msannonymous

[msannonymous]

boom boom boom

liquor

boom boom boom

bitch

-Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

Did you know?

Your life matters just as much as anyone’s else’s? Did you know what handsome? You matter so so much and you can’t let anyone make you forget it. Love your family. Your siblings. Your mother and father and grandparents. Love them. Hold them. One day they’ll be gone and the last words you’ll hear from them will be, “ i love you, be good.”

You want to feel good knowing that you’ve done good. You want to let them go and you feeling sad but happy at the memories. Don’t make the mistake of acting tough and hiding your real emotions from your family. Tell them you love them. Do little things like asking about their tea/ coffee, picking up their favorite soda, going on walks with them, planning a surprise birthday party, hugging them, praying for them. The little things will feed your soul with happiness.

-Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

I am the people and I am nobody

I am a woman and I am a man

I am beautiful and I am ugly

I am you and I am me

Nothing can begin and then not end

Just like this world

I am here to say

That God is good

And He is watching over us all

And although I am an annonymous woman,

I fight with you all

-Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

the insignificants

i was bawling on my bathroom floor

face in hands

back on closed door

base nose feels like it’s been pressed too hard

or boxing gone wrong

and i’m soft and weak and tender

and my nose might bleed from the

overwhelming preview of adult stress

but i’m just a teenager in high school

pretending like i can hide from my emotions

sitting on the bathroom floor

and just because i’m lucky

i look up from my childlike cradle

and see a roach on the cieling

almost like he was looking at me

almost like he was pitying me

“poor little human girl,”

he must have thought,

“so large yet so small.

so insignificant ”

how could i kill him?

i didn’t.

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

4.23.20

I woke up with tally marks on my arm.

[msannonymous]

all this homework

it was to be worth it right?

right?

right????

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

STOP ASKING ME TO BE A SUGAR BABY EWWWW

[msannonymous]

what do my designer bags mean now?

what are they even worth?

my pretty face or manicures?

they mean nothing.

they’re ghosts.

and i’m a ghost too.

what’s really worth a second look?

a second chance?

what’s worth it?

maybe a meal for a hungry child

or clothes for a naked woman.

that’s worth more than my closet. that’s worth more than anything i could give.

material ghosts.

i’m NOT going to hold on to dead spirits living in my mind and the ones born from my wallet.

it’s time to feed my soul. she needs me more.

xx Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

hey there my loved one

did you know that you have touched

my shaking soul

it’s weary and old

it’s always smiling

when you walk into the room

it’s sunny and it’s warm and pale and blue

kiss me

and don’t you stop

make me

fall back in love

i don’t

know how to laugh

my feelings

have been trapped

they have been attacked

but maybe if i try again

they’ll turn back on and fry again

and maybe i don’t die inside

i want to live not just survive

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

4.10.20

i’m a little sad

this is very strange

and i know that rhyming sucks

and i hate free verse too

i’m just really really mad

and i’m all alone

i’m all wet and stranding in a towel

my hair is drenched

and i have no mascara smearing down my face

i’m naked

not all flesh and skin

but naked

because i wish i had someone to hold me

but last time i opened up to someone

they held me so close

almost a kiss

wiped my pouring tears away

and soon they left

because everyone leaves

why did you leave me

when you were my best friend

even when i wasn’t yours

you were mine

why did you stop being mine?

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

April 8, 2020

A story I’m writing:

“Please trust me on this.”

“I can’t.” I felt the weight of my words fall into his heart. I lifted my eyes to meet his. “I can’t.” I said.

“Why?”

“Because that’s what you always say. And I don’t have time for this right now. We need to get out of here. This isn’t a place of peace. This is a hell house. Please trust me on this.”

Jean looked at me. There was a moment of silence and then he nodded his head. “Let’s do this thing.”

With that, he pulled me in to his chest, and a grappling hook thing shot up into the air. I didn’t have time to laugh at the unexpectedness I was experiencing. We were flying into the air and I realized I was being embraced by the enemy. And I couldn’t exactly tell him to put me down. We were mid-air.

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

happy woman power tuesday!! what powerful things did you do today?

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

i don’t need you but i really want you here

and when it’s time to sleep

i want you holding me

i wish i never met you

so i wouldn’t feel this pain

it sucks it sucks it sucks

because i need to hear you say my name

did you know

there’s other boys?

and i don’t care about them

i care about you

i care about your pretty pretty face

and your warm hands

and i want you

because i think i could fall in love with you

don’t hurt me like this

i know i hurt you

i hurt everyone

but please

please don’t hurt me

this is what i was trying to avoid

now i’m here

heart on my sleeve

don’t break up

-Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

4.6.20

wait

i miss you

it’s almost your birthday and i was going to make the biggest birthday party for you! there was going to be cake and our friends and i wanted to match with you. i never stopped liking you. i never stopped feeling like i was drugged on some sort of love potion with you. i see the way you look at me. you still look at my posts. you unfollowed me on instagram. we were barely exclusive but i remember every little detail. the little gifts you gave me; i loved them. maybe my grammar is gross here too, i don’t care. i miss you and if you miss me too, please call me. apologize. or maybe i need to apologize. you should have waited, god damn. just a little is what i was asking for. now all those rules restricting us are gone. i don’t have rules for me and who i love. i think i love you. and you’re gone.

-Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

i want you to know who i am

but maybe that’ll take your eyes off my words

and onto my face

i am more than just a pretty face

i am more than just a girl

xx Ms. Annonymous

[msannonymous]

like, holy mackerel. i have magical powers and i’m not using them. i’m not exactly a witch. i just want to help people out.

-ms. annonymous

[msannonymous]

it’s 3:17 am and i can’t sleep because i wish i was famous in this app so i had an outlet to go to but ew who what’s to hear that?

sooooo i decided i’m going to help you out. i have magic powers. i can make your wishes come true. ask away. one wish. i can make it happen. i don’t know how. but i can.

-ms. annonymous