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Jude felt eyes on him and glanced upwards as his tongue slid down the length of his member, a breathy moan leaving his lips at the expression on Julian’s face whilst something twinged in both his chest and stomach. Eyes still looked on Jules’, Jude’s hand moved to stroke the other’s length slowly before his lips opened around the head - finally closing his eyes, his long lashes fanning over his cheek bones as he groaned a soft, intimate sound.

He had no idea what it was but Jude had always adored going down on people. He loved the way he could make others feel - the broken groans he could draw from them. The ease in which he could have bodies twitching and shuttering with desire - it was almost a power thing, but he wouldn’t exactly call it that. He’d spent his first few years just letting other’s take control of their exploits and so it was nice that it was a joy to pleasure other’s other than all but being forced to take care of them.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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As he felt Jude’s leg between his, he instantly gave in to the friction Jude had started, although slower than their pace was usually. Julian gave a soft whine to let Jude know he was enjoying the friction. He was instantly hard and Julian remembered somewhere in the back of his mind where he told himself earlier not to think about such things that will make him hard. Well. Ha. 

Jude pulled away to start down Julian’s neck, having Julian close his eyes in bliss for a moment until he starts to caress Jude’s thigh, momentarily rubbing each one before ghosting over his cock before going to the other thigh and doing it repeatedly. 

He was so far gone already the words came out of his mouth before he even thought about it “I wanted to do this since I got here, J-” He was cut short by his own moan as Jude bit his neck a little harder than before. 

“Hm-hm.” Jude’s breathy moan was his only response as he worked at creating a hickey, low on Julian’s neck. He’d never admit it, but he loved the way it looked. Loved the feeling he got in the pit of his stomach from seeing them on Julian’s neck. It wasn’t a possessive thing - Jude wasn’t even sure what he’d call it.

His train of thought was lost as he felt Julian’s hand, causing him to grind his hips downward a little more aggressively, desperately in need of something but not quite certain of what he wanted exactly in the moment before finally making a decision.

His hand shifted down to grip at Julian’s hip whilst he scooted down his torso, hitching his shirt up a little before starting to work at opening his belt. Despite his intoxication, he still was able to open both his belt, and jeans in record time. Ghosting his lips over the outline of Julian’s cock through his underwear, Jude then shifted so that he could lift Jules’ hips and shove both his pants and briefs halfway down his thighs.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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It wasn’t until Julian licked his lips that Jude couldn’t help but move in. Kissing Julian felt natural. Felt right. And it did nothing short of taking his breath away. A brief moan escaped his lips as he felt Julian lay back, going down after him. Their lips moved together with natural ease. Soft lips against soft lips - desperate for more.

Jude found himself slipping his thigh between Jude’s legs and without any restraint, begun to move his hips enough to give them both a comfortable amount of friction. The movements were slow, but deliberate. It felt different to how it usually felt, however; with the haze his mind was in, Jude either didn’t notice or didn’t care.

Soon his lips found their way to Julian’s jaw again - slowing his actions, somewhat tender in his treatments. He enjoyed what they did and he was desperate for more, but was determined to make Julian feel incredible.

Just as he had at New Year’s.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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Jude couldn’t help himself - he was captivated. Julian was literally just drinking water, and Jude kind of just wanted to jump him right there and then. The little noise Julian made as he finished his drink did nothing to draw his attention away from the other’s lips.

“That’s what you think.” He breathed out, voice a little teasing and a small grin on his face - though he may or may not still have been staring at his lips.

He opened his own mouth to say something else, though nothing wanted to come out. Jude felt like a mute and part of another song he’d been playing around with formed in his mind. He hoped to whatever god there was that he was going to remember that line running through his mind as he suddenly surged forward to press his lips to Julian’s.

‘Cause no matter how hard I try, my tongue, it’s still tied by you..

There was no holding back and Jude’s hand had somehow found it’s way onto Julian’s inner thigh. He kissed him without restraint, hardly a distance between them at all.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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The hand that moved to rest on his knee made Jude want nothing more than to lurch forward and kiss Julian, but he temporarily pushed the thought from his mind as he reached for the packet to have some chips for himself. His hand brushed Julian’s as he did and he subconsciously licked over his lips to moisten them. Jude downed his handful by tilting his head back before reaching for his bong again. He honestly didn’t know what to do with what was going on in his head - didn’t know how to cope.

And so he was dealing with it in the only way he knew how.

After a moment, he realised he hadn’t answered and cleared his throat as he set the bong back down. “You should totally go for it, dude. You’re incredible. Let the world see your talent.” He hummed, reaching for more chips and trying not to notice the way the Julian’s mouth looked as he drank, and the way that his head tiilted back accentuated his jaw.

He also was currently not thinking about the way his cock twitched at the thought of it. Nope. Definitely not.

Jude had previously been the type for casual hookups, but it hadn’t really happened since New Years. He’d seen his family and been too focused on his music. At least that’s what he was telling himself. “Yeah.. Just the usual.. Music.. I saw my family... A lot of pot..” A small smirk on his face and a little chuckle left his mouth as he said the last bit.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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Instead of responding, Jude just continued to play, not wanting to lose his muse whilst his mind was working at it’s best. “I feel like an artist.. Who’s lost his touch. He likes himself in his art, but not his art too much.” He didn’t hesitate as he continued, eyes closed. “But believe me, I’ve got something I just don’t know how to say, that I’m just fine with the way... With the way that I’m moving. But that just.. Makes.. Me.. A.. Dumb.. Huu-man --that just makes me -- that makes me a human liiiiiike youououuuuuuu.”

As he finished he hardly hesitated as he reached for the bong again, wanting more of a buzz after letting his emotions out through the song he’d spontaneously created on a whim. After a moment though, Jude finally looked up at Julian, grinning as the high let him do without thinking. “Hey, man.” 

His voice came out far more exaggerated and drawn out, not that he could help it - and after he spoke, Jude reached for the chips, not caring that Julian had just opened a packet of chips because he was more than happy to dig into them anyway.

Soon enough, Jude finally set aside his guitar and shifted toward Julian on the ground. “How’ve you been? It’s been ages.” His words still slurred as he all but leaned against him.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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Once Jude felt a little buzzed, he shifted to grab for his guitar, being careful not to knock over his bong. The good ones weren’t cheap and he’d broken far too many already with some of his carelessness. Besides, this one was his favourite, it had this cool pattern on it and the glass was this orange colour. Which was, in his opinion, totally rad. 

Having his guitar in his arms just felt right. It felt natural - probably because it’d been his means for comfort for going on ten years. Playing around with the chords to the song he’d played earlier, Jude could’ve easily missed the knock on the door. He stopped though when he thought he heard something then when it came again he decided to speak up, assuming Julian had arrived. “Dude, it’s open.” He called, waiting for the door to open and going back to his song,

Sure, maybe he was playing it so Julian would hear part of it. Not that he’d admit to it. “ It's the last thing that I need, to make myself see well - that ain’t my intention.” He paused replaying the last bit and then altering it. “Make myself see well - that ain’t my intention.”

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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The emotions Jude hadn’t really taken account of until he’d let them out through song had left the fluffy haired brunet feeling exhausted and he wanted nothing more than a high to soften the blow. He wasn’t saying that emotions were a blow, simply that they seemed to take something out of him - perhaps something regarding his brother’s abandonment - and getting into that cloud of intoxication allowed his thoughts and feelings fade away temporarily.

Temporary summed up a lot of things, but there was something about Julian that just wouldn’t leave him alone.

After the class ended, Jude checked his phone and decided that Julian didn’t need a response, despite the grin that spread to the corners of his lips as he read that Julian found him entertaining whilst he was high. 

Well that made one of them.

When Jude arrived back at his room, he set his guitar on the ground before moving to set up his bong. With any luck he could get a little in before Julian got there and he’d feel that buzzy glow enough to not think about things for a little while and just let him enjoy each moment as it came.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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As Jude received Julian’s response, he couldn’t help the way his chest fluttered and he honestly hoped the feeling would pass. It made him feel vulnerable - uncertain. With that on his mind, Jude set his phone down for a few minutes. He let the emotions swelling in his chest, humming a tune as he strummed and eventually putting lyrics in with the melody. His eyes closed as he focused on the music, only opening them again when he finished, a little taken aback as his peers had turned to look at him. This happened sometimes, in all honesty. Jude would get lost in his music and sometimes put things together spontaneously.

Twenty minutes since reading the reply, Jude cussed to himself as he started to type out a response. He should have replied to it sooner but had wanted to keep a hold of the muse within him before he lost it.

To Julian: i’m free in half an hour if you’re down. i’m gonna head back to my dorm after class.

To Julian: but i kind of want to get a hit if you don’t mind me doing it while you’re there.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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Wavered concentration offered Jude naught to work with as he waited a little too eagerly for a response. His guitar laid on his lap, untouched, as he fiddled with his phone absently and then on receiving the message, took his time pondering what to respond with. He wasn’t going to admit to some of the songs he’d composed that reflected how he felt - how the events of New Year’s had affected him. He’d honestly tried not to think about things but to no such luck.

To Julian: that’s totally rad, dude. 

Jude sent the reply, waiting a moment before adding to it.

To Julian: we should hang out.

The thought made something twinge in Jude’s chest and he wasn’t quite sure what it was. One thing he was certain of - it was a good feeling. It excited and frightened him at the same time because he’d never felt it before in his life. Jude hated the idea of potentially losing someone though so he was trying not to think about it too hard, only venting his thoughts when he was writing. His songs almost held so much depth to his emotions, things he’d never even begin to touch on in conversation.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

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The new year had started out pretty great for Jude. He'd had a gig every other day and his Youtube channel and soundcloud were gaining quite a following. Jude wasn't one to boast - he'd always been incredibly modest, but the as his follower count on Twitter rose, he couldn't help but feel a little excited. Especially considering a known high up of a record company had retweeted one of his Youtube links. It honestly gave him high hopes and he honestly was interested in putting out an EP.

All of the buzz in the regards to his music career had been a much needed distraction following New Year's. He wasn't sure whether he was consciously choosing to avoid thinking about things or it was just a subconscious decision to keep busy and steer clear of what seemed to be going on.

Maybe it was a bit of both.

Feelings were something Jude hadn't done well with since things changed with his brother. It was his understanding that letting someone take some kind of control over your emotions was pointless as that person had the power to strip it away with careless ease. After the way his brother had essentially abandoned him, he'd silently vowed he wasn't going to let anyone hurt him in such a way again. Jude wasn't going to let his emotions affect his judgement.

Or so he thought.

He'd written many-a song about emotions, despite all that. Drawing from the little experience he did have and really only ever digging deeper in the songs he never shared with anyone.

Jude was scared to admit to himself that the New Year's Eve he'd spent with Julian had made him feel something more. He'd wanted to be caring and he'd felt his heart racing, and it really just terrified him, and so Julian's absence since New Year's had been somewhat of a relief, though he wasn't going to allow himself to realise that he was also feeling something odd in his chest at the fact that Julian was missing.

When his phone buzzed and Julian's name appeared on the screen he tried to ignore his sigh of relief as he opened the message then proceeded to attempt to think of some kind of response. It was odd. He really wasn't sure what to say - which may seem incredibly odd considering Jude's overwhelming eloquence and ease with words. Eventually he decided on a very basic response, trying not to read too much into it or think too much about things like he had been unfortunately over the last few days. "pretty great. how about yourself?" He typed out, hitting send before  sitting his phone aside again. He was supposed to be in a lesson but their teacher was literally so chill that he just let them do what they wanted, knowing that musos needed their space to find their muses.

Dark and Wonderful Unknown || Julian and Jude

Following the New Years became a very busy three weeks or so for Julian. He gained six classes along with a crap load of auditions from his agent. (The agent is pretty new, he came out of an audition around January 3rd or so being told that he was a brilliant actor, they were just looking for someone less Abercrombie; and one of the auditioneers gave him their card and had told them he needed an agent, if he was looking. Julian looked into her work, and had agreed to sign with her.) 

Lately, he’s been trying to learn better improv techniques, learn a part for an upcoming assignment which was a collab with people looking into directing, do a bunch of readings, and still manage to look at the scripts he was being sent on the daily. 

His schedules were so busy with homework and auditions that were either a bomb or the gates of heaven opening with a chorus of angels in the background, he barely had the chance to socialize. 

He’d texted his parents every now and then, avoiding all questions having to do with meeting people. He had met someone; or so he thought. 

Speaking of Someone, he hadn’t spoken to someone in a few weeks either. He had supposed maybe he was just as busy, cause he hadn’t exactly taken the time to text or even tweet the guy what he was up to as much as he has been texted or tweeted. Life was full of Daily jog, school, read, audition, rehearse, eat, gym, shower, sleep. 

He had been lucky even if he got one ounce of checking Facebook in. 

Yet. Speaking of Jude. Someone was a different story. Cause the name actually brought a weird feeling in his stomach. One that he only ever read about and had no opinions on, yet he was told by almost every girlfriend thats how she felt about him. 

Speaking of Jude, Julian started to notice the little things that he had appreciated, including the ghost of the kiss he felt right on the crook of his neck on New Years Eve. Sometimes it fluttered there, reminding Julian its a thing that happened. The bite marks on his neck had just healed, and he had noticed himself unconsciously smoothing his fingers over them in the shower, remembering the way Jude felt over him, his face buried in Julian’s neck. 

He kept remembering the way that Jude’s eyes lit up once the subject of music or his guitar would come to light. Or when Jude’s eyes were all squinty in his smile, it was when he was genuinely smiling. Julian thought about these little things a lot in class, and it was distracting. Right now, he was reading a paragraph in his text book and he hadn’t even noticed he had missed about a good eight sentences because he was too deep in thought. 

Julian opens up his phone and texts in reply to Jude’s text on New Years Eve, “Hey J, how’ve you been?” He decides to put the rest of his first name in and after hovering over the send button for about thirty seconds and questioning his insanity for falling for someone who was only supposed to be a hook up; he hit send. 

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Jude Mitchell + his evolving relationship with Julian: Moodboard 11/?

"I definitely don't know much about love."

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Jude Mitchell + life: Moodboard 10/?

"I usually have no idea what I'm doing.. Actually, I always have no idea what I'm doing."

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Jude could feel the steady beat of his heart and felt something strange bubbling in his chest that he hadn't felt in a long time as he waited for Julian's response. He smiled softly at Julian's response, surprising himself when he pressed a soft kiss to the joint between Julian's neck and shoulder. 

It was strange. He swore he could hear Julian's heart racing but wasn't sure because that wasn't usually what happened post-sex. Listening to the rhythm of it started to send him off to sleep though was conscius enough to respond to Julian's final words. "'M happy to do it."

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Jude felt the little twinge in his chest again and shifted to do as Julian had asked, though did move to spoon up behind him, draping his arm over Julian's hip tenderly. "I'm glad that I could do that for you." He whispered softly into Julian's ear, his lips hardly far from it.

Anything Could Happen || Julian and Jude

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Jude couldn't help but chuckle fondly and he felt something twist in his chest that he wasn't quite sure about. It made him want to lean down and kiss Julian, sweet and simple, though he managed to resist the urge, licking his lips instead. "Well I'm glad."

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