mooneyandsuney
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 1 year ago
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23/08 | 2:42 wita
I refuse to heal
I refuse to feel
I refuse to settle down for less
I can't trust you. I hurt my self by not trusting you.
Sorry Kim, I love you but.. I don't need a man who doesn't know himself I don't need a man who can easily throw away his life I don't need a man who can't be better and proved me wrong to not believe in him so that'll makes me wanted him more than i ever had.
Kim, I don't do this cheapy dramas about girls, and alcohols thingy.. I'm not 18 (bcs when I was 18 I also didn't take those kind of dramas) It's not me pushing you away, it's me wanting you to know yourself because I need that so that I know if I can trust you again or not.
Just let me know when you're finish playing around.. And if you do, just don't say it and also stop saying I love you (i'm sick of guys who tells a lot of those words but they're act the other way around) instead, just prove it (not to me directly) but by doing an improvement to your life.
You know what? I thought you're different..
Well, you are.. but eventually, you're not different enough. For now.
-August, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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18/07 | 6:32
My head is in a dark cloud.
Itā€™s been so hard for me being here. Far from you, far from my sisters, far from ayah apalagi bunda.
No one hug me now, kim. Here.
This whole long distance relationship is tiring. Besides, I donā€™t think that my hands are a good hands in handling relationship.
I guess, Iā€™m just tired.
Let me rest. Let us rest. But also, Letā€™s not get distracted, and still be focus on what weā€™re doing. Okay?
I think itā€™s just me, homesick, and lonely in someoneā€™s island.
You know I love you, Always have, always will šŸ’™
šŸŒž - July, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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17/07 | 13.23
Pain Is inevitable, yet suffering is a choice.
šŸŒ - July, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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17/07 | 03.03
ā€œThe Break Upā€
You asked for it today, you asked hard. You insisted. You forced, you pushed, and you bent. You tried so hard today.
Iā€™m not going anywhere, iā€™m staying and there is nothing moving me anywhere else besides here. Iā€™m writing here with feelings, anger is here next to me. Kinda reminds me of writing in see you letter game.
Iā€™m writing here because youā€™re not listening, youā€™re just pushing. Just the reason you created see you letter game. So when you reed this, this is what i was trying to say; i just want to stay, because i love you, because itā€™s better than leaving, because it turns me into a better man, because it helps me, because i grow, because i want you to see, because you are Her, because you love me, because you matter, because you deserve me, because i want to, because youā€™re the ONE i want, because you the daughter of Jack Purwa, because you work hard, because God loves you, because you have your sisters, because youā€™re smart, because you have those eyes, because you helped me, because you were an abang-abang, because of your friends, because you love my mother, because of youā€™re mindā€¦. I can keep at this all night, because itā€™s you.
If you really want to know the real reason,
I donā€™t know.
I canā€™t leave. ā€œOnce iā€™m in, i can never get outā€ -you. Thatā€™s what i signed up for.
šŸŒ- July, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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11/07 | 04.14
G
ā€œGo ahead, write, or not at allā€
J
ā€œOkayā€
ā€œI just wanted to call to avoid any miss communications that might make the message un clear.ā€
ā€œI apologize gor the inconvenience i caused, youā€™re rightā€¦ iā€™m being paranoidā€¦
Even thought i thought i wasnt, since i was calm but just had grudge that was tickling.ā€
G
ā€œIā€™ll ask you once againā€
ā€œShould I ask him to talk to you so that you could believe me?ā€
J
ā€œNo need Kimā€
ā€œIā€™m a fool for you, but yo probably already know that from me; taking college, fixing my carrer, saving up my money, initiating in projects, trying to find every single way to get back to youā€
ā€œAnd i thankyou, for once me being a fool made more people happier than everā€
ā€œIā€™m here for you, as simple as that.ā€
ā€œI mean it when i say [let me know however i could help]ā€
ā€œYou could let me know, and iā€™ll definitely try and manageā€¦
Atleast i would have a heads up, and try to prepare things that i could to help you outā€
ā€œEven if itā€™s leaving you alone and letting you have some good personal timeā€
ā€œYou know me better than i doā€
ā€œYou know my potencial, you know what i can do, You know how to control meā€¦ā€
ā€œHave i ever been annoyed when you use your strings on me?ā€
ā€œIā€™m here to grow together. If your fertilizer is personal time, and iā€™m starting to take too much of it,
You know you can easily warn me..ā€
ā€œand thatā€™s not being this[selfish bitch], because youā€™re never like that to meā€
ā€œNothing but grace, care, and appreciation has always been coming from youā€¦ā€
ā€œYou know iā€™d do anything for you to be provided with what you needā€
ā€œThen try being honest, try suffocating me with challenges and demand, i always say ā€œask me anything, anything at allā€ still remember the old days when you try and ask me questionsā€
ā€œAnything at all Kimā€
ā€œAnd you might not want me in that plan, but yeah. You can use meā€
ā€œBut I can be your tool, i can be anything you want, just letting you know iā€™m hereā€
ā€œBeen helping you since you hated even a single drop of help from meā€
ā€œYou have it all Kim, You can do whatever you want in the end, iā€™m just here trying to help at the very least give you a genuine smile on your faceā€
ā€œGive you a hand, thatā€™s always at your disposalā€
ā€œLike what you said earlier today, ā€œgive an impactā€ā€
ā€œNow iā€™m confused because from your explanation, all of the things youā€™ve appreciate me doing seems to be something i did wrongā€
ā€œAll of those thankyous and baby!!! And awwwsā€
ā€œI donā€™t know which actually indicate that iā€™m not ruining thingsā€
ā€œI know i can be dumb at times but i always try to be aware of your condition and not bother youā€
G
ā€œSince mxgp aku blm pernah lho kim gak ketemu org dan gak kontakan sm org at least 3 hariā€
J
ā€œAda aku rungsingin kamu?ā€
ā€œYeah i didnt, because you used your strings and it actually helped made things better. You keep warning me that your busy, you give me pointers that help me avoid being dumbā€
ā€œAnd i know how easy you did that, ā€œi can make any guy say yes to meā€ā€
ā€œAnd you did, you made me try to occupy my self, you made fight to fill in the time that you cant give to me, you made me to this jason. The guy that turns out to be better than all the past jasonsā€
ā€œIs that really being selfish when i get things done and still can satisfy my girlfriendā€
ā€œThatā€™s me Kim, ā€œjust the guy i wantā€ -my princessā€
ā€œJust wanna be ā€œthe guy you wantā€ā€
šŸŒ-July, 2023 11/07 | 04.14
G
ā€œGo ahead, write, or not at allā€
J
ā€œOkayā€
ā€œI just wanted to call to avoid any miss communications that might make the message un clear.ā€
ā€œI apologize gor the inconvenience i caused, youā€™re rightā€¦ iā€™m being paranoidā€¦
Even thought i thought i wasnt, since i was calm but just had grudge that was tickling.ā€
G
ā€œIā€™ll ask you once againā€
ā€œShould I ask him to talk to you so that you could believe me?ā€
J
ā€œNo need Kimā€
ā€œIā€™m a fool for you, but yo probably already know that from me; taking college, fixing my carrer, saving up my money, initiating in projects, trying to find every single way to get back to youā€
ā€œAnd i thankyou, for once me being a fool made more people happier than everā€
ā€œIā€™m here for you, as simple as that.ā€
ā€œI mean it when i say [let me know however i could help]ā€
ā€œYou could let me know, and iā€™ll definitely try and manageā€¦
Atleast i would have a heads up, and try to prepare things that i could to help you outā€
ā€œEven if itā€™s leaving you alone and letting you have some good personal timeā€
ā€œYou know me better than i doā€
ā€œYou know my potencial, you know what i can do, You know how to control meā€¦ā€
ā€œHave i ever been annoyed when you use your strings on me?ā€
ā€œIā€™m here to grow together. If your fertilizer is personal time, and iā€™m starting to take too much of it,
You know you can easily warn me..ā€
ā€œand thatā€™s not being this[selfish bitch], because youā€™re never like that to meā€
ā€œNothing but grace, care, and appreciation has always been coming from youā€¦ā€
ā€œYou know iā€™d do anything for you to be provided with what you needā€
ā€œThen try being honest, try suffocating me with challenges and demand, i always say ā€œask me anything, anything at allā€ still remember the old days when you try and ask me questionsā€
ā€œAnything at all Kimā€
ā€œAnd you might not want me in that plan, but yeah. You can use meā€
ā€œBut I can be your tool, i can be anything you want, just letting you know iā€™m hereā€
ā€œBeen helping you since you hated even a single drop of help from meā€
ā€œYou have it all Kim, You can do whatever you want in the end, iā€™m just here trying to help at the very least give you a genuine smile on your faceā€
ā€œGive you a hand, thatā€™s always at your disposalā€
ā€œLike what you said earlier today, ā€œgive an impactā€ā€
ā€œNow iā€™m confused because from your explanation, all of the things youā€™ve appreciate me doing seems to be something i did wrongā€
ā€œAll of those thankyous and baby!!! And awwwsā€
ā€œI donā€™t know which actually indicate that iā€™m not ruining thingsā€
ā€œI know i can be dumb at times but i always try to be aware of your condition and not bother youā€
G
ā€œSince mxgp aku blm pernah lho kim gak ketemu org dan gak kontakan sm org at least 3 hariā€
J
ā€œAda aku rungsingin kamu?ā€
ā€œYeah i didnt, because you used your strings and it actually helped made things better. You keep warning me that your busy, you give me pointers that help me avoid being dumbā€
ā€œAnd i know how easy you did that, ā€œi can make any guy say yes to meā€ā€
ā€œAnd you did, you made me try to occupy my self, you made fight to fill in the time that you cant give to me, you made me to this jason. The guy that turns out to be better than all the past jasonsā€
ā€œIs that really being selfish when i get things done and still can satisfy my girlfriendā€
ā€œThatā€™s me Kim, ā€œjust the guy i wantā€ -my princessā€
ā€œJust wanna be ā€œthe guy you wantā€ā€
šŸŒ-July, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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19/04 | 04:32
God bless ā€œHerā€
Bless Her with all the grace in the world
Bless Her with all the things She has ever dreamed of
Bless Her with health
Bless Her with knowledge
Bless Her with experience
Bless Her with all Her needs
Bless Her with opportunities
Bless Her in Her work
Bless Her in fortune
Bless Her in misfortune
Bless Her in Love
Bless Her in Her relationships
Bless Her in the future
Bless Her in the present
Bless Her for Her Past
Bless Her for every hard work she does
Bless Her for the amazing things Sheā€™s done
Bless Her for existing
Bless Her for Her patience
Bless Her and Her family
Bless Her with everything She deserves
And please put me in that list, that list of what She deserves. That list of all the best things for Her. Iā€™d die for the opportunity to be part of it.
šŸŒ - April, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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I know iā€™m gonna Marry You,
Now i know, i know for sure. Unlike no other.
Thatā€™s all i want. The chance, the chance to see you with me in the future. This is no challenge, yet a voucher. One as long as i keep and preserve.
Iā€™m sorry i broke this one, and i owe you a better one. A new life with all the things that you ever wanted. Thank you for the chance to repay you.
šŸŒ - April, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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01/03 | 20.39
Just wanted to talk to you via writing, feel like i need it also because feeling a neumonic feeling, even though itā€™s different from how it was.
Relating to my old self, that guy you thought would tangle your tongue between his teeth. I kinda feel like him again, to be honest. Even though i feel more comfortable of being vulnerable around you and to you nowadays.
Be prepared, your babyā€™s bout to get a bit whiny.. (hehe)
Also hope this can entertain you since (iā€™m writing this with a mood of going out on a date with you or maybe see you letter game vibes)
I feel like him(younger me), i feel less than you, unable to obtain, contact, catch up, maybe even deserve. Honestly doubt towards my self has been growing, maybe i donā€™t communicate it enough(my bad) but yeah itā€™s been growing, that worthless feeling i felt back then.. itā€™s back. Wouldnā€™t hurt to catch with old friends(feelings) i guess (hehe)
This feeling it drives me and i know it, maybe even itā€™s part of your plan for us. Not surprised if it is (you are that smart)
Currently feeling this makes me happy and sad at the same time. Usually it just drowns me in doubt and sadness and just creates the self victimizing jason youā€™ve met before. But yeah, kinda makes me glad because it reminds me just how far that doubt brought me and just how much youā€™ve convince me of my self.
Truth about my answers for youā€™re ā€œpernah kepikiran ga waktu awal sama aku?ā€ questions, is that ā€œnoā€ iā€™ve never thought iā€™d develop this far especially with you involved. Iā€™ve never thought iā€™d find Her, was optimistic, yes, but not realistically. (Wkwkwk)
And now itā€™s back, but iā€™m not gonna forget the parts we built together, the parts i actually ā€œdid itā€ i made it Kim! I grew, became better! Just like what you saidā€¦ :)
And of course i wouldnā€™t forget the mistakes that brought me here, the valuable lessons iā€™ve learned and youā€™ve so amazing understood. Thatā€™s part of why iā€™m sure youā€™re Her, no one in their right mind would try to understand me until this far. Iā€™m aware iā€™m a lot o handle and god iā€™d do a bruno for you(grenade)
Honestly i know just how grim and messed up iā€™d be if it wasnā€™t for you. The things you did. How you did it. God i am addicted.
Iā€™d go fucking crazy without you.
(Walau sudah)wkkwkw
Iā€™m sure i wanna marry you, (younger me) just doubts if i could or not. Iā€™m belive that youā€™re Her, but turns out having that concept for years, i never developed the mind set that i deserve Her or not.
You(Her) are just so perfect, turning me on my self since the desire to fucking be the best for You(Her) is fucking killing me. But thank God iā€™m not dead already. I get a chance to be with You(Her) the one thing i want most in life. My Holy Grail. Literally nothing is able to stop me from getting it, a true paradox in my life. Needing and wanting while also doubting.
*just scrolled up this text, you probably donā€™t know when you have the time to read this (wkwkwkk)
I wanā€™t to be with you, with all the risks and the challenges. I am truly aware of, God i pray for all the determination in the world to let me deserve Her, truly deserve Her.
Melody, Sis, Keep Her self safe for me. Need your hands on this one, i did it sis! I found her, just have to figure out how to take care of her the rest of my life. I told you sheā€™s real, we both believed in that huh.. sheā€™s there, maybe give her a hand if she needs it *sheā€™s got a thing for independence so donā€™t over due it. Iā€™m sure you understand. Sheā€™s a keeper isnā€™t she? She did it all Sis! All i believe you would. Kinda scared though, your brother thinks heā€™s still not enough for her. I Could use a hand in this.. iā€™m serious! You know sheā€™s the one too right?!
I wish You were here.
Youā€™d probably know what to do, i just had to take you place huh? Could it be the both of us? I miss youā€¦ i really need your hand, i need a hug.. not many are hugging me nowadays, they expect the strong me the best of me. I need you. Iā€™m sorry for being silent for quite some time. I want to come see you ASAP i think i could really use that. Itā€™s hard, i could use some pointers from you. Sheā€™s the closest thing to you, and now sheā€™s out there far from me, guard her for me.. pleaseā€¦
Iā€™ll come for you Kim, just like ā€œsee you letter gameā€ iā€™ll be back for you, iā€™m yours, all of me. You showed me i could, then i will.
I miss you Galliley Cikal Ayu Caraka and i love you. Just as much as i love my self turns out.
šŸŒ - March, 2023
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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7/12 | 18:20
ā€œBe the best and get all the best on earthā€
All;
- used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing.
All = Whole Quantity,
Youā€™re not my whole world Kim, i still got my family, my Mom, my nephews, my job. With the extent of you, a task God brought upon me.
Remember ā€œbe the best and get all the bestā€ to me, is to have an amazing life above this boring activity we all call ā€œlivingā€.
- Mustang
- An amazing garage
- My dream automotive collection
- A ā€œfuck youā€ amount of income
- Doing cool things related to sex
- Being a high powered man
- Having an amazing body
- Becoming one of the coolest uncle
- Having 0 issues financially
- And moreā€¦
All of that is way to hard to achieve by my self, more so with someone incompetent. I need competence, if you are competent. Then you can do anything that you can think of. Including deserving me.
Competence is beauty.
Competence;
- The ability to do something succesfully or efficiently.
[Amsal 31:30] ā€”
ā€œKemolekan adalah bohong dan kecantikan adalah sia-sia, tetapi isteri yang takut akan tuhan dipuji-puji.
Thatā€™s the partner i desire. A key to ā€œAllā€, a key to,
ā€œBe the best and get all the best on earthā€
šŸŒ - December, 2022
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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6/12 | 2:10
Here we go again,
Hello my insecurities! Lately youā€™re just running around in our relationship. Thank God my partner is him!
So he could help me with fighting you back. But, yeah I should admit that, Iā€™m still kinda feel worthless for him. I mean, yeah.. I know he did couple mistakes, but thatā€™s the thing! Because he did that, he make some astounding progress. He developed with a speed. God! It makes me scared. Either takut karena takut dinikahin, atau takut makin gak worth it buat jadi the woman besides him.
Kim.. I donā€™t know, I really donā€™t think that Iā€™m beautiful enough to be yours, to be your partner. Okay, I have my other value, but.. there must be tons of woman out there who has a brilliant mind with a very pretty face.
I mean like, you still got time to explore things and relationships, so that you really believe that I AM the one you want.
Kamu kan gatau kim nanti mungkin diluar sana ternyata ada cewe yang lebih mendekati with the idea ofĀ ā€˜herā€™ dibanding aku.. if youā€™re talking about the checklists that Iā€™ve checked, yaa siapa tau diluar sana ada yang sama-sama bisa check full kyk aku, tapi lebih cantik dari aku.
Honesly, itā€™s always hurt whenever those words came out of my mouth, because yes, I donā€™t want it, but objectively speaking, kalo ada cewe yang bener bisa menuhin semua ceklis itu tp jauh lebih cantik dari aku, ya aku juga suggest you to be with her..
I mean, look at me, and look at you. Everybody says that youā€™re looks like a prince since you were child, but me? Nah, I have this standard indonesian girlā€™s faces. Yes, I have a beautiful eyes, but the rest? They are so-so.
I just want you to be the best and get all the best on earth.
šŸŒž - December, 2022
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 2 years ago
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11/09
Sun shining, birds chirping, your voice in my ear.
You never fail to make things more beautiful then they are.
šŸŒ™ - september, 2022
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 3 years ago
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09/08 | 00:54
Kim, I'm so sorry for making you cry. Because I'm not strong enough to tell you in person because the pain from my past is still exist, apparantely.
I've told you that having a long distance relationship is quite hard for me. I don't know if you could understand how 'hard' that means, but for me.. It is THAT hard, baby..
Once I let my guard down, you guys are easily makes it hurt again.
I thought it's gonna be easier with you but hell, it's not.
I still that stubborn, selfish but wimpy bitch. I've told you once that I could treat my bf as my toy and food. When I say its mine, no one can touch it! But yeah, I guess you're a person.
Even tho I work my fingers to the bone, if you're the one who 'stupid' then I can do nothing, right? Like that 'Jogja Tragedy'
I know the simple logic that you guys has, and also, I understand how's the complicated logic and feeling that girls out there works. So, that's what makes me upset.
I've told you many times, "Girls can be crazy, if you let them to", with you, still responding her more than once, she'll take it as a 'yes' but in a cool way. Makanya kenapa tmn km kemarin blg kamu jual mahal.
Kalo mau nolak, sekali aja. tapi teges. jangan tanggepin lagi.
I'm not talking about the 'PAP' kim, it's you making a grey territory. Kalo menurut km gaada gunanya being nice to her, then don't. I've met a loooot of guy who treated me like that kok. Sedingin itu. Manner less? Oh, 100% dong. But after what he did, I don't even have a courage to even talk to him anymore, unless I have like very very important thing to say.
Kan kalo dari cerita kamu, dia insist berulang kali, dan kamu masih nanggepin. Bahkan kamu nengok, dengan dalih 'checking on her' itu tolol kim. Percaya sama aku, dia gak berpikir km beneran nolak itu, dia mikirnya km males aja, bukan km males sama dia. Apalagi dengan km nengok, dia bisa build up her logic (dengan data yg km blg bahwa dia cewe2 centil) dengan mikir 'tuh kan nengok, mau juga difoto kan lo'. Sounds crazy? Oh yes, we are kim. Aku yg bukan cewek 'gitu' aja pernah ada kok di posisi itu, apalagi yg emg karakternya kyk gitu.
But baby, please... please... make it clear...
Just tell me, how you wanna be noticed there?
Such a good guy and humble to everyone? Or a cool man but also humble? Or what?
What's your objective?
If you're already knew, then tell me..
So that I can prepare my feeling to get any information that related to those people that I dont know.
Kalo emang kamu mau humble, jd aku bisa spare jealousy aku, aku bisa gak usah marah kyk td, knowing you not refusing that hard to the girl.
I was mad at you because you've told me that you have zero interest of having a convo with a girl, and if it necessary, you'll be mean.
But it seems like you didn't brave enough to be mean to a girl. Is it bcs of manner? or collage reason? or what? I don't really understand.
Okay, let's simplify..
Gini deh, kamu bayangin aja kalo aku ada di posisi kamu gimana?
Kamu bete ga?
Jadi aku masuk ke sebuah instansi, aku udh blg ke kamu kalo "i'll be mean to guys yg menurut aku gak penting kim. kyknya juga aku gabakal banyak ngobrol dan ngerespon mereka deh. cewe2 aja paling cuman segelintir yg jadi tmn aku"
Lalu pas acaranya, aku lagi duduk santai, dan ada cowo yg emg caper dan dia ngajak foto,
Nah, ada 2 pilihan nih;
aku nolak di ajakan pertama, pas dia rewel ajak kedua kali, aku sengaja ignore him and just play with my phone
aku nolak, blg males, lalu dia insist, aku jawab lagi dengan jawaban sama, lalu dia maksa dan sengaja foto aku diem2, terus aku noleh ke arah dia, yg ternyata dia foto
Aku gasuka. Tapi, in your point of view.. kalo kamu jadi orang ketiga yg ngeliat perlakuan aku ke cowo itu, akan lebih terlihat mana yg bener-bener penolakan?
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 3 years ago
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09/12 | 04:52
ā€œThe more chances you give a man,
the less he values you. Because if he
valued you, he wouldn't risk losing his
one chance.ā€
This whole paragraph played with my pride.
First things first i agree with the stupidity of men.. Also me my self as a man..
Yes weā€™re risk takers, some more than others, and some less..
But most of us are just cowards with a huge pride, and now i know how annoying that could beā€¦ yet if we get rid of the cowardness fully, we become bad people, with no compassion whatsoeverā€¦
Cowardness here i believe is sense to indicate that what weā€™re doing might be something too risky or might endanger us..
As men, we need to control it, use it as an indicator.. never let it be the decision maker, because two things can happenā€¦
Fear of the situation / Fear of losing pride
Two situations i find we men have difficulty in figuring out.. for one Point triggers instincts and the other triggers emotions, and those two things should work together but not to be codependent of each other..
Otherwise, youā€™ll be too sensitive and react too responsively without actually detecting with your instincts rather or not it is actually endangering.. and thatā€™s why men make decisions in a wimpā€¦
Yet i canā€™t blame them(including me), weā€™ve lived life feeling like weā€™re the ones to run the world yet itā€™ll all be nothing without women.
Womenā€™s value is within them, not defined by howmany chances you give a man..
For my mother has given me chances more than i can ever deserve. I have never looked at her differently.. and that those not meen i can mess things up whenever i wantā€¦ with the knowledge that sheā€™d always give me a chance..
If what mother taught me was wrong, she loved me.. she has her best interest for her son.. and any mother would do the same for her sonā€¦ but sheā€™d never think that her value would decrease for it isnā€™t a value(satuan), it canā€™t be called upon a quantity
I believe Someones worth never decrease or increase, but develops, to the best form for your character.. if it is defined just by amount of chances you give someoneā€¦
Thatā€™s like youā€™re putting your life in their hands, and in this case.. stupid menā€¦
Women are more than the average human(men) you have your selfs and that we men donā€™t have. Writing this will hurt my pride, but i have to be honest. Men will never be anything, and will never be worth anything if he did not value his woman.
For a man may make mistakes, but those that donā€™t value their woman donā€™t value them selfs.
Kim, this is me.. Iā€™m young, forgive me for being born in 2002 for i would love to be born earlier so that maybe, you wouldnā€™t have to go through this.
For i have learned that if I donā€™t value you, that means I donā€™t value my self.. i hate to learn and realize this in the middle of our relationship.. maybe it wouldā€™ve been easier if i had realized it earlierā€¦
I have miss valued my self that day that i doubt my self that i am the best.. and just operated out of doubt and fearā€¦
i spent some time reading the bible..
Thatā€™s where this is coming fromā€¦ needed some talking with my Almighty ā€œDadā€ :D
I have learned my self awareness of my own value will effect the way i perceive your value. But please know that you giving me chances isnā€™t changing a thing of your value as long as i fix my own self value everytime risk losing my chance..
I lied to you, and kept it.. not valuing my self that Iā€™d be lying to my self when Iā€™m keeping it from youā€¦ destroying you will destroy my self..
Efesus 5:28
ā€œDemikian juga suami harus mengasihi isterinya sama seperti tubuhnya sendiri: Siapa yang mengasihi isterinya mengasihi dirinya sendiri.ā€
(King James Version)
ā€œSo ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.ā€
Surprisingly loving a woman kinda defines rather a man loves himself or not.. for that i thankyou, i really appreciate that you are here.. giving me a chance to love ā€œmy selfā€
P. S. Sorry about the husband and wife bible verse, they didnā€™t have boyfriend and girlfriend in that time..šŸ˜…
šŸŒ™ - Dec, 2021
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 4 years ago
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Iā€™m blessed
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šŸŒž - July, 2021
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mooneyandsuney Ā· 4 years ago
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24/05 | 03:22
Hold my hand,
keep me close,
interlock our eyes,
and come walk through all of it with me...
šŸŒ™ - May, 2021
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