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Today I had my blood drawn for my testosterone level check up I didn't think I had a thing for having my blood being drawn? But here I am watching this nurse work his magic and watching the blood collect like a weirdo I swear I was trying to be normal and even I was confused why I was so morbidly curious this time collecting blood work idk I don't think it was him? the way he did it was cool as fuck though and ofc it had to be the arm that was awkward for the nurse to prick since my non dominant arm is all marked up with old scars and I didn't want to alarm yet another nurse and see that kinda pity on their face but oof another nurse was feeling it too I think and was like ???

I dipped the fuck out so quick it was awkward like I hope it wasnt obvious at least I wasnt trying to be a creep about losing blood I didn't think that was a thing for me at all-

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uncensored on deviantart & twitter - wip for a friend’s zine !!

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you look good with blood on you what are your pronouns

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Campaign Button (2004) by John Waters

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Everyone loves forcemasc dumbification but I need the opposite SO BAD

Academic validation forcemasc. Telling him how smart he is. Lending him old, queer books with underlined passages about the beauty in his masculinity, in loving men as he does. Take advantage of his need for knowledge, for validation. Give him the information he never knew he needed and praise him when he starts to internalize these ideas. Bring him to write his own experiences and compare him to those poets he reads so much.

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Has no one considered incubus forcemasc or what.

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Mentioned this in passing the other day but there’s a half formed story in my head about a goddess who forcemascs her followers and I can’t stop thinking about it.

Taking a girl who’s quiet and hurting and visibly uncomfortable in her skin and calling her into Her service. It’s overwhelming being in a goddess’s presence, let alone having Her attention focused on her. It feels euphoric. She holds her face in Her hands and tells her She knows what that feeling in her chest is and She can help. You’ll have to give your old life up, completely, but things will be so much better with Her. All you have to do is serve as Her knight, and you can be Hers and feel this way forever.

Becoming a man is just a symbol of his devotion. It’s an expression of how thoroughly he is Hers. He kneels before Her and kisses Her feet and trembles when She deigns to caress his face. His body is a gift from Her. She uses it as She likes.

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buzzcut forcemasc is all fine and good but what about metalhead forcemasc. maybe you’ve had long hair all your life, maybe you haven’t, but then you meet a guy who teaches you how to grow it out. how to take care of it. he shows you how to talk loud and headbang and take up space, and when your hair is all grown out he runs his hands through it and drags you by the roots to stand tall in front of a mirror. this is who you are. doesn’t it feel good?

partially inspired by this post

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its rlly funny that the current crop of content for forcemasc is either inspiring but rather erotically void motivational posters, or just saying "be gross and disgusting and violent" like thats what men are supposed to be.

the real sensual appeal of forcemasc, to me, is someone grabbing you by the hair, looking you in the eyes, and saying "I know what you are. And I'm going to drag it out of you. And you're going to love every second of it."

it's having someone not only affirm your internal view of yourself, but demanding it be brought to fruition at their hands. Someone who's completely uninterested in the girl-shaped shell you've been living inside of, and wants to extricate you, raw and wanting, from inside of it. They want to mold you like clay in the image of a strong, confident, beast that knows how to obey.

it's having your body examined and sized up, being praised for how far you've come and getting punished for backsliding. it's getting called a 'good boy' every time you take your shot straight-faced. it's tussling in the backyard and getting that little smile when you stand back up instead of tapping out. it's building your tolerance, your confidence, layer by layer until that shy, scared little girl inside of you that people forced you to be is gone, and all that remains is a very, very good boy.

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Transition but instead of starting HRT I just shed my skin like a cicada and have crazy bug sex and die in a week

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You're so silly. You don't have tits. That's your chest. That isn't a pussy between your legs. That's your tdick and front hole. Stop pretending. It's obvious you're not a woman. Stop running and embrace your true manhood.

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knotted tdick... if u even care....

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Angels paint their toes with the intention of being worshipped

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How long should I wear these before selling them? 3 days? 3 weeks? Help me decide aaaa 🫣

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