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Im creepy and disgusting. Not even people from middle school are willing to talk to me a decade later. I guess its no wonder I only have a couple online friends and no others.

I felt so isolated in school. Now being out of it just amplifies the loneliness so many times more.

Regret. Self-loathing. Loneliness. Atleast let me have it all so someone else doesn’t have too.

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Pro-lifer: Would you have wanted to be aborted

Me: Yes

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i’m always like why does nobody like me n then i realize that i’m boring and ugly and weird and i have literally nothing to offer so why would they like me, ya know

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it hurts but whatever

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im a fucking clingy ass person so i love when other people are clingy too like yes please reassure me that you don’t hate me and you actually enjoy being around me

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do you ever feel lonely and unwanted even if you are with your friends

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No offense but I want to fall in love with someone who wants to fall in love with me

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I eat romantic shit up. If I were asked to just sit on a roof and look at the stars id probably internally combust

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do u ever feel so unwanted and alone and u just sorta want to cry

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I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

Jenna, Waitress (via hplyrikz)