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It feels like I'm slipping again.. slowly losing sense of reality.. the days are all blurring together and my mind is fucked. I need to stop before I die.. but do I even want to stop?

No I don't, death seems like a blissful escape from reality. One I desperately crave and desire. Please death, cast your shadow upon me and erase me from this painful existence.

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I wish I was easy to love..

And hard to leave..

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TW: Possible eating disorder mentions

So, it's been about two weeks since I last ate anything besides some crackers and water. Well some days it's only water. It's also been about three days since I tried to commit suicide. And it's been about a week since my ex broke up with me. So uhm life is awful and I still want to commit suicide ✌️

I don't know if I have an eating disorder or is developing one. But I'm just so sick of food and all the fat sitting on my body. Eating anything makes me want to gag and even the thought of eating crackers makes me sick. But if I eat nothing at all, I might end up being hospitalized and supposedly that's where you're guaranteed to get Covid and even though I hate the people I live with, I only want to kill myself and not them. Soooo, what to do ya know.

The only thing that sucks about not eating is the dizzy spells and the near out of body experiences when I stand up too fast or walk too fast.

But yeah.

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TW

I was supposed to kill myself last night. But then I stumbled upon a wiki page called suicide methods.

So I got to reading and before I knew it, everyone woke up and my window of opportunity closed.

How would I kill myself? Carbon monoxide poisoning? Slitting my wrist? I wish hanging was an option, but unfortunately it is not as there is no possible hanging spot in my house.

Ah.. I wish I didn't wake up.. I wish I was dead.

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Rb if you’re grateful for all of your followers

even if you have 1

Even if you have 10

100

1000

Etc.

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Test yourself. Stop texting first. By all means.

Do. Not. Text. Them. First.

Test your worth if you will.

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Honestly speaking, it's that time again. I want to kill myself. And I'm not saying this as a way for people to stop me, no please leave me the fuck alone.

You never know what that person is going through to even consider suicide. You don't know of the shit they have to deal with on a daily basis.

So before you judge and try to "help", shut the fuck up, sit back and actually see how you can really help. Assess the situation and make them feel better about themselves. Don't make them feel ashamed.

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I love you..

Too bad I don't love myself

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I'm never going to be anyone's first choice

Everyone always chooses something or someone else over me

They'll even choose death over me...

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Reblog if it is alright if I come to your blog and anonymously confess something to you.

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Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone of any nationality and ethnicity.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone in the LGBTQ+ community.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone with a disability or disorder.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone who has experienced or is experiencing trauma.

Reblog if your page is a safe space.

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These are damn difficult times for all of us but please don’t be a criminal, don’t give us ignorance. Educate yourself on everything that’s happening and advocate for human rights.

YOU ARE NOT SOLELY THE REGION WHERE YOU LIVE. YOU ARE ONE OF US. YOU ARE A CITIZEN OF THE WORLD.

source. scvforchange on instagram

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