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I'm going through the hating and loving my dreads process less lol cause they look(mostly)how I want them to look. It's mostly just "damn I wish I had braids :{{" or "damn I wish I had a mullet" feeling but I love having dreads more cause I just have to use my crochet needle on them everyone once in a while

In July I can show a last year to this year picture cause I started them a month after I graduated if anyones interested(i might do it anyway tho lol):33

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Petition link to impeach Trump

https://actionnetwork.org/petitions/sign-the-petition-impeach-president-trump?source=direct_link&

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I gotta redraw my Ren and Stimpy headcannon designs again:{

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do NOT let them play squid game

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I can't wait to physically transiton

I can't wait for those around me to not reconize me and my younger self is just a false memory

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I think I'm gonna give up on trying to be social

Ik it's good I try to be because I'm gonna have to "do things I'm not comfortable with" in the future but it makes my skin crawl like I wanna rip it off..I always feel like I'm over sharing, nobody cares any everyone thinks I'm annoying. I feel like a bad friend for the friends I do have if they even consider me it still because I don't talk to anyone and I just feel like asking how's your day isn't good enough like I need to put my effort I just don't know how

I feel like a freak everywhere I go no matter who I'm around I feel like the things I like are dumb, how I feel about things are dumb and I should be ashamed and I am..I try to convince myself I don't and shouldn't care but I do I always do and I feel like I always will

Anyway sorry to people who wanna be friends with me or who I wanna be friends with but I never put effort into I hope your doing well

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Filler post of Donnie and Mike's redesigns in the making, I'm working on Raph and Leo's I just procrastinate + have owed shit to work on

☆MASTER POST☆

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Hey munchies been a lil while.. hope yur doing oky

Sorry for answering this so late but hiii, I'm ok(atm at least)I hope your doing ok🫶🏿🫶🏿

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Guys I'm feeling silly now, if I made a yt video yapped about my tmnt interations designs cause containing it into text is too much I have to hold myself back like a mad dog yo you won't be able to read shit it would look like morose code

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I'm going by my chosen name for the one I'm going to, but my mom dosent know. So when they send me or her emails they use that instead of my deadname, idm it for me but I do for her cause the whole coming out and not wanting to be called certain things didn't go well and she figured I detransitioned(spoilers I didn't)so I keep just telling her their mistakenly me for someone else and I can't tell if she's buying or just avoiding the fact I'm still trans

If so I just rather deal with that disappointmentung and shocking revolution(/j)a different time or when I don't have to be face to face to talk about it :33

College is gonna make me crash tf out bro I fucking

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College is gonna make me crash tf out bro I fucking

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So fucking frustrating when someone chooses bot to listen to you but listens to other fucking people and the same information you just gave them that they discarded is the same funcing thing someone else already told them but somehow they're more believable and make more sense I want to fucking explode

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I hate not being able to tell if people want me around. I think "what the fuck am I doing get out" and then think "maybe I'm just paranoid" and both make me wanna do it less and less. Even being explicitly being told I am weather by someone else or that person it feels disingenuous if that makes sense like idk

I still think it'd just me being period or just cause of how little I socialize with people and just take things wrong/I probably have bad social cues sometimes

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I feel so dirty like I'm wearing fake skin I hate it here

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I'm excited for college to the point it's stressing me out I think. Like I feel "antsy" like hurry tf and go feeling buuut I can't I have to wait and I don't like it :((

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My oc Baby Doll from a bit ago

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This is a little random but I do feel like saying it

I am sorry for the constant almost random vents I've made om this account plus my old main one and the lack of actually art and actually like post worthy shit. Ik there's people I can talk to and or vent to but 1. I'm not good socially, I hesitate to even say hi and 2. I've said it before but I don't like sati "hey can I vent to you" or reach out because I'm just not comfortable with I, and it's not anyone's responsibility to reach out to me neither

My break downs that are connected to my vents are most of the time short, from a couple minutes and then they can also last a couple days depending on the situation I'm bitching about so if I'm not ok after venting I will be eventually

Again sorry for that and the lack of actually art. Ik I planned on posting about my interation specifically but I might include art of ocs or redesigns for other characters in shows or other media I like(my favorite thing to do..)and was wondering how yall(the small percentage of people who care)would feel about that or should I just stick to tmnt