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It’s sad how having a big heart can be your biggest downfall

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'i should draw' 'i should paint' 'i should write fic' 'i should read' 'i should embroider' 'i shou-

*stares at a wall for 8 hours*

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the problem with me is me.

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— fatima aamer bilal, from being unwanted is a language

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—Fyodor Dostoevsky

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Men are the most horrible, insensitive creature on the whole universe

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whenever i say “screaming crying throwing up” this is what i mean

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i always forget how much of a hell getting up in the morning during the cold months is until im trying to get dressed taking frost damage like ough augh ugha oagh uagh

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Despite all my saddened rage, I am still a girl in her room reading her silly little books, watching her silly little films, listening to her silly little playlists.

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this wound needs more salt

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lonely people are like nooooo i love the silence i love being by myself and then you ask them how their day has been and they tear up a bit

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well has dostoevsky considered the sick sexual sense of pleasure that comes from betraying and destroying yourself for nothing

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the way someone fits you into their schedule says a lot about what they think of you