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when you're reading smut and that middle aged man has a little too much stamina

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@un-beel-ievable

Hey my good bitch. Seems like something you’d do.

Book 3:

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Why does Lucifer look like he’s in a very prestigious yacht club?

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I want an excuse to draw long haired Lilia in a uniform even if the uniform ain't creative enough

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Okay listen, its HIGHLY likely that Lilia makes fae food. Now does that mean its good? Nah fam. But fae food isn’t for human consumption anyway (and you should NOT be eating food offered/given to you by the fae anyway). So the idea that Lilia makes what humans/mortal for considered abominations is rather, folklore accurate unfortunately.

Jamil's no fool.

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tattoo artist belphegor <3

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🐈 brothers

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Just felt like playing around with Lucifer’s design!

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Feeling nostalgic & bittersweet for no reason so I'm going to divert that energy:

The brothers visit Lilith.

They visit her and it's not a frequent thing but they do visit her.

Most of them have to time their visits just right because either they have to sneak past Cerberus or wait till he's been taken outside.

None of them have realised that 9 out of 10 times when they're planning on visiting her Cerberus is not there, that when they're planning on visiting her they become oddly quiet and distant. That during those times Lucifer always ends up taking Cerberus on a particularly long walk.

The twins kneel on either side of her tomb, one hand each clutching at hers from where they are clasped upon their shared grimoire. They reminisce with her. Talking happily and laughing about shared stories. Conversation flows but there's just enough gaps in it that you'd almost expect to hear a third voice chiming in.

On bad days though, on days where the guilt eats at them, when screams echo and the flames engulfing the Celestial Realm burns at their skin, they come alone. Each sitting by her side and clutching her hand so tightly that their knuckles turn white. They each apologise for their perceived helplessness, believing her death falls on their shoulders.

Beel can never look at her face during those times, instead looking at the ground between his knees. His words are gruff and choked out, tears falling drop by drop and littering the ground.

Belphie can't turn away from her face during those times. His hands are almost claw like from the way he's holding on to her. His eyes are tear filled but angry, his words bitter and snarling until all the fight drains out and he's sobbing his apologies.

Neither of them tell each other about these solo visits

Asmo sits by her side while he paints his nails. He's as bubbly as ever as he tells her the latest gossip.

He tells her how Lucifer's been more crabby lately, how Mammon's being hunted down by the witches again, how Levi flooded the house because an anime character he likes died, how Beel scored the winning point in his latest match, how Belphie once again managed to ace all his classes despite sleeping through them, he tells her about the people she's never met but he's sure she'll love.

"And Diavolo's been gushing about a new circus that's coming to town! He wants us all to go. The others have all being grumbling but you can tell how excited they are!" He's giggling, eyes bright and nail polish brush forgotten as he waves it around while talking.

"You'll love it Lily! I can't wait till you see the - "

He stops. Blinking at the empty space in front of him. Before curling more into himself as he resumes painting his nails.

"The trapeze artists are rumoured to be very good."

The words are notably more subdued, spoken down to his hands while he paints them. He ignores the hitch in his voice and leaves shortly after.

Levi sits crossed legs on the ground, close to her shoulder, back pressed against her tomb.

He doesn't talk much. His eyes are focused on the game in his hand, fingers moving rapidly across the controls. His headphones aren't plugged in and the little sounds from it echo across the labyrinth.

He hardly ever speaks and when he does it's quiet and shy and a little bit stiff as he explains a certain part of a game to her.

Sometimes he watches anime down there too.

It's always an episode he's watched before, usually a filler that can be watched without needing any context, always something he knows she'd like.

He never reads manga down there. It's always something with sound. Something that can fill up the space around him. Something he can pretend that she's listening to as well.

Levi never got to share his fondest passion with her and he knows he never will. The thought that there's a significant part of him, a part that defines him and is important to him that Lilith never knew about burns.

So he has this.

This game of pretend he plays with a stone version of his long dead little sister that gives him some type of closure.

Mammon always runs down here when he says he's hiding from Lucifer or one of his many debt collectors.

He knows that's not true but he'd never acknowledge that, not even to himself.

He never looks directly at her tomb, instead he marches up to it and then past it. Pacing up and down its length on the side closest to the wall and furthest from the entrance.

He never spares a glance at the tomb.

Instead he talks.

Weaving stories of the day he's just had. His hands flying about wildly and gesturing as he lets it all out.

It's never about anything that truly upsets him, there's no sadness or tears here, those wounds are only bared to the eyes of another.

Whether he's pissed off and annoyed or overjoyed and excited, he never swears down here. There's no last second cut off to words that unconsciously tumble from his lips, like it is with Luke, instead the words never come - an instinct that's been ingrained in him after thousands of years of her big eyes following him around as he spun exaggerated tales of the latest prank he pulled on the other angels.

And as he does a turn and walks back his eyes finally catch on her face and his words die. He stops in his tracks and his shoulders relax, his arms fall to his side and his entire face shifts into something painfully gentle.

His hand reaches for hers and squeezes it lightly as if it were really soft flesh and not unyielding stone.

"I miss you."

Quiet and honest and simple. Because it really is as simple as that.

Satan stands next to her.

He'd seen her life in glimpses through another's eyes but he didn't know her. Not like the others did.

There's envy and sadness and longing there - that he didn't get to stand in her brightness.

He wonders if he'd even be here if she was still alive. If any other event would have been enough to feed Lucifer's anger to the point where Satan was able to take physical form. If perhaps the two of them would have never met because they would have never been able to exist while the other was alive.

The thought should make him angry, bitter but it leaves no emotions behind. It's an objective thought - a question that he'll never have the answer to and somehow that's okay. There's no changing the past.

He's grateful to be alive and he longs to have known her, to have met her. He longs more than anything for her to have known of him, to have known he existed, to have known his name, to have known he loved her and grieved for her.

They're complicated and conflicting feelings and that's okay. Maybe that's how it's supposed to feel.

He doesn't reach out to touch her, not today, he doesn't know if he's allowed, if he's ready. Maybe one day he will be, maybe one day he will. But not today.

Lucifer stands next to her.

He only ever visits in the dead of night once everyone else is curled up under their blankets. Cerberus dozes in front of them.

Lucifer's eyes never leave her face. Taking in every little curve and bump, engraving them into his memories.

His eyes drift to their grimoire held protectively under her palms, he can't think of anyone more suited to protect them all.

He scans her then, looking for any nick or shift, anything that could have hurt her tomb. He finds nothing, like he knew he would, but that never stops him from looking.

And when he looks back to her face, once he's made sure she's unhurt, he feels the sudden swell of grief and loss, guilt and regret, and the gentle wave of happiness that washes it all away.

Their paths had always been meant to cross, never linger.

She had lived a long happy life with them and he would always cherish that time, but she ultimately belonged down in the bright-dark world she'd fallen in love with, free from the chains of being an angel and free from the Sin of being a demon.

He missed her more deeply than was comprehensible but he would always remain eternally grateful for the human sleeping curled up in their room.

His mouth curls in a small smile and he reaches out, fingers brushing along the delicate wisps of her hair intricately carved into the stone, before he's bending. Lips lingering on the cold, smooth stone of her forehead.

His little sister will always be a treasured and loved member of their family.

They miss her, they love her and they let her go.

Life moves on and they move on with it.

They will visit her here, they will have their moments and they will leave - packing the memory of her into a special nook close to their chest, out of sight yet never forgotten.

Their paths had always been meant to cross, a brief fleeting yet impactful moment in an immortal life, but he knew that the life of the human left in her wake was interwoven with theirs, the threads of fate too tightly knitted to ever be separated.

They're not sure what they could say to her.

To a woman they'd only met for a brief moment in time, to a woman who had watched over them for the entirety of their life - even if it had been for selfish reasons.

To a woman they might have owed their existence to.

There was so much to say.

Thank you or I understand.

I understand why you would use me to see them one more time, to mend their bridges or I understand what it's like to fall in love with a different world and its people.

They love you.

They have always loved you and they will always love you.

No one could ever replace you in their eyes.

They miss you.

They're happy.

They're troublemakers but they're worth every second.

I'm happy that you lived and died happily.

I've found a home here.

Thank you.

In the end they simply say, "I'll keep them safe."

Come drop in ^ and leave a kudos and/or comment and I will cry and possibly be willing to fight a bear for you

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Possible extras

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Hello!

So I’ve gotten myself into something of a financial pickle and so in the effort to help myself out of this I’ve decided to open my commissions. I’ll do most any fandoms, but no nsfw at this time. If its not a fandom I’m familiar with, or your own personal OC all I ask is that you give me references.

At this time I will be taking waist up and full figure character sketch commissions. That will be 10$ USD and 20$ USD each. As I currently do not have a drawing tablet pen, these will be traditionally drawn, and I will email or otherwise send you a scan of the finished drawing when I am done. If you would like the physical piece we’ll have to discuss mailing it to your particular corner of the planet.

All payments will be done through my PayPal.

Possible extras

-adding another character 5-10$ USD

-Colored 5-10$ USD

Examples of my work:

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Hello!

So I’ve gotten myself into something of a financial pickle and so in the effort to help myself out of this I’ve decided to open my commissions. I’ll do most any fandoms, but no nsfw at this time. If its not a fandom I’m familiar with, or your own personal OC all I ask is that you give me references.

At this time I will be taking waist up and full figure character sketch commissions. That will be 10$ USD and 20$ USD each. As I currently do not have a drawing tablet pen, these will be traditionally drawn, and I will email or otherwise send you a scan of the finished drawing when I am done. If you would like the physical piece we’ll have to discuss mailing it to your particular corner of the planet.

All payments will be done through my PayPal.

Possible extras

-adding another character 5-10$ USD

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Examples of my work:

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Hello!

So I’ve gotten myself into something of a financial pickle and so in the effort to help myself out of this I’ve decided to open my commissions. I’ll do most any fandoms, but no nsfw at this time. If its not a fandom I’m familiar with, or your own personal OC all I ask is that you give me references.

At this time I will be taking waist up and full figure character sketch commissions. That will be 10$ USD and 20$ USD each. As I currently do not have a drawing tablet pen, these will be traditionally drawn, and I will email or otherwise send you a scan of the finished drawing when I am done. If you would like the physical piece we’ll have to discuss mailing it to your particular corner of the planet.

All payments will be done through my PayPal.

Possible extras

-adding another character 5-10$ USD

-Colored 5-10$ USD

Examples of my work:

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Currently thinking about an immortal mc who fell in love with lucifer before the great celestial war but never heard from him again. Lucifer didn't know they were immortal and neither did mc. Many many MANY years later, just a casual rainy day in London, mc, who now works as a singer in a bar, meets Lucifer, who happens to be there for a business trip. And both are shocked to see each alive and well after millions of years apart.

AND

imagine if mc was singing this lovefool cover and right when they turn around they're singing the "love me love me" part, they maintain eye contact for a bit as they're both shocked to see each other but mc still plays it cool.

Or they turn to him on that one part in doja cat's bbma performance, "it's been a long time since you fell in love" aND THEY WINK AT HIM WHILE LUCIFER IS JUST SITTING THERE WITH HIS DRINK IN HAND TRYING TO PROCESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED ALJDLAJFKWNFJENSNF

And then you got diavolo lookin like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) to lucifer as he just sits next to him and just watches in amusement