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I'm loyal and kinky af, what more could you want?

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when u scratch a cat’s chin and they lift their head up reblog if u agree

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welp locked myself and my son in my shared room, cause i have no where else to go. no on to talk to or anything really..... no home. no car. no friends or family..... just me my son our pets and belongings...... its really isolating and no one gives a fuck....... i tried to stay at my moms once and couldn't because my youngest sister cant go bed at any decent hour nope 3-4am she goes to and mother wakes up at 4 am....... i stuck here with toxic ass person with no escape....... i need help...... no one will help me..... i should of unalived my self when i had the chance all those years ago.... i genuinely regret not taking the chance when i had it so many times!!!! IT WAS SO EASY WHY DIDNT I DO IT MY SON DOESNT DESERVE THIS SHIT LET ALONE ME......im so tired....... im so very tired......please.....

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the shit i cant post on fb.....

i needed help when my parents could barley do the bare minimum to raise me. i dont no how to food shop or raise my kid. i eat once a day at dinner..... i suffer from unresolved childhood trauma no one ever believes i went through. talking doesn't help me. being raised better would have, having a second parent would help. im stuck in this one bedroom apartment by myself all day with no help. fuck talking that does nothing...... i wish i had better parents. i wish i didn't need so much help. i wish i was ok again. i wish people fucking cared more.....i wish i wasnt so alone.....

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im so beyond touch deprived i can barely make it through some days.... i have childhood trauma and adult trauma so it takes a huge hole in my mental health.... I dont remember a lot of childhood a good 90% of it is gone, my memory is shit. im super isolated especially lately cause of the pandorama but being a single mom i thought my mom would step up but no she is so distant she never should of had kids.... i see other parents and grandparents and it hurts cause i see what should be normal compared to my family.... im so alone and it hasn't changed in over 20 years... im only 27 and ive been abused traumatized and alone for 25 of them.... only when i had my son did i say no more. i never thought i would be this alone.... im so thankful for my closest friend and the ones who are good to me when they are. music books and my fur babies kept me alive long enough to have my son and i am grateful for not taking my life all those years ago as easy as it would have been i am thankful im still here to see then grow up with me and to be able to raise my son. it still hurts just as bad if not worse but i dont have a reason to go my son needs me..... im sorry for being such a fuck up and not being good enough i tried my best always did and always will.... im sorry im not pretty to see beyond a fuck.... im sorry for being who i am... i wish i wasnt but this is what was made of me.... im sorry for not liking sex.... im sorry i was sexually assulted and domestically raped it wasnt my fault. i didn't know till years later what happened to me.... i never told anyone cause if they didnt believe my dad was hitting me why would anyone believe me that my bf at the time kept asking for sex till i couldn't say no anymore, till i ran out of excuses till i just said fine instead of no cause it was easier.... im sorry i didn't know what was happening to me.... im sorry i didnt know about mental and physical abuse till it was far to late.... im sorry no one EVER believed me till my closest friend listened to me. im sorry only 1 person ever heard me... im sorry...im so sorry this happened to me....im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.... im fine it ok im fine just... tired. im fine just tired is all. im not okay anymore. im fine

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absolutely genius

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got my first set of rope last night 🌙 hopefully i dont hurt myself to much 😅 kinda have to learn everything on my own so 🙃. may the gods old and new watch as i fuck up and odin help me if i fail

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its called a port-a-potty because you transport a potty!! 😂 you're welcome

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its called a port-a-potty, because you transport a potty

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DOCTOR WHO MEME ♡ [1/5] Most heartbreaking scenes.

Now, you listen to me. You’re going to be alone now, and you’re very bad at that. You’re going to be furious and you’re going to be sad, but listen to me. Don’t let this change you. No, listen. Whatever happens next, wherever she is sending you, I know what you’re capable of. You don’t be a Warrior. Promise me. Be a Doctor. What’s the point of being a Doctor if I can’t cure you? Heal yourself. You have to. You can’t let this turn you into a monster. So, I’m not asking you for a promise, I’m giving you an order. You will not insult my memory. There will be no revenge.

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#me after 2020

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so im a single mom of a 1 year old and the father is not in our lives at all. recently an old friend came back into my life, and we have been talking falling back into what we had before for, for i wanna say a few weeks. so last night we were video calling and he had said something and said "our kid", he has never met my son only talk on video so far and has already accepted him as his own 😭 i wasnt expecting it, i had thought i was gonna be raising my son alone for years to come. and i mean like age 7 years to come but then bam here is my other half accepting my baby so easily and so quickly. i couldn't be happier but at the same time im still wrapping mt head around it all

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The thing about trans women that people don’t talk about enough is the voice problem. Many of us are afraid to admit it, but there’s something incredibly degrading about being expected to alter the way we use our voice around people.

Really, like, the way that trans women are taught and expected to speak is incredibly tedious, unnatural, and obviously forced to the ear of any speech pathologist. So the “solution” is for us to go “full-time” and essentially ditch the voice that comes naturally.

It isn’t right, but there’s no winning in either case. People will misgender you if you speak naturally, and if you do try to use your “feminized” voice you’re honestly putting yourself at risk of violence, and how the fuck am I supposed to feel confident when knowing full well that the sounds coming out of me aren’t genuine or convincing to anyone?

This is a serious fucking problem that doesn’t get addressed. Trans women are expected to find services and often pay absurd sums of money to get training or “therapy” for the voice, but all you are really doing is practicing the art of speaking in a submissive and stereotyped voice. Enter radfems, who would then use this as a weapon against us, claiming that we are perpetuating *ppfffpffpfafbloobpblboooblbllblblpp* by using our voices in a way that makes us feel safe. 

But, unless you’re the lucky 5-10% of trans women who can pass even after speaking, that safety is not only unlikely, but more often than not people are going to look at you with disgust and of course you know what happens once you’re outed.

Why should I have to talk like a fucking cartoon character? Cis women do NOT sound the way that these voice experts insist they do, because trans women have to speak primarily with a head tone, completely forgoing the chest and therefore removing the part of the sound that makes it sound like speaking and not fucking squealing.

If you care about trans women, expecting us to change our voices in order to pass as cis is fucking gross.