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When I tell people to delete anon hate, to not publish it, it’s not me saying “ignore it and it’ll stop; don’t fight back.” It is 100% petty and spiteful. Honestly, I can’t think of anything better than the person who sent the hate obsessively checking your blog and refreshing and refreshing, waiting for you to reply, and getting increasingly frustrated when the ask they so masterfully crafted never pops up & you just keep posting cute pictures of your pets and talking about how nice your day was.

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Reblog to kill it faster

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Why does our mother demonise out NPD? no, having NPD does not make you an abusive monster the way she acts like us having a disorder that she probably contributed to as evil is so fucking annoying.

The thing is, she act like she’s on a moral high ground because she can feel high empathy and she’s a self proclaimed empath like OK but you still emotionally abused us since I don’t even know when but young childhood then caused our brain to fucking split and maybe even the reason why we have NPD since that’s trauma based too.

no lady, you’re not any better just cause you can feel empathy. Maybe we can’t, but we still have morals. We’re not gonna abuse people like fuck off of your demonisation. I genuinely hate that woman so much with the constant demonisation and she won’t take responsibility for without that she kind of had an involvement in basically ruining our entire lives. We are not normal because of that woman fuck her.

Sorry, this seems rude. It’s one in the morning. I can’t sleep and I’m mad

No sign off

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System culture is checking who's fronting before talking to your sys friend because you need to make sure you're saying "kisses you politely" to your friend and not a 78 year old man or an almighty god who doesn't know what a phone is

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When you get to comfortable using "We" pronouns and accidentally use it in front of someone you probably shouldn't:

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No one talks about grieving with D.I.D, and how badily it affects your entire system. Like people without D.I.D keep telling us that we are going through the five stages of grief etc and that you go through them in order, but for us it feels like its something that constantly restarts itself and loops due to switches.

Like no matter how much we think that we are finnaly at the acceptance stage it feels like we go right back to denial again.

I am NOT saying feeling this way automatically equals having D.I.D, but us feeling this way is most likely because of that.

Can anyone else relate??

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Lil trans rat pixel art!

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Hello Tumblr! This is an ask blog for a series we (The Martyrdom System) are working on. You can ask any of our Niffonia characters anything!

Here is a name + pronoun masterlist of askable characters (this will be updated).

Heros:

Amir Dumas (Ze/Zem)

Bella Dumas (She/They)

Broghn (He/It)

Dare (He/Him)

Jaquine (She/Ze)

Oka (They/Them)

Villains:

Figt (She/They)

Valarie (He/Him)

Faeyre (She/Her)

Icy (Any)

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Hot Take, it's cool that DID is becoming somewhat normalized, but it's getting to the point where it's getting too normalized. To the point where people are treating it like autism or ADHD and treating it like a "Quirky UwU !!!!" disorder. This is still a disorder, damn it.

- A symptom holder who's tired of everyone's shit.

yeah, we want it to be normalised, not romanticised. Some people don't seem to know the difference between the two though. Acting as if a disorder is fun and quirky is not showing support, even if you think it is, it isn't. You're taking away from the suffering of that disorder and often you're alienating those who do have the more 'worse' traits (explanation : some people treat some traits as more quirky and fun (I.e; alters, memory loss, ect) and then act as if other traits are evil (i.e; trauma responses, dissociation, derealization, ect))

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I wonder how an endo would react to actual OSDDID distress. Like an intense flashback where alters are screaming and crying and freaking out, where you're hyperventilating and get forced out of front because you're in too bad a mental state, even though everyone is.

Or when you're being taken advantage of because of your amnesia, perhaps adding to your already huge pile of trauma.

Or being somewhere, no idea how you got there and completely lost, panicking because how the hell are you going to find your way home? Where is home? Who even are you?

*actual* OSDDID isn't fun. It isn't just having people in your head. There's so much distress involved in this.

-Jayden

(ENDOS AND PRO-ENDOS DNI)

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Okay Wait I need to test something

Editing for clarity as there's been some confusion in the notes:

If you're allergic to an animal that is respiratory or skin or both depending on what allergic reaction you get. If it happens after ingesting said animal that's food

Medicine falls under other, I am so sorry to all the people allergic to penicillin (&others) I forgot that medicine was a thing that existed

If you're allergic to something in the way all humans are allergic, like poison ivy or mosquitos, then you can hit no

That being said, if you're allergic to a certain plant or medication and it doesn't impact your life because you never interact with it, you're still allergic

Hopefully I addressed everything, more edits may be to come. Thank you all for participating in this incredibly scientific survey

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"your room's a mess"

of course my room's a mess im a beautiful transgender woman

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"You're faking because you split even though you weren't going through stress/something traumatic,"

First of all, you don't know us that intimately. We could've been going through anything and just not have told you.

Second of all, I've been here for 2 months and only fronted for the first time a few days ago. Hope this helps.

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🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ GOOD queer news for the TL: a bunch of students across the U.S. are using grants to make their schools more welcoming for LGBTQ+ youth

Queer students deserve to feel safe at school! We're in our third year of giving grants to put the power in their hands to make their schools more welcoming - students know what they need most in their own communities and their own schools.

Through 50 States, 50 Grants, 5,000 Voices, we've awarded over $1.5 million in grants across the U.S. to support student-led projects. Our third season has some of the most badass projects yet, like these:

❤️ “With this grant, we’ll establish an LGBTQIA+ community space in the library, open to all students, with guest speakers, arts and crafts, LGBTQIA+ books and literature, and LGBTQIA+-specific resources.” - Pocatello, Idaho

🧡 “Our project aims to support LGBTQ+ students through teacher training, development of gender-neutral bathroom protocols, and the organization of a district-wide Queer Prom.” - Gypsum, Colorado

💛 “We’ll take students from the 3 middle schools and our local high school to Honolulu Pride to make local LGBTQ+ friends, feel accepted in a large group, and see the community beyond just school.” - Ewa Beach, Hawai'i

💚 “We’re going to increase access to queer literature by working with a local nonprofit to expand our school’s collection, host storytelling events, and foster community connection." - Mobile, Alabama

💙 “Our plan is to create new Inclusivity Zones across the state in critical areas for local GSA clubs to meet, plan shared events, and be their own safe space.” - Charleston, West Virginia

💜 “We’ll host the Rainbow Youth Summit for LGBTQIA+ youth from across southern California to network, learn, and have fun in a safe, judgement free and supportive environment.” - Cathedral City, California

These students are truly the definition of making things better - you can see the rest of the amazing projects lined up across the country on our blog here!

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hey! don’t think too hard about what happened when you were dormant! you will end up dissociating on the bathroom floor for 30 minutes! you will be cold and damp! it will be uncomfortable!

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Hey fun fact! DID is NOT rare by any means! It occurs between 1-3% of the population which is NOT rare considering as low as 2% of the population carry the red hair gene (and I'm sure you've seen redheads in your life) and that statistic is not counting OSDD or undiagnosed DID!

Soooo if you're someone who fakeclaims a system on the basis that "it's rare" then you're a stupid misinformed idiot!!! :p

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Hey so it's come to my attention that the Creators of Disco Elysium want you to share the game and not give the company who took over and fired them (illegally)?) any profits off of their ideas and work, and I originally joined tumblr 2 weeks ago when that post was going around about the Steam sale and how you should [Skull and Crossbones flag] it instead.

So.

in light of that.

Check the replies/notes of this post :)

I was informed that posts containing links in them aren't findable in the search so i'll just.... drop a link in a seperate reboot :)

first things first though, copy this key:

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