mrtelevisionlover

[mrtelevisionlover]

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while, I’ve been away from home and crazy busy. Once I get back, prepare for some fics cuz it’s the christmas holidays!!!

[mrtelevisionlover]

London is…honestly? Kinda hell.

[mrtelevisionlover]

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

[mrtelevisionlover]

Can you do an angst Harry fic where he is in an established relationship but he is so busy with sidemen etc and she doesn’t feel like a priority or like the relationship is important for him and they have an argument maybe and she’s ready to leave and he has to fight for her to stay?

Hello, tysm for requesting! Low-key got a bit emotional writing this 😬

it's very angssty(?), hope you like it!

Stay

Today was Y/n and Harry’s five year anniversary. She had planned a lovely dinner at their favourite restaurant, then they would go for a walk, and then they would come home and snuggle up on the sofa. It’s perfect…Or it would be perfect if Harry looked at her messages. 

Over the past few months, Harry has barely been home–constantly filming videos in different countries, on set, etc–and when he is home, he’s always on his phone, or in his office. It feels like he’s purposely ignoring her, barely acknowledging her presence in their own shared home. 

Sometimes, when she’s alone in bed, she thinks he’s out cheating on her. It brings her to tears, knowing Harry is out looking as attractive as he is, mingling with girls in bars or parties. Ones she's never invited to because ‘she wouldn’t like it.’. She would actually really like it, she hasn’t been invited out for so long and she just wants to see her friends.

“Can I come?...”

“Nah, it’s a lads thing.”

A couple hours later, when she’s sick of the silence, she goes on Instagram to see selfies of Faith and Talia, even Sabina and Tennessee. Everyone was there. 

“Ma’am? If you're not going to order, you need to leave.” Her thoughts are suddenly interrupted when the waitress comes over for the umpteenth time.

“He’s just coming, I promise-”

“You’ve been here over an hour, if you don’t order in the next fifteen minutes, you’ll need to give up your table.”

“O-okay…Sorry.” Y/n swallows nervously, showing her a small smile.

Y/n watches the waitress walks away, laughing to her coworker, probably about the loser that’s been sat on her own for over an hour. She pulls out her phone and checks if Harry’s replied. She can see he’s online but her messages have been left on delivered.

She decided to send him another text, hoping that he’ll see it.

Another 10 minutes pass, and she can see the waitress looking over. She sends Harry a few more messages, her eyes start to water and she can feel that familiar lump forming in her throat

Y/n is suddenly pulled from her phone. “Okay, you need to leave.” The waitress starts clearing her table, not taking no for an answer.

“No-He’s coming, He wouldn’t do that-” Y/n tries to grab the cutlery from her hands as her voice wavers.

“He’s not coming, go home.” The waitress sighs.

She shakes her head, “He is-He is, he wouldn’t forget me. He loves me-It’s our fifth Anniversary, I-I think he might propose-” She cries.

She shoves her hands away. “Get out.”

“Please-” Y/n pleads, tears falling down her cheeks.

“Go!”

Y/n wipes her nose, looking around her favourite restaurant to see everyone staring at her. Her face flushes and she looks down. She quickly grabs her bag and phone, running out the door muttering sorrys as she goes. 

When she finally arrives at their shared apartment, she can hear the television blasting through the walls. She then opens the door to see Harry, drunk, lying on the sofa. He doesn’t even acknowledge her. 

She chokes out a sob, “I can’t do this anymore!”

“Do what?” Harry looks up from the TV. seeing her teary face sobers him up, slightly.

“Us! You-you don’t talk to me, or prioritize me. You don’t love me!” Y/n waves her hands about in frustration.

His eyebrows furrow. “That’s not true, of course I love y-”

“Then why don’t you say it!?”

“I don’t know, I forget!” Harry shrugs.

“You forget? You forget to tell your girlfriend you love her?”

“I have so much Important stuff going on right now-”

“And I’m not? Today was our fifth anniversary for goodness sake!” She presses her palms deep into her eyes.

He pauses, “...Was it?...”

“Yes!!” She cries. “I waited in that restaurant for an hour and a half, I made a fool of myself!”

“Sorry…”

“That’s all you’ve got? ‘Sorry’? Why don’t you answer my messages? Are they annoying?”

“Yes! Wait, no-”

“You’re mean…” She mutters.

“What?”

“I love you so much but you keep treating me like I’m some gum on your shoe. I can’t keep living like this-” Y/n rushes into the bedroom, grabbing the nearest bag she could find and starts throwing clothes into it.

“Where are you going!?” Harry rushes in front of her, holding her shoulders.

“Away.”

“You’re leaving?”

Y/n grins sarcastically. “Yes. We’re done. You’re free.”

“No don’t say that-I love you.”

“No you do-”

“I do, I do. I love you so much…The reason I was distant was because I was scared. I was scared of the commitment. Everyone is telling me to settle down a-and I freaked out because I do want to settle down…With you! But, I just wasn’t sure if I was ready” He takes a breath.”I was planning to propose, but I got scared, and I ghosted you…but, I’m not scared anymore. I love you so much and…” He gets on one knee, “Will you marry me?...”

“No!” She cries. “You can’t pretend you didn’t do what you did, you can’t just forget it-You-you-you just, you’re mean!”

Harry holds both her shoulders, trying to pull her into a hug “Hey-hey-!"

“No! I can’t do this right now-” Y/n pushes him away and reaches for her keys. She quickly opens the door, fleeing into the night, slamming the door in his face…

ignore any mistakes, its midnight!! 😅

[mrtelevisionlover]

ooh ask games are so fun! 11 & 24 :)

Hi! Answering this on the bus 👀

11. what do you consider to be romance?

that is such a hard question because I've never been in love but I would say it's expressing your love and dedication in both small and big ways, and also being thoughtful and appreciative without being prompted. I really love the little acts of love, like buying flowers, or a hand on the small of your back. They're like my guilty pleasure 😈

(does that even make sense?)

24. what's one thing you're proud of yourself for?

I have no idea! I recently started college and went out of my comfort zone by doing an acting course. I always thought I was going to do A-levels, like biology/georgraphy, but I've always wanted to be an actress so I thought, why not? I'm really loving it at the moment too ❤️ (I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm proud be for being brave and going out my comfort zone)

thank you for the ask! x

[mrtelevisionlover]

yesssss i also thought it was so hot!!! and also immediately thought of him keeping an eye on you on a night out. like you feel safe and carefree and can dance with your friends and have fun bc he’s being responsible so he can take care of you

Frfr, he’s such a cutie 🙏

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guys i just realised, when i do the 'i'm a celeb' au (eventually) you can actually vote who you want with polls 😱

[mrtelevisionlover]

why do i want to make an instagram for this account...cute little vlogs and pics 🤪

[mrtelevisionlover]

i think i might do a harry request next, seeing as I haven't done one yet?

[mrtelevisionlover]

currently swooning over faith saying george was one of the dads of the night bc why is that sooo attractive 😭

ps if you want to do the ask game you reblogged: 17 & 33!

I KNOW! I saw that and honestly thought it was so hot, like imagine on a night out he's just constantly checking on you, making sure you have some water, something to eat etc.

ALSO ETHAN AND FAITH LOOKED AMAZING, I'm so happy for them!

and for the ask game:

17. 3 things that make you happy

our british youtubers obvs, wouldn't be here without them 😘

writing fanfiction 😈

you guys 🤗

33. any hobbies?

I like writing, listening to music, doing art, making jewellery, watching films/youtuber to name a few x

if you want, leave me some more! (would much rather do that then my coursework 😞)

[mrtelevisionlover]

he's so babygirl

HIS EYELASHES

AHHHHHHHHHH STOP IT RIGHT NOW

[mrtelevisionlover]

guys i'm gonna close my requests for a bit cuz I got a lot more than I anticipated. Thank you though! We've got some george requests, we've got some harry requests, we've got arthur requests, and we've got chris requests so keep an eye out for the fics!

[mrtelevisionlover]

would anyone be up for a discord?...just to chat, exchange ideas, talk youtube? 🤷‍♀️

[mrtelevisionlover]

questions I think would be fun to be asked

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

show us a picture of your handwriting?

3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

what made you start your blog?

what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?

what scares you the most and why?

any reacquiring dreams?

tell a story about your childhood

would you say you’re an emotional person?

what do you consider to be romance?

what’s some good advice you want to share?

what are you doing right now?

what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?

what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

name 3 things that make you happy

do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?

favourite thing about the day?

favourite things about the night?

are you a spiritual person?

say 3 things about someone you love

say 3 things about someone you hate

what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?

fave season and why?

fave colour and why?

any nicknames?

do you collect anything?

what do you do when you’re sad?

what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

are you messy or organised?

how many tabs do you have open right now?

any hobbies?

any pet peeves?

do you trust easily?

are you an open book or do you have walls up?

share a secret

fave song at the moment?

youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?

any bad habits?

(this post was stolen from @teenage-mutant-ninja-freak, since it couldn't be reblogged anymore)

[mrtelevisionlover]

only reason why i don’t belive anon bc something would of been on tiktok by now 😭

yeah, i think we've got a trouble-maker among us.

[mrtelevisionlover]

Oh I know EXACTLY what rumours anon was on abt 😂

WHAT!? what have I missed? 😭

[mrtelevisionlover]

it's probably someone just trolling don't worry😭

real, but why me 😫