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" It's always a delight seeing you, Dear Azem. " 💜

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I don't really have the words for this one

Because, frankly, I'm still reeling. I was...forced into being constructively dismissed from my job. Among other things, they made me relive in excruciating detail, despite my Fit Note telling them I had acute stress, and later, PTSD. I was told they were worried about me becoming 'too dependent' on my cane.

I stuck it out for two weeks. I tried my hardest.

I have just enough money on hand for December's rent. I am trying my best to make ends meet. My tenancy is up in Feb and I have to be able to pay at least 2 months up front to renew.

I am reaching out for freelance. I am applying to jobs despite my failing mental state as I sit on a Therapy Waitlist to help me with my severe reactions and to refer me for an autism assessment. I am on medication for my heart.

But I am also, desperately, having to reach out for help. Again. When I thought I'd finally found my footing. It is what it is, I suppose.

I don't really have the energy to write more than the bare facts, so forgive me. My rent to keep us housed is £1190, my bills are around £200, depending on the month. £1390 a month all in. I have just enough to scrape through December, barring an act of God I have basically nothing left for January. I have a wonderful friend helping me navigate the bureaucracy of everything, because mentally am a complete mess that can currently barely fill in a form without a full breakdown.

If you can help, whether by spreading this post or directly supporting me until I have a new job, better medication, and a Therapist, my paypal is Here.

If you have information on a salaried Remote Position, that's even more helpful, but also desperately unlikely.

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sometimes thinking abt all the gaming youre gonna do later is what gets you through the workday and then you get home and do no gaming. not even a little bit of gaming

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#same girl FRIED GREEN TOMATOES 1991 — dir. Jon Avnet

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found some nice trees* on my morning walk

*but i think every tree is nice so this doesn't mean much

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Following the Example of the Gods (detail) by Henryk Siemiradzki (1879)

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since it was his birthday yesterday i decided to finally embrace being assigned Ayato main by the game and crown his skill. and also draw him

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i’m just tryna have a nice time despite knowing facts and information

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satoru & suguru — jujutsu kaisen

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He is so relatable

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This is cinema actually

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Enver Gortash Archduke of Baldur's Gate, Bane's Chosen

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New York City ballet production of Midsummer Nights Dream

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ffxiv out of context is incredibly funny. I just fought a playful faerie armed with whoopee cushions and a gun so an elephant guy could go fishing. we got this side quest from a small talking bird. the elephant guy is best known from a truly harrowing scene of tragedy in the main story that made me cry so hard I was nearly sick. 10/10.

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Do not let anyone drive you away from fucking that old man in the coming months my brethren