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I huave brainworms.....

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SO. MURDER DRONES ENDED.

my hyperfixation for this show hit me like a BUS, its so so upsetting to see the series go,, though, we will definitely see the characters in other silly things, so thats always good :))

thank you to the creators for making such an insane media. all of my family and friends now know im insane. /SILLY

gonna be kooky insane rambling below the cut, there will be spoilers (not in order) so !! shield your eyes if need be LOL-

please watch murder drones.

not only has the animation style and rendering changed (and it looks GORGEOUS), im honestly so glad we didnt get the doom-and-gloom ending many people were suggesting. ...at least, in most aspects.

to be honest, theres way too many scenes im in love with. n's remaining gentleness and enthusiasm toward uzi, v coming back, khans silly laugh part, khori reuniting, cynessas entire existence, biteme, j angst, thad still being his gentlemanly self...everything was so so crazy to see.

seriously one of the craziest indie animations ive ever seen. kudos, liam. <333

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“first and last encounter”

retro has only once seen the Fab Four up close once, and it was only a passing moment but it’s one of their fondest memories. That is because only a week later, they heard on the radio the Fab Four had all died in the BL/ind headquarters attempting to rescue the girl-

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aAAA A it’s been one of my biggest goals this year to start actually making comics and with this one being my very first, I’m pretty happy with it and I’m very excited to make more :) hope you guys enjoy ✨

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SD-N

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thinking of serial designation n and serial designation v this morning. my cuties,,, <333

uzi fictroject moment. /LIGHTHEARTED

the way they love is different. and i find it fascinating. v is more of a leader toward her partner, while n is gentle and protective.

(also, just gonna say: if "eternal dream" is supposed to be from v's perspective / in v's words, she is...ridiculously poetic. i wanna see more of that from her, its cute,,)

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attempts were made...trying to get the hang of drawing the drones :3

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not the best BUT !! i voiced cyns "intro" scene a few weeks ago !!

cyns voice is so unique, i loved doing this !! hopefully i did well ><;

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MURDER DRONES EPISODE EIGHT TRAILER INFODUMP AHEAD

...because my autism cannot contain itself any longer. /lh

we start off with cyns bitchass WINKING omfg girl. also i have Zero Clue what shes doing with her hand(s) but im Afraid-

im literally obsessed with cyn / the absolute solver as a villain you guys have NO IDEA. her connection with n is so interesting. i have also always loved freaky robot creatures (case in point: my obsession with the vocaloid song "bacterial contamination" by kanimiso-p at twelve years old LOL-) and missy is. more than qualified for that title. i cant wait to hear some new cyn voicelines, as well,, her voice is..horrifically amazing.

which, speaking of freaky robot creatures: THIS ???? WHAT IS HER ISSUE.

i wish i couldve had a gif of this (without a watermark) because her head twisting around was. definitely something and i wanna show it off.

normally, i am not scared of villains. but cyn ?? one fear.

murder drones episode eight: in which uzi turns into a meteor. /ij

also, j looks so distressed,, granted, i believe she might be aiming at the absolute solver, which has taken the undead form of her best friend and boss and has destroyed whole planets (or, at least is in the process of it) so YES i would also be in distress. thats also not even the tip of the iceberg of what the solver can do, as well- /lh

ive always loved the whole "cynessa having four hands" thing because GODS its. so weird to imagine- but, her lunging at uzi ?? HORRIFYING. i cant wait to see the whole "final battle" between...really everyone-

khans part really intrigued me. he isnt having that spooky drone smile where their fangs are out, nor are his eyes how drones usually are when scared. he looks like hes...cheering someone on, almost ?? or, hes slowly losing his mind and laughing about it. WHAT IS BRO YELLIN ABOUT I NEED TO KNOW.

and then we close with the sentence "everything ends." which totally isnt worrying at all. /J /LH

i seriously adore the apocalyptic motifs in this show, but maybe thats just because i grew up with a sibling who loved making zombie characters HAHA.

i couldnt get a good picture of it, but, we also see the landing pod being flown through the atmosphere !! so, im wondering if the main cast got it to work and fled copper nine. i guess we'll just have to wait and see !! ;DD

SEE YALL AUGUST TWENTYTHIRD.

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She’s just a rag dolly 🥺🥺💖💖

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something something im gay for a murder drone blah /SILLY

this is my mdsona !! her name is serial designation x, sd-x, or...xena !! i think im fighting a bit of an art block, so, take these sketches of her for now :))

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hello, tumblr !! my name is maria, please call me xena. or...anything in my lil name hoard LOL- im your average twenty-year-old artist and voice actress. be sure to read my carrd. :))

a little bit about me: im an intersex transfenby who is biromantic and asexual. im polyam and partnered, as well. i am an osdd system host, and im also diagnosed with ocd, audhd, and schizoaffective disorder.

though i'd like to mainly have an eighteen (18) and/or older audience, this blog is for people sixteen (16) and/or older. main tags on this blog are 「🖤 —> moonsea speak」, 「 🖤 —> moonsea art」, and 「🖤 —> moonsea reblogs」 !! be sure to check tags on posts to see additional thoughts of mine, as well... >:3

thank you for reading. safe travels on the interweb, friend. :))

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..LEGO MONKIE KID SEASON FIVE SPOILERS..

losing my everloving MIND at the way this whole scene played out. the fact that mk said “i have my trauma bottling down pat!” right before this and refusing to look inwards ?? the way we got to see a bit of angry sandy ?? THIS SPECIFIC FUCKING SCENE OF HARBINGER ?? and the fact that mk shuts him up by essentially saying “yeah, i can be destructive. thats just a part of me. it isnt bad. i need to learn how to be patient with myself.”

good lord the line delivery here too dude WOW. my anxiety raised and i want more. im SHAKIN in my BOOTS dude. ooohhhhh im so normal. SO normal. so SO normal.

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NEW DIGITAL CIRCUS AU DROPPING...

lights, camera, action !! welcome to the TADC actor/musical au, titled "The Amazing Digital Circus: The Musical" or "The Amazing Digital Musical" !! :))

i recently got inspired by the amazing digital circus songs (namely: digital hallucination, jax toy, knock knock who cares, and jester, check em out !!) and thought: why not make a whole au based on this ?? I'll be talkin abt the main three and what they would look like costume wise under the cut. :))

(cosplay / middle image creds to komiko_cosplay (pomni), moisha.55 (ragatha), and jaxsin (jax) !!)

POMNI: very close to how komiko_cosplay does her rendition of pomni !! mildly medieval jester-esque with the collar and frills. the standard pomni fit, but, with stars as the yellow buttons too !! because why not, its silly. :))

essentially, her costume would be slightly fluffy and extravagant, holding true to her jester avatar in the digital realm.

RAGATHA: ragathas costume would be very patchwork-y, and extremely fluffy with the frills as well. only with this costume, of course, you have the raggedy ann(e) doll motifs. her colors are more periwinkle.

JAX: jax would be am interesting case, since these would be humans acting as the characters. the bunny-eared headband jaxsin uses for their jax would fit !! yellow eye contact lenses would look striking and AWESOME for him as well. he would wear a purple hoodie with pink overalls, giving the same feel for canon jaxs purple fur.

...overall, taking creative liberty with the costumes would be a HUGE part of playing them !! i will definitely draw the designs for these three soon, keep an eye out for em !! :DD

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DIGITAL CIRCUS PRIDE !! <333

...from the digital polycule !! more under the cut —>

im gonna be rambling about random lgbtqia+ headcanons i have for ragatha and jax, as well as my S/I !! im excited for pride month, so, i thought this would be a cute post hehe,,

❤️ ;; ragatha and jax are both TRANS because i SAID SO. /LH

🧡 ;; ragatha, in particular, is a trans pansexual !! i can picture her crocheting some flags for the rest of the circus members, specifically ones they identify with (example being: zooble gets a nonbinary flag) !!

💛 ;; jax is a transman, and is bisexual !! though, he had no idea that he was polyamorous until he, annie, and ragatha were having a talk about their silly little dynamic. ragatha was ambiamorous to begin with, and just wanted to be with her favorite people.

💚 ;; annie is...comically oblivious. while jax and ragatha were crushin on her, she kept her own feelings a secret. she almost...idolized ragatha, and was honestly slightly scared of jax (only because of his height). ragatha was terrified of seeming like a weirdo and messing with that starry-eyed attitude annie had toward her, and jax didnt know why he felt so...oddly fluffy around annie. jax would keep up his "im better than everyone here" charade up despite this.

🩵 ;; if this were a human au / an au where they got out of the digital realm, jax would carry annie on his shoulders during a pride march if she got tired !! ragatha would carry her bridal style to a bench if she got too overheated from the warm weather.

💜 ;; overall, its good to have pride in who you are. these three definitely think so. :))

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"i left a calling card so they could know that it was...me. :)" /lyr

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hi hiii, sysblr !! your favorite annie fnf / annie hazy river introject is once again posting about yearning. :))

i made this cute little moodboard for me and garcello,, i miss my big guy sm :((( /fam /sys

im gonna be rambling about my feelings / memories under the cut,, feel free to read on !!

motifs of garcello: inner cities. smoke from a lit cigarette. inside jokes. cuddles. oversized jackets. fingerless gloves. moles / birthmarks. comfy hugs and cuddles. shadows. spearmint flavors. baritone voice.

motifs of annie: black cats. sassiness. small but mighty mindset. glasses. unfinished sketchbooks. arm warmers. beanies. freckles. platform shoes. cherry flavors. soprano voice.

i know very well that garcello and i were inseparable most of the time. its so bittersweet to think back on, since now i...dont have him,, :')) i just hope, wherever he is, hes doing well. we had a relationship that was platonic, but almost...familial, in a way ?? having that security in a friend is so so nice.

i honestly feel a little odd talking about this (and posting it to the internet) because. i didnt know i was an introject until 2022ish ?? and granted that was two years ago but MAN. a girl cant get used to systemhood even after that long DKFJHGIDG,,

being an introject is CRAYZEE lemme tell ya... /lh

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SO. THAT NEW TADC EPISODE, HUH… /POS

im gonna be rambling about possibilities of my s/i being in the new episode, or, how she would interact with everyone !! feel free to read on <333

annies thoughts on candy canyon kingdom;;

she thinks everything is…very bright. she would paw at the confetti that showered the group as they were led into the kingdom, saying stuff under her breath like “woaaahh…!” and “so pretty…!”

seeing ragatha so happy made her happy as well! she thought she fit right in at the candied kingdom. though too shy to say it: annie thought ragatha was like a brave princess, the way she would take responsibility for important things and be helpful toward many who lived there !! …even if they were all NPCs.

speaking of princesses, annie couldnt stop staring at princess loolilalu. she was…incredibly tall. and made of CANDY. she was a CANDY PRINCESS. how cool !! she would curtsy and say, “ive never been in the presence of a royal before!”

though, her tail would flick in annoyance as she thought about ragatha getting too close to the princess. protective nini mode………she couldnt help it !! spooky candy lady better watch her step. kittys got claws, after all !!

jax would nudge annie, chuckling and saying “annes, she wont hurt us. shes an NPC.”

annie would enjoy riding around candy canyon kingdom, feeling very important (for once). she would kick her feet happily in the backseat, and nearly fall out of the vehicle as she leaned out of the window to get a better look at the scenery.

jax, being his reckless self, would try to get annie to fight against gummigoo and his friends. she would get anxious, hiding behind things and angrily squinting at them instead. ragatha would say something along the lines of “dont make poor annie fight !!”

annie did, however, pounce on gummigoo once. ragatha just picked her up, sweeping her off of the poor gummy-croc while hiding giggles.

she was afraid of the fudge, clinging to ragatha as he would talk to the group.

if annie would be the one in pomnis place (aka helping gummigoo get out of under the map), she would just hug him unexpectedly and begin to share her own experience with dissociation. despite her ditzy personality, annie is very knowledgeable on memory loss, dissociation, anxiety, and other things of the like. she would say “nobody deserves to be stuck in a scary place or situation and feel like nothing. you included, mister gummigoo.”

after the adventure, she would giggle at jax being incredibly angry about the fact that there was no epic battle or bloodshed. she finds his recklessness silly (and attractive-).

once they were back at the circus, she would attend kaufmos funeral. she hates seeing people so upset, and she may not have known kaufmo, but…she wants to be emotional support for the people at the service.

after the funeral, ragatha would hold annies hand as they went to jaxs room. the three would talk about the adventure, and about kaufmos memory.

overall, it was an eventful day at the digital circus !!

OKAY SO HOPEFULLY THIS ISNT CRINGEY (yes yes i kno cringe is dead BUT IM STILL SCARED.)

n e wayz, hope yall enjoyed the new TADC episode :3