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The kiss and its prelude.

2020

Zhang Yidan (instagram)

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art

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Feeling very small today/reading/drinking tea/ mind wandering/ listening to peaceful music

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U ever get really lonely? Like on a bigger, depersonalised kind of scale? Like I really miss just BEING with someone, being emotionally intimate with them, telling them everything, sharing all the little bits of my life with them. It’s such an engulfing feeling, it makes you think huh, I’d give anything to have that back. And then what tends to happen is you jump head first into situations that are okay or bad or I’ll fitting, with people you don’t line up with, and you end up just as unhappy as when you are alone, but after that ends you have to start healing by yourself again back at square one. I’m so TIRED of this, I just want to find my person, be mentally and emotionally stable enough to be able to put my best foot forward, have us bring out the best in each other, and that’s it. Is it too much to want someone who wholeheartedly loves me and is good for me !!! Dude my heart is SO DAMN SORE !

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queen of getting her hopes up

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ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

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me: *turns off phone*

me: ..i have disconnected from technology..!..i am one with the earth plants trees..birds…modern civilization is just corporate control…look at the stars look how they shine for you 

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Lana Del Rey photographed by Glynis Selina Arban for Complex Magazine, 2011.

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at Store Elmue, Storstrom, Denmark https://www.instagram.com/p/Bl7vGhGAZS-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m60wzr36qpre

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Allotments - David Inshaw

1988