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I want to walk in the snow and not leave a footprint

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being bloated makes me feel like those obese mukbangers i’m literally going to cry

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You 3aț because you have no control, you sț4rv3 because you have control over your body

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"Have fun having your hair fall out, always cold and losing muscle" thanks babes! Have fun shaming people for a m3nt4l 1lln3ss which isnt their fault!!!

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I kind of miss having a healthy relationship with food like I really do love food but I can't eat it anymore without wanting to die 🙃😝

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to all the teenagers who think an 3d is a "lose w3ight fast" hack

to all the 13-14 year olds on here asking for tips on "starting out"

to all the moms thinking "this will just be for a bit to help lose the baby w3ight"

to all the 20 somethings falling into hyper r3stricted fad di3ts

please, im begging you, get out while you still can

having an 3d is not fun. it's not dainty or beautiful, its not a "lifestyle" or an aesthetic. we romanticize it on here bc its easier than acknowledging what we're going through. but it's hell. it's losing friends and relationships. it's CONSTANTLY thinking ab f00d, w3ight, what you can e4t and what you can't. it's never being able to genuinely enjoy your favorite f00ds bc the numbers jump out as soon as you try. it's constant guilt, either w yourself for e4ting or w your loved ones for not e4ting. it's constant lying. it's wanting recovery but also being terrified of it.

if i could snap my fingers and be "normal", to be able to "e4t intuitively", to be able to enjoy f00d again, i would do it in a heartbeat.

this is a lifelong disease that will never fully go away. you absolutely can recover, but the thoughts and urges will likely never fully leave. it probably sounds so hypocritical from an 4n4 blog, from someone who posts thinspø and tips. i am not here to judge; i will never try to force recovery on anyone, esp when i'm not even ready myself. but we are stuck in this hole w the ladder just a little too far to reach.

please do not join us.

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3dblr Etiquette

1. Hide your likes and following there are people on here that will report any 3d accounts and this is how they’re able to get you and all your moots accounts deleted

2. Please for the love of god put something about your age in your pinned post or bio it doesn’t have to be the exact number but at least say if your 18+ or a minor. There are many many people in this

3. Don’t reblog other people’s post with tags you’ll get them rep0rted, if you have personal tags that’s fine

4. Absolutely DO NOT send unsolicited meanspo no you aren’t motivating them or helping them out you’re just a dick plain and simple

5. If someone decides to recover and if you cant be 10000% supportive of someone recovery just go ahead and block their page. They are doing a very brave thing and only deserve love and support in their journey

6. If you are not actively recovering DO NOT use the recovery tags we have our own tags and community for a reason

If you guys have anything else you think is important that new people joining this community should know, a let me know and I’ll update this

Edit: when you guys are rebloging this shit with tags do you understand how mad disrespectful that is like if literally says do not do that. If you are rebloging my post with tags you will be blocked

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꒰ა 𖹭 ໒꒱

there is nothing as delicate as being skinny

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from @catty.girll on tt

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,,i forgot to eat” wdym food isnt the only thing you have on your mind 24/7?

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eat pray love

starve sin hate

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can't wait to finally look like this.

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i see the future and it's skinny

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“We will reach our gw this month” GIRL WE BEEN SAYING THIS EVERY MONTH PLS😭

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please don’t eat that.

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“u can suck in ur stomach but ur arms and thighs will tell the truth”

GET OUT OF MY SKINNNNN