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Transformers are taking away my tmnt moots. It's like a contagious disease/j

COME BACK GUYS COME BACK, GUYS DONT GO DONT LEAVE ME

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My birthdays in 2 months and my feelings are numeral about it. I do have a strong hate for the thought of old age and dying and shit like that despite hating being alive but I'm not as sad about it as much as I was this year

Also out of curiosity how old do people think I am. I'd you already know you don't count ofc but people always assume younger then what I sm(like people that's seen me face to face ofc and shit but ueah)

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hiya bro, it's been a while. just wanted to say it's my b-day today (i'm in a different timezone + it's on the 18th)!! just came to visit & remind you how SCRUMPDILLYICIOUS YUMMY YUMMY IN MY TUMMY ur art is btw!! have a good rest of ur week & I pray that nothing bad comes your way

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Hiihii‼️I think our time zones are similar because it's the 18th where I'm at too but happy birthday and happy belated birthday if it's like past 12 for you lol

And tysm🫶🏿🫶🏿I hope you have a good rest of your week as well and an awesome birthday :33

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I don't understand parents with the "if it's your child it's fine but God forbid if it's my child"

Like when I was Bi and told her she said "how would you know you never had sex" but when her friends son said he was her response was "go ahead baby, don't change for nobody. Love who you wanna love" cause of that makes sense

She keeps saying shit like that and it's making me wanna bash my head against the wall. "Oh if it was you guys I'd be fully supportive" and "you guys can talk to me about anything" but when I did and asked not to call me pretty "oh I'm not comfortable doing that" and "ik what I gave birth to ik what the doctors told me you were" "I can dhow you your birth certificate if you forgot" and made me fucking apologize to her cause I said she wasn't supportive in my transitioning and it "hurt her feelings because she's trying"

Hearing her talk about how "supportive" she is about the lgbtqai+ community has been fucking with me and yet me being Trans is "something we don't deal with anymore" just cause I don't talk about it anymore with you..

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I feel like me misspelling my own disability at times is either proof I have it or just embarrassing as hell

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I don't know what to do anymore I give up

I try and put effort and I fail and my effort is just uncared for and when I don't try or put effort I get criticized and called lazy

I don't wanna be anything anymore I don't want to matter to people I don't want to get better anymore because people won't care. They don't now and they won't later

I don't wanna be healthy anymore, I don't wanna "take good care" of myself I just want to wait til u die and that's it. I'm not recognized now and I won't be when I'm dead

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Can't fucking belive we live in a world full of fucking morons. Fucking idiots

Fuck your ability to live yk, fuck the ability to have decent fucking rights and to give your future children opportunities you didn't get. Nope we can't let those disgusting transgender, homosexuality, abortion wanting, "illegal immigrants" dirtying our clean American waters. You guys are fucking stupid I fucking hate it here I wanna fucking kms

If your q Trump supporter and folloe me fuck off my account if it wasn't obvious your disgusting to me in every way shape and form I really do

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I fucking hate feeling good and feeling happy because something stupid always ruins it and it fucks over my whole week..

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Vent

I honestly don't wanna transition anymore. I wanna be a girl

I'm at the point where I wanna openly identify as a guy, when I go back to school and shit like that but I'm scared. There's people in my life I care about losing, other then my mom I already know I'd probably lose her and my brother's. I don't care like biological family wise but others out of it I do

There's someone I consider a dad to me and he calls me his daughter(he's biologically not, my bio dad's shit)but I'm so scared of losing him. Idk how he feels about lgbtqai shit, about transgender people and I don't wanna ask cause when I do I look suspicious but the thought of him giving me the "God made you the way you are" speech is so fucking scary, I'm so scared of losing him. If I do ill lose the only man irl I'm comfortable around that I don't have to be scared of being sexualized around. That understands my anxiety, awkwardness and shyness. Someone I feel like actually understands me mentally and he always hugs me and makes me feel seen. Someone that genuinely feels like a father to me and I'd lose him cause I couldn't be "normal"

Out of my whole family I'm scared of losing him the most and I just wanna die. I wanna disappear

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I can draw like you now (please don't assume I'm copying you but I like your art style so I'm just going to use your art style if you don't mind)

I don't mind people taking inspiration or emulating(I think is the right word)my style^^

I take inspiration from other styles I like and (try)to combine them into something I like anyway‼️

However I don't want people tracing, recoloring, copying/ripping off my characters and designs, or re-uploading my art and claiming it as there's. If you wanna use my art as a profile picture or inspiration just as long as I'm credited, linked or @ in any way^^

Sorry for igs small tangent but I wanted to mention it cause I haven't so yeah👍🏿

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Concepts for Baxter, Yoshi and Tang Shen. Deciding to draw smaller eyes until I decide I don't like how it looks lol. I have Baxters Style figured out for the most part but not Yoshis or Shens yet

☆MASTE POST☆

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REJOICE I found info on it just was using the wrong name, it's called Fetish goth, it not sexual based it depends on the person so I'll keep that in mind^^

Istg Latex goth is a thing but the more I try to look into it the less I find. I'm deleting my search history evey 5 minutes dude omg

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Istg Latex goth is a thing but the more I try to look into it the less I find. I'm deleting my search history evey 5 minutes dude omg

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oh my god I’d absolutely love to see how my sona would look in your iteration (I’m assuming he would count due to me also using him for tmnt related things!) As someone who loves goth/alr but can never draw/design it properly I’d love to see how he would look (plus I love your art in general) I feel a little bag getting free art from you so I wouldn’t mind drawing you something in return if you want!

https://toyhou.se/20957697.evander <- here’s his toyhouse! or you can do https://toyhou.se/25835603.laurie-gordo if you’re not very comfortable with drawing an alligator!

Sorry im not really go at drawing gators but tried anyway :33

I was originally gonna do Steampunk cause I thought it was cool(it's not a goth subculture but they take elements from goth fashion)but then I drew him with the fit and the hat then I thought he looked goofy so I decided on Cyber goth instead even Donnie has that style shh

You don't have to draw anything in return but if you want you can idm/nf/gen^^

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Feeling bored and I haven't posted in a while so if anyone wants me to draw their OC in my TMNT interation igs either dm me or send an ask/nf :33

I only did this twice but I did like doing it. If your OC isn't some sort of goth/alt subculture then they'll be changed into one and I might darken their colors(excluding skin colors)

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Fucking hate how some phones emojis look extra shaded and textured and shit. Like I just want my blocky fucking Obama minute phone, cricket type emojis is that too hard to ask. I want my nerd emoji a cute ugly not a fucking hit with a car ugly, it's not funny when it looks like someone cares about it when I use it in a sentence like ew

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If my identity which is connected to who I am is just a temporary phase. Then I'm just a temporary phase. Maybe I should just disappear. Unprompted. Unwarned. Nobody would notice and nobody would or should care. I hope one day I can just disappear and everyone continues on with their life. Half of the people ik would and I'll just deal with that. It's for the best it's fine. Then weeks or months later my body's found on the side of the road or just decomposing in my house and that's it