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I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard.

Gayle Forman, If I Stay (via thegoodvybe)

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I need to lose so much weight.

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and people ask why i listen to these bands..

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I wanted to kill myself and you were yelling about dirty dishes

(via typical-suicidal-teen)

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Depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it’s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it’s desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it’s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn’t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it’s going to be okay. It’s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what’s wrong and knowing that you’re ruining his night because you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It’s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It’s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don’t want them to look at you like you’re broken. No, depression isn’t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.

Midnight thoughts (Depression isn’t trendy)

This is the fucking truth and honestly it sucks 💀

(via justabrokenprincess)

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She did not know the nature of her loneliness. The only words that named it were: ‘This is not the world I expected.’

Ayn Rand (via durianquotes)

         (via scntrx)

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2015. the year that tried to conquer me, but didn’t.

10 word story of the past year, 228/365 (e.f.a.)

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Bernie Sanders tackled issues of immigration and mass incarceration at a campaign event in Las Vegas Monday. The Senator from Vermont is making big moves to win votes in Nevada — and according the polls he may need it.

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How do you tell people? How do you tell them that you’re exhausted even though you slept for 10 hours? How do you tell them that you need a break from talking and smiling and simply being near them? How do you tell them that although you love them, you so desperately need to be alone tonight?

Midnight thoughts (I’m burnt out)

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