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Did you know that like the borealopelta markmitchellii is an ankylosaur with super well preserved skin and stomach contents so like we know so much about it, even its colours? I think thats really fuckig cool

I wish more info was out there about therizinosaurus, esp therizinosaurus cheloniformis but hey whatever

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Im 18 but i live with my parents still what a waste i feel like??? Eh i wouldnt survive anyway

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My mum yelled at me the other day for bringing up that i wonder if i have bipolar because ive been asking. That shit at least once a year since i was like 13. Back then u could say oh apollo ur just like a hormonal preteen but i shoulda grown outta this by now. Why am i so sad and then so energetic and then so sad and then so energetic and then so sad and then so

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Weewooweewoo anyway i hate not havingg a doctor shit sucks how the fuck am i supposed to get a mental health referral AAAAAA and like nothing makes sense so i think about other things but it always comes. Ack to this its kinda concerningg. Mmmm my tummy fuckingg hurts im so hungry :((

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I hope whatevers going on with me stops tomorrow i have a wiiu to hack and i dont wanna scare my friend away by acting insane and talking constantly with no space inbetween my words and thoughts.

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sometimes i need to scream so bad but theres nobody to scream to and sometimes i need to hug so bad but theres nobody to hug and sometimes i meed to he worth somethinng hur theres nobodh to give me worth Nd i cant see the horison and my stomachh hurts and like im hungry but its 2:19 AM HAHAHA

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Im really starting to wonder if im bipolar im like 90% sure ive been havig a hypomanic episode for … 3 days now. Into the 4th. Woahhh

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Every time my like 1 art post on here gets a like or any interaction i have a small heart attack

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I mean being canadian isnt doing much bc im transgender in alberta of all canadian places but hey, at least i can take a bus to my friend’s place tomorrow in a nearby city and hack his Wii for him

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The only things keeping me going rn is being canadian and thinking about Grimm Hollow Knight excessively

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I havent played sxsg but i think its pretty interesting how shadow has all these different transformations n shi because ive been drawing him kinda like that for years

Granted the squidification i did was tied to how many inhibitor rings he had on and if he was super or not BUT i think its cool

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Why arent we in the timeline where firealpaca is the industry standard instead of adobe and its stupid shit

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That specific shot of shadow gliding on the water does irreparable things to my brain chemistry, what if I said I was insane

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They made him do the bike slide this is the movie of the year

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I swear SxS Gen has the same vibe as Venom 3

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(OOC:)

Listen. Imagine the first time Steinbeck is going somewhere with Lovecraft.

For the first time, he sees the other use his 'ability'- elongating his neck, making his eyes empty, tentacles sprouting out of him, and for some reason,

Steinbeck isn't afraid. He finds it more cool than anything else. Instead of being mildly concerned, he's kinda like, "Pal, that's fuckin' awesome."

And when he finds out it's not an ability, he just goes, "That's sick!", and moves on.

Giggling