monokikyuizu
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Despite all expectations, I am here . I call myself MONOKI KYUIZU. I have severe depression and some other mental hurdles. For nearly most of my life, I have been isolated on the internet . Never in my entire life have I posted my art online. I've also never had a social media account like this . I wanna be able to do commissions, but I'm too nervous. I hope I can get along with everyone and make something of myself .
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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If this gets enough support, I will draw 100 drawings in 1 week.
I am not joking. Perhaps, they won't all be finished drawings, but I will post 100 drawings within a week, so that everyone will be able to get a grasp on my characters and some of my story.
I will do it with enough motivation. If not exactly 100, itll be close to 100.
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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Spicy ramen
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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I'm so stupidly happy . I finally made the final design for Nanami . She's everything I could've ever wished for
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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The Parasite King
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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maybe I'll do something today related to my stories if I can muster up the will to do it
it's really hard to do simple things with all of these problems
I don't know if it's okay to say any of this I don't want it to annoy anyone or for anyone to think I'm trying to hurt anyone I'm really worried about that
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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Sorry that I haven't posted anything for a while. I'm dealing with severe anxiety.
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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Here's some old concept art for one of my story characters . Is anyone here interested in hearing more?
Her name is Clover, but her real name is Nanami .
She's the main character. During one of the arcs, she gets manipulated and becomes one of the antagonists . There's a little more to it than that, but I'm not sure if anyone's interested in my story stuff. The concept isn't final, anyways
I had a friend who worked on this story with me . This version of her was created from an inside joke, bearing the name "S. Limit" , or her full name, "Solitary Limit" . We used to use a watch party app to study named Tutturu . If you didn't have a subscription to their service, the room would shut down and be put in a state called "Solitary Limit" which timed you out for about 30 minutes. We used the app alot, so it became an inside joke "oh no, Solitary Limit" .
That's about it . Enjoy the concept art .
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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Good morning everyone . I went to bed . If you see this message, please check out my the post with my first art .
For context of future illustrations, I've been writing a story for 6 years. I have several characters I've worked on and a bunch of world-building to share . Most of my illustrations will reflect this . I hope I can share more in the future .
Here is a sketch I never finished of Akemi, Homura from Puella Magi Madoka Magica .
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monokikyuizu · 1 year ago
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Am I getting through? Do my words pierce the heaven?
It's scary to step out of comfort zones. I'm worried I'll be unheard. I want people to be able to notice me and my art. I've never posted my art online before.
All of my current illustrations are just unfinished sketches I did in a couple hours . Some shorter than that, some longer, but I never work on a piece for more than 5 hours because of demotivation .
I'll post something simple because I'm still nervous.
Here it is, my first ever online art I've posted !
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