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La Felicità

[foto Luigi Ghirri - Modena 1971]

(come un pezzetto di carta stropicciata dal tempo, che resiste)

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Berlin, 3rd year on

I don't know why I haven't been documenting it all here...All of the shenaningans, it has all seemed like a kind of movie...

Adventurous, maybe too adventurous at times.

I wanna write about W.

W is the kind of guy I could really fall for, we finally met last night after a week apart (which is hilarious, since we've only met two weeks ago). The bickering, the playful banter, the contract, the "get a room" vibe that lasted all evening got me so fucking high. I came home extremely turned on but also so high on the W drug. It's very dangerous and I know it, but I also like this feeling so much. It sort of reminds me when I met C-ijn for the first time. I haven't felt anything like that since.

I hate that after one week only you've pulled back, I hate that now I sort of feel insecure and cautious with you. I don't like how I'm always waiting for your messages, how I feed on your compliments and the way you look at me, makes me look away sometimes for how intense it is. I hate that after last night I completely forgot about M, who is a sweet sweet boy who would actually be there for me.

It's true that the first week I wasn't thinking about what could this be but just really living it but it's not true that I'm not overthinking this now, I am. I am afraid that you will hurt me, I am afraid that I will get attached and want more (just like with Sim last year...even tho he gave me breadcrumbs). I know that you like my openness, and our emotional connection, and how sweet I am and how annoying and sweet we are together.

I want reciprocity and I won't settle for less.

But can I enjoy this and have no expectations? We'll see (But knowing myself probably not)

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Love this!

JASON WU Spring/Summer RTW 2023 (part 1) if you want to support this blog consider donating to: ko-fi.com/fashionrunways

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My crush

jeremy allen white

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like, c’mon, we all know childhood was about learning to be tough and the rest of our lives should be about learning to be kind.

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A baby green tree python made its way into Dr Anne Fawcett’s hair and acted like an impromptu hair tie

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I have but one little dream: to eat one of every type of pastry in the world.

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Mugler Spring 1998 Couture

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Full On Residence, Whistler BC by Redhouse Design

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Picnic by Serhiy Ripka, 1970s

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Still-Life by Illya Shtilman, 1966

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I adore this!

Guy Laroche - Spring 1992 RTW