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Yeah probably gonna move blogs. Gonna leave a note with my new user when I do. Then delete it like. A day later.

I really don't know why but I just genuinely don't feel comfy on this blog anymore?? It's not because of anything anybody done dw. I just feel really spooked n' shit. Like I'm being judged or something lol.

Still might move blogs. Not 100% sure though but I honestly just might. Idk I don't really feel comfy on this blog anymore for some reason :/

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Still might move blogs. Not 100% sure though but I honestly just might. Idk I don't really feel comfy on this blog anymore for some reason :/

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Okay so I’m not happy and rewriting Doc’s arc. Why? Because over the EIGHTEEN YEAR RUN TIME and being there for the majority of said run time: He only had like. One or two moments I felt that were actual development but then... It was NEVER AGAIN BROUGHT UP. I will protect him at all costs and give him the support and appreciation he needs, okay? 

Anyways time to do what the writers couldn’t! [ proceeds to slink into an unmarked cave ]

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Sim.mons? Smart nerd guy who’d totally tell me stuff I don’t understand but I don’t care and proceed to listen anyway and love every minute of it because he’s happy and invested? Hell yeah. 

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Funny sneak peak of my R.v.b s/i! Working on the armour stuff but like: My brain just kinda has gone numb and I don’t feel like I can do anything. 

 Bit of like lore below, because I'm soooo cool

Little tip: If you wanna watch r.v.b I would recommend it HOWEVER right, The seasons 1-5 / The blo.od Gu.lch Chron.icles were made during that “ problematic “ internet time so there is some unsavoury jokes and language I don’t condone, I’m rewatching it rn while making my sona for ref. So maybe there’s more past that season but not too sure. If you don’t wanna deal with that S6 is a good starting point: There is some stuff you might need to read up on though. but all in all, I just wanna put this here incase people see this post and for whatever reason wanna check it out ( ik I do that with when I see people doing stuff lol ). EITHER WAY: there’s a little warning. 

On the red team, Doesn’t really do anything outside of the ordinary shenanigans besides like: Being the most skilled fighter but also being the most pacifistic. Mainly because anxiety fucks them up, they’re bad with adrenaline and dislike getting mean and/or violent with others in general: Only signing up for the ar.my to lend some help with machinery and medical stuff which, when they ended up in blood gulch, kinda made it worse with the leader since they are the biological kid of Sa.rge - They know but he doesn’t. He KNOWS he has a child, However he isn’t aware that Westfall is because he.... doesn’t know their name outside “ Private Sa.rge Jr “, Which is their full middle names because their mother wasn’t stupid enough to let him go through with that - But pitied him enough to let those be their name. They absolutely hate it which is why they want to keep it on the low / Don’t wanna get teased by other members of the reds.

sifjief season stuff! Labelled with stuff cause my head is dead. 

In the Blo.od Gu.lch Chron.icles - They mostly are known to hang out with Lop.ez because they had a new knack for fixing and upgrading weaponry and medical stuff. Most of the time they work on just keeping everything up to date and fixing whatever Sa.rge tries to improve. At some point, when I figure out more plot wise, It’s revealed that they’re Sar.ge’s kid. Which then sprouts him to calling them from there on Private Sa.rge Jr as well as the other re.ds teasing the shit out of them. 

The recollection - Mostly just follow the r.eds and mess around with them - Y’know how it goes with typical red stuff. However since they moved squads with Gr.if and Sim.mons, Much to Sa.rge’s dismay: They ended up getting a chance to work on new weaponry and other shit. This is where they found their signature weapon the “ gra.vity ham.mer “ - because it’s one of my favourite weapons and it’s MY sona so I get to decided the signature weapon, But yeah. Also I want to have a cool fight scene between the me.ta and my sona possibly hand-to-hand after some dramatic stuff. But y’know I’m gonna write a small desc one I’ve got ideas / A more solid idea for them each season.

I might end up writing a really big fic, Like episode by episode except adding my sona. Cause whenever I watch the episode I’m just [ insert epic me ] here anyways. So uh, yeah I might because it would just be nice to have it all written down.

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Idk man watching squ.id ga.me with my sibling directly after Re.d v.s Bl.ue got me thinking.

So I might make some funny ship aus w/cause I can imagine a bunch. Mostly one where we're all players and it's just wacky hijinks... until it isn't-

Then one where the whole of the red team are guards and I'm just a player trying to NOT die - And doing pretty well at it. But I somehow earned favouritism over the guards and its an absolute mess

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TW - Insecurity mention

Might redo my whole blog. Idk man I'm just not happy with it nor am I really anything rn. Insecurities are not being very cute rn 🙄

Like just delete everything and start fresh cause I fe like not only are people like " Ew gross " at my stuff but also just... don't like me enough to talk? Like my whole blog is just: Doing something wrong for people to not even wanna interact. Anyways gonna sleep and come to more of a decision later.

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Gonna redo my mad.com stuff. Mostly just my sona's design along with another.

Alao hoping to finish working on my he.llb.oy sona. I've I've had very many ideas but I've been watching a lot of films [ Mostly horror / Sup.erh.ero stuff ] so hehe I'll be posting that stuff later maybe

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I want to make a coo.kie run sona but there are too many options.

Like... Do I go with a flavour?... or an item? There's too many options man and idk what suits my personality. I got a couple ideas but grrr. I'm horrible at desicion making and I wanna make it LORE ACCURATE!!!

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Doctor: Okay so, Mx T- OH GOD! WHAT IS THAT?!?!?!

Me: Oh. That's my boyfriend, He's just here for moral support

Way.lon, Sitting on the floor because he couldn't sit on the chairs: Hello :)

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The unwell train keeps ramming into me but thinking about being held and just in general being taken care of by f/os is very nice and although doesn’t help physically, mentally it is all I need

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Just saying the self ship community is my favourite because I love watching people send hate and then people will just respond with the most based shit

You’re all valid as hell and I love to see it :) I would defend you all with my life [ unless your a grown adult who ships with kids, then no /gen ]

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Turns out I’m like half the size of an f/o. I’m gonna doodle a comparison but like. I just keep imagining craning my neck to just LOOK up at him.  He’s so tall wtf do I do :( 

I’m gonna make one of those “ pov your just a little hater “ memes w/ him though so not all is lost.

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It's 6am. Haven't slept.

But my instinct to just scream really loudly is very strong

Also if anyone wants to talk, I'm feeling better / more talkative then I normally would since I have a sudden boost of sleep deprived confidence >:)

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Working on a UT! S/I. Which is mostly brainstorming because its cold and I've decided no cold today.

I have little ideas but rn I'm gonna say they live in sn.ow.din, Not sure on like. Monster species BUT! They are kinda chilling and doing their own thing probably. Gonna be friends with the bone bros because one time, In their garden, they were setting up a puzzle and I just looked out the window and saw those two fucking setting up a death trap or some shit.

I already have a decent way on how they'd connect into both the paci.fist and geno.cide route so whoope got my whole Monday of s/I work to do when I get back from the place.

and they're dating Gril.lby ofc. Look I was looking through the game and was like " Haha. Remember when I used to like him " to " Oh wait shit, I still like him-"

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Me: Wow, This one. I like this one!!

[ Media kill off character]

Me, Slamming my fists on the table: I THOUGHT IT WAS SAFE TO GET ATTACHED-

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I’m in one of those moods where I want to draw self ship related stuff but I can combine enough braincells to make actual art / anything really. All I can do is scribble and sit >:(((