APPRECIATE YOU and- rly....like your laugh."
Kai quietend down after a while.....she is red and she could feel it....Oops....
That's kinda embarrassing....
She cleared her throat
"I think you get my point..."
"I could list a TON of things...I like about you two...."
💛💚
// ( @mvp-kai @softballluvr12 new thread cuz its getting super duper long hrhthehr)
Now laurie is here. Now rochelle is slightly more okay, and the pressure on either side of her will surely slow her trembles--
--wait.
when laurie turned to sit down.
she caught-- a glimpse of--
Laurie was licking her bottom lip, discreetly but not unnoticeably.
oh.
oh no.
Laurie's had various nervous ticks over the years. once, she was a nail biter. then she was a nail picker, and it was bad enough rochelle had learned to hold the blonde's hand to stop the picking from drawing blood. (which has happened before.)
she has to help. she has to stop it, she has to make sure everyone's okay--
she has to fix this.
Rochelle used to make them hold hands, when laurie picked at her nails. so... how to stop the lip-chewing...
...kiss her--
No, nope, nada. Never. Not the time, not the place, not- not anything! Just don't think about it!
but it'd be so nice.
NOT the time, Rochelle...
Laur?
Uhm.
Rochelle rubs at her right knee. The one she scraped. It hasn't really stopped hurting since that night...
It was just a scrape. And now it's just a scar, a small patch of slightly lighter skin. A reminder.
But it never stopped aching.
She has to limp after practice, sometimes...
Thank you. You guys are-- you guys are great.
She looks in Laurie's eyes, and then Kai's. and something cracks within her. Another layer of armor, another layer of defense, falls away.
I... I don't know where i'd be without you...
The bars to the prison rattle and fall to the floor, bricks built up over years crumbling to pieces and dust before her.
And a tiny cardboard silhouette steps out of the cage, and over the rubble.
She says, I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I'm.... it's. It's a lot.
They-- the chicken guy. when i found an opening, and started running-- he hopped in his car, and he- i have no damn clue if it was even HIS car, but he--
--he hopped in A car. and. while I ran. He. Uhm. Chased me. In the car.
And I was-- my cleats were really banged up, so, it was hard to keep my footing-- and I slipped, my glasses fell off, and I had to leave them, y'know, because otherwise he would've--
She chokes.
He would've hit her.
If she had taken an extra second, an extra step back--
Would she even be here?
It's something she thinks about every day.
Would her mom be better off without her?
Uhm. That's why I had to wear my spare pair that night. My other ones fell off and broke.
A-and, uhm. He chased me for. A while. I don't even know how long, I didn't keep track-- I just ran, and ran, until I thought I could get away. But.
Her breath hitches.
She rubs her knee. It hurts a lot right now. Is it because of the trip down memory lane? Or a coincidence?
Rochelle breathes.
I-! The guy chased me through a sidewalk! AWAY from the road! Like, how messed up do you have to be to chase a kid through a pedestrian-only area?!
She begins to angrily gesticulate, trying to express her frustration, her hatred, of that damn chicken. But all that can be seen is her slowly slipping away from the ground.
A-and-- it was nighttime, too. Cleats busted, glasses screwed, It was-- it was horrible. I was so scared.
...Uh, long story short, I fell, slid through a hole down a hill. And he--
She chokes on her own tongue.
You're admitting failure, one voice says. You can't admit failure.
He, uhm. When I slid, and fell, he--
She can't get it out.
I don't want to be scared, the other says. I want to be free.
You strive to be strong, to be responsible, to fix.
And I tried!
But you weren't, you couldn't. You failed. How can you openly admit that?
I don't want to be scared to admit that.
Be scared, Rochelle.
Why? Why do I have to be the responsible one? Why do I have to be the one that fixes, that pays, that worries?
Because. Who will keep the lights on, if no one is scared that they'll turn off?
...The child steps back, through the rubble...
You should know this by now.
...past the bars and the bricks and the dust...
Without you, everything will crumble.
...and back into the shattered cage.
I know, Rochelle.
For a split second, the warmth of those closest to her shattered a wall, but of course. It always goes back up one way or another.
With the need to lighten the blow of the story having returned, she smiles. No one needs to worry about her. She's got it.
He, uh. He got. The keys. So.
With her admission of failure, roof begins to float away from the room. The walls rattle, the scattered objects all over laurie's room lift into the air, untethered.
And as the pieces of the cage float away, too, the child grabs them, and begins to put the walls back together.
And I kinda, rolled down the hill- I was fine, though, it wasn't that bad. I landed fine. So, he had the keys, but, I had the red valkyries! I was gonna sell them, but, things kinda fell apart, y'know, so i had to wear them.
I. I dunno how long i was lost for. running around, at night, and i left my phone at home, so. Couldn't call anyone.
She shrugs.
But, I came across a gas station with a phone! So it was alright in the end. Ahah. Called my mom, she came to get me. It was alright.
She leaves out the part where she cried in her mother's arms.
...Hopefully, they don't worry. Hopefully she can talk about it and it'll be fine. Hopefully, this will be over soon, and the walls will be rebuilt, and she'll be safe again.
It'll be fixed. And she'll be okay.
#//KAI IS SO GAY FOR THEM#//COMPLIMENTS ARE STRONGER THAN ANGST.#//she is hella embarrassed now#//theheh citrus trio saga#yuri saga#win or lose blog#//No I didnt forget to put the tags in...
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...a..car chase...
Kai froze, slight frown appearing on her face, hiding it before it was seen.
That could've...ended bad....
Car......that- if Rochelle wouldn't have been fast enough she-....no, no she is fine, she is here. mom isn't.
Don't think like that, dont think about that, I don't... My Fr- Girlfriends are upset, I have to be there for them.....
Kai knows about the "adult" persona Rochie has, she observed that a good while ago... she didn't really want to look too much into that back then, since she knew the both of them for just over a year-.... she should probably pay more attention to that now.
Laurie is speaking...
She is brave, Rochelle is so brave for speaking out about this. Kai nods at Laurie's statements.
A quick peek at Laurie's lips..., her talking doesn't hide that too well. We should also talk about this problem....but Laurie probably doesn't want to-
Oh, woah they are close now- ....for a good second I thought they would kiss
Kai just stares at them, still holding their hands.
// ( @mvp-kai @softballluvr12 new thread cuz its getting super duper long hrhthehr)
Now laurie is here. Now rochelle is slightly more okay, and the pressure on either side of her will surely slow her trembles--
--wait.
when laurie turned to sit down.
she caught-- a glimpse of--
Laurie was licking her bottom lip, discreetly but not unnoticeably.
oh.
oh no.
Laurie's had various nervous ticks over the years. once, she was a nail biter. then she was a nail picker, and it was bad enough rochelle had learned to hold the blonde's hand to stop the picking from drawing blood. (which has happened before.)
she has to help. she has to stop it, she has to make sure everyone's okay--
she has to fix this.
Rochelle used to make them hold hands, when laurie picked at her nails. so... how to stop the lip-chewing...
...kiss her--
No, nope, nada. Never. Not the time, not the place, not- not anything! Just don't think about it!
but it'd be so nice.
NOT the time, Rochelle...
Laur?
Uhm.
Rochelle rubs at her right knee. The one she scraped. It hasn't really stopped hurting since that night...
It was just a scrape. And now it's just a scar, a small patch of slightly lighter skin. A reminder.
But it never stopped aching.
She has to limp after practice, sometimes...
Thank you. You guys are-- you guys are great.
She looks in Laurie's eyes, and then Kai's. and something cracks within her. Another layer of armor, another layer of defense, falls away.
I... I don't know where i'd be without you...
The bars to the prison rattle and fall to the floor, bricks built up over years crumbling to pieces and dust before her.
And a tiny cardboard silhouette steps out of the cage, and over the rubble.
She says, I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I'm.... it's. It's a lot.
They-- the chicken guy. when i found an opening, and started running-- he hopped in his car, and he- i have no damn clue if it was even HIS car, but he--
--he hopped in A car. and. while I ran. He. Uhm. Chased me. In the car.
And I was-- my cleats were really banged up, so, it was hard to keep my footing-- and I slipped, my glasses fell off, and I had to leave them, y'know, because otherwise he would've--
She chokes.
He would've hit her.
If she had taken an extra second, an extra step back--
Would she even be here?
It's something she thinks about every day.
Would her mom be better off without her?
Uhm. That's why I had to wear my spare pair that night. My other ones fell off and broke.
A-and, uhm. He chased me for. A while. I don't even know how long, I didn't keep track-- I just ran, and ran, until I thought I could get away. But.
Her breath hitches.
She rubs her knee. It hurts a lot right now. Is it because of the trip down memory lane? Or a coincidence?
Rochelle breathes.
I-! The guy chased me through a sidewalk! AWAY from the road! Like, how messed up do you have to be to chase a kid through a pedestrian-only area?!
She begins to angrily gesticulate, trying to express her frustration, her hatred, of that damn chicken. But all that can be seen is her slowly slipping away from the ground.
A-and-- it was nighttime, too. Cleats busted, glasses screwed, It was-- it was horrible. I was so scared.
...Uh, long story short, I fell, slid through a hole down a hill. And he--
She chokes on her own tongue.
You're admitting failure, one voice says. You can't admit failure.
He, uhm. When I slid, and fell, he--
She can't get it out.
I don't want to be scared, the other says. I want to be free.
You strive to be strong, to be responsible, to fix.
And I tried!
But you weren't, you couldn't. You failed. How can you openly admit that?
I don't want to be scared to admit that.
Be scared, Rochelle.
Why? Why do I have to be the responsible one? Why do I have to be the one that fixes, that pays, that worries?
Because. Who will keep the lights on, if no one is scared that they'll turn off?
...The child steps back, through the rubble...
You should know this by now.
...past the bars and the bricks and the dust...
Without you, everything will crumble.
...and back into the shattered cage.
I know, Rochelle.
For a split second, the warmth of those closest to her shattered a wall, but of course. It always goes back up one way or another.
With the need to lighten the blow of the story having returned, she smiles. No one needs to worry about her. She's got it.
He, uh. He got. The keys. So.
With her admission of failure, roof begins to float away from the room. The walls rattle, the scattered objects all over laurie's room lift into the air, untethered.
And as the pieces of the cage float away, too, the child grabs them, and begins to put the walls back together.
And I kinda, rolled down the hill- I was fine, though, it wasn't that bad. I landed fine. So, he had the keys, but, I had the red valkyries! I was gonna sell them, but, things kinda fell apart, y'know, so i had to wear them.
I. I dunno how long i was lost for. running around, at night, and i left my phone at home, so. Couldn't call anyone.
She shrugs.
But, I came across a gas station with a phone! So it was alright in the end. Ahah. Called my mom, she came to get me. It was alright.
She leaves out the part where she cried in her mother's arms.
...Hopefully, they don't worry. Hopefully she can talk about it and it'll be fine. Hopefully, this will be over soon, and the walls will be rebuilt, and she'll be safe again.
It'll be fixed. And she'll be okay.
#//my ahh cannot write that much...#//SAD YURI....#//guys omg Kai angst!??!?!?#//the “Friend-Girlfriend” slip up doesnt have any significant meaning#//Kai got a lil akward near the end...but lets ignore that....#win or lose blog
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Uh-
Kai's eyes widen, noticing Rochelles tears
Fuck, did I push her to much, shoot I should have keept quiet. UGH NO TIME FOR THAT, both r upset thats clear.... how can I help them... one after another. Rochelle first.
Kai gave her hand a squeeze, another hand on her cheek and looked her in the eyes.
Okay wait Rochelle stop, its clear thats to much for you right now, take a breather please. Calm down...
....are you- do you want a hug?
Before Rochelle could answer, Kai turns around to Laurie, the hand on Rochelles cheek leaving and wandering to Laurie's hand.
This question goes to you aswell, I know for sure smth is up and dont try to hide it, we will talk about this later...you don't need to hide yourself from us..
@softballluvr12 Heh uhm laur yknow youre cute when youre mad 👉👈 and uhm it wasnt that big of an event anyway i was just late for. Reasons. You know. hahaha the weather was real bad that night... traffic was TERRIBLE yknow...
@mvp-kai BACK ME UP GIRL PLSSS
#//UGH YALL....#//TO MUCH ANGST</3#//YURI ANGST </3#//sleep deprived rp'er....#//I am not COOKING as much as the others...BUT IT WORKS
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....
Noticing the shift in Laurie's mood aswell, Kai is worried about the both of them now, still listening to Rochelle and muttering loud enought for the both of then to hear....
Oh right...the cheating thing...
Shaking her head...
What to do, What to do....
....She sighs and went to pull Laurie and Rochelle closer to her for a little more comfort for them. Taking Laurie's hand in hers and looking at her.
First of all Laurie, I have to agree with Rochie, whatever you are thinking rn, its not true, you r amazing, genuinely a sweet person and deserve the world....
Now looking at Rochelle, face still showing worry and concern and taking her hand aswell....
And Rochelle whatever happened that night...it's okay, take your time telling us, I can tell this is incredibly hard for you, just think of it so... you are here right now, no where else that can possibly harm you in any way, you can tell us this typa stuff...
I really hope this helps them both somehow...
@softballluvr12 Heh uhm laur yknow youre cute when youre mad 👉👈 and uhm it wasnt that big of an event anyway i was just late for. Reasons. You know. hahaha the weather was real bad that night... traffic was TERRIBLE yknow...
@mvp-kai BACK ME UP GIRL PLSSS
#this is getting longfggf#<- // Indeed this is getting long-#angst saga#looongposts#win or lose blog#// yes I am losing sleep over this AND?
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Girl no I can't back you up on this🥲
Im genuenly concerned myself, it looked like u run a marathon when u came back and as Laurie said u had like a scrape on your knee and the other glasses.... aswell as u flinching like Uff when that car drove by srsly
Im worried....like a lot
@softballluvr12 Heh uhm laur yknow youre cute when youre mad 👉👈 and uhm it wasnt that big of an event anyway i was just late for. Reasons. You know. hahaha the weather was real bad that night... traffic was TERRIBLE yknow...
@mvp-kai BACK ME UP GIRL PLSSS
#<- I will not force ya to say it#but I can assure you that you would feel better if you do💚#//ANGST💔#//MY BABY💔💔
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AAAAHHHHHHHH GIRLSSS PLS, IM GETTING RED AGAIN...
💚💚💛💚💛💛💚💛💚💛💚💛💚💛
Heheheh seeing ur answer to the Laurie ask, now im gonna ask, what you think of Kai being a nervous wreck
SHES SO CUTE. CAN YOU TELL I THINK GIRLS ARE CUTE!??!? BECAUSE KAI IS SO CUTE. I CANT LIVE ANYMORE GUYS IM GOUNG TO DIE OF THE GAY DISEASE🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡💛💛🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡🧡
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Dw dude, u got this....
polycue is taking over my dash goo for them ig
I want what they have
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SSHHHHUSHHHH UR CUTE ASWELL WPBDKWLSLKWKDNDB💚💚💚💚💛💛💛💛💚💚 YALL MAKE ME SO HAPPY :>>💚💛💚💛💚💛💚
Heheheh seeing ur answer to the Laurie ask, now im gonna ask, what you think of Kai being a nervous wreck
SHES SO CUTE. CAN YOU TELL I THINK GIRLS ARE CUTE!??!? BECAUSE KAI IS SO CUTE. I CANT LIVE ANYMORE GUYS IM GOUNG TO DIE OF THE GAY DISEASE🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡💛💛🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡🧡
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Yes you did, but I am GIGGLING 💚💛
...yuri.......🫵🫵🫵.....
Um…
What does ‘yuri’ mean…?
😅
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Seeing Rochelle and Yuwen beefing is something....
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💛💛💚💚💛💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💛💛💛💚💛💚💛AOBFIEKEKE ROCHELLE IS ATTACKING US BOTH EOK1KDKQOKFBSJ💚💛💚💛💛💛💛💛💚💚💚💚💚💛💛💚💚💚💛💛💛💚💚💚💛💚💚💚💚💚💛💚💚💚💚💚💚
HEEEEEYYY💛💛💛💛💛BESTIE WESTIE POOKIE WOOKIE WIFE💛💛💛💛💛 WIFE ATTACK💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛WE LOVE U WIFE💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
- @braids9
HI ROSH‼️‼️ I LOVE YOU TOO💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚AAAAAAAGH💚💚💚 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
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ask blog journalist here....
how does it feel that you're actually seriously not single anymore?
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Hehehehe its great....
IM SO HAPPYY, ECPESCIALLY WITH THESE TWO💚💛💚💛‼️❗️
#// KAI GET YO SHIT TOGETHER#// Kai has a better lovelife than me.../silly#rp account#rp blog#win or lose blog#kai ask blog#anon ask
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HI WIFE 🧡🧡🧡ITS ROCHELLE 🧡🧡🧡 HEEHEEHEE🧡🧡
- @braids9
HEYY GIRLFRIEEEENDD!!!!
EHHEHEHEHH💚💚💚💚
#hehehehehhe#ROCHELLE!? ASK#//Kai feels like she is FLOATING!!!!!#//citrus trio#rp account#kai ask blog#rp blog
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DAMN LAURIE...., FULL NAME ASWELL...
PPWKKWLW GIRLFRIENDS <33
💚💛💚💛
giving Laurie my pepper spray bc that’s part of my job now ig
#I HAVE TWO GIRLFRIENDS AHAHHEHWHWV#<- // BBWEHHEE GRUMPY LAURIE....#<-// YES GRUMPY LAURIE SLSBKQLD#//THE GIRLSS
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The couch is very comfy rn, but okay....
We HAVE to talk abt what we r...
giving Laurie my pepper spray bc that’s part of my job now ig
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....Rochelle...😟
giving Laurie my pepper spray bc that’s part of my job now ig
#<- it was my fault for being stupid anyway smhhh#<- I wouldn't say its your fault for getting chased by a car....#we will talk abt this tho like fr-#win or lose blog
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A WHAT!?.....
We are gonna talk abt this...later tho...after we know... yknow..
giving Laurie my pepper spray bc that’s part of my job now ig
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