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I think it's very strange, but at a certain point it becomes unpleasant for me to communicate with people whom I met not so long ago, even if initially they sympathized with me very much..

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Have you ever wanted to find yourself somewhere far, far away, in a tiny clearing surrounded by mighty pines and firs, lie down on flowering juicy grass, inhale this amazing smell of needles and residual morning dampness with your whole chest, close your eyelids? Then, before you even open your eyes, realize that poppies and field bells have begun to sprout from within you, open your eyes and look straight into the boundless, enchanting and so damn deep and clear sky, count tiny pulsating stars until dawn? Become one with mother nature?

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I feel lost

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“I am a bad person. Ask anyone who loves me. I never write, never call. I never think about anyone”.

And sometimes I feel so disgusting because of it

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Just imagine how cool it would be if everyone spoke openly about how they feel..

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I described my first drunkenness as: “picture not keeping up with the camera” and it was weird, lol

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Sometimes I wake up and think: “maybe I should sleep for a couple more months.” although wait, why "sometimes"?

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