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[mollyrulz9999]

It's about that time again

I don't have as many major things going on in life as much as it is a bunch of small things. I hope that tonight I'll get to use the time I have to get feelings off my chest or reflect on how I am as a person since my last post.

Since I last posted, I have visited a therapist due to the depression I've had since doing my treatment. I was feeling emotionally blank to a lot of people and didn't have any motivation to do anything I enjoy. I didn't really feel any improvement in myself as a person as a result of the therapy sessions. It turns out however a lot of the down feelings I had last year were a result of my low testosterone levels, and after applying some testosterone cream I was feeling much better. I was relying on my dose for a couple of months to get me back on track, but I was starting to feel the effects wear off over time. After my last appointment at the hospital, they said the reason this happens is because the body needs new ways of having the effects take hold. This is where they mentioned I can take needles a few times a week in between cream applications to switch it all up. After asking how long it is going to go for they said it would be a permanent thing I would have to do to keep the testosterone levels up. I don't have the money to pay for all that stuff just yet, plus I was interested in seeing how things went without the cream to see if it's worth not doing it. Next week, I will know for sure what the results will be. For now though, I do honestly feel some of the depressive symptoms from last year slowly creeping back in. I'm not sure how it's going to go when the results come in, but I hope there's a way to live without the high testosterone levels.

I've been starting to have thoughts about my sexuality as well, possibly as a result of the lack of testosterone. I guess I still consider myself homoromantic in some way, but in terms of sexual attraction towards anyone irl, it's plummeted. I feel like I may be riding in and out between asexual and possibly demisexual, but I'm so confused about myself with that stuff that I can't get a solid footing on how I actually feel about myself just yet. At this stage I'm starting to give up on labels to identify with and just be myself without any label to restrict myself while I find out what I want.

I've been attempting to find a job, but it's been as tough as ever. I'm at least able to get pocket money from my parents, but that's *barely* enough to get by. All my friends have either moved out of their parent's houses, are in a committed relationship, have jobs or a combination of the three. Not all of that stuff means sunshine and rainbows exactly but it shows they've been able to sort their lives out well, whereas I've either been too busy procrastinating, being poor, anxious and/or depressed to do anything. I told myself 6 years ago I didn't want to be in the same place I am today, but here I am. I'm sure there'll be a time in tbe future where at least one thing happens that changes up my chances, but it's not going to come quickly.

At least I have some good stuff to share. I was able to finish school last year with a diploma in visual arts. On top of that I've been on a trip to Melbourne with a great friend of mine in October and have been working to build up a series of LAN gaming events here in Hobart, which I hope gain traction soon. I've also been trying to do more walking lately, which has been good. I've lost a few kilos so far. Just need to keep at it till I reach my goal.

That's all I can think of right now. If I can think of anything else within 24 hours I'll edit this with additional stuff.

[mollyrulz9999]

Guess it's time to check in again

Here comes yet another long post. If you don't want to hear about cancer and depression, probably scroll past this one. From the last time I posted, a fair amount has happened. May as well address the cancer I talked about in the last post. I'm out of it now! Just need to do check-ups once every so often, but I'm confident it'll stay gone. The chemotherapy was shit, and I wouldn't wish an experience on anyone. I had to go in Monday-Friday for 2 weeks, then one Monday after it. I repeated it again before finishing it up. Every monday-friday I had was rocky and tough to cope with. In the first week, they tried putting a canula (I think that's how it's spelt, idk) in my veins, but because they were so deep it was tough for them to get it in a spot that wasn't causing massive pain. They ended up settling for a tube that stayed in my arm, which made its way up my neck and ended up right above my heart. I had to wear a patch that I was allergic to cause that's what held it best. There was a 'lot' of vomiting, lack of eating and nearly passing out once or twice. It got to the point where I started having anxiety just from being in the hospital, because you psychologically associate the place with all the shit they put you through (the flushes at the start and end of each session in particular felt horrible. It was a cold watery feeling that goes right up your arm and the unnatural sensation I got from it made me want to vomit or get extremely nervous when it happens). The weeks where I only needed to be in for a Monday were great, except the Monday night of the first one. I reacted badly to what they put in me that day which resulted in feeling cold and shivering even after having 5 blankets on me in front of the fire. That was followed by nearly passing out at the dinner table after I thought I was okay again. Aside from that, I got to do a fair bit of traveling with mum and dad to take my mind off it all. The queezy feelings were still there, but I was appreciating the time I had off chemo days a lot more. When the second lot of chemo came around it was easier because the hard work from the doctors and nurses were already done, but I was gaining a lot of anxiety from being there. It got to a point where one day I had a horrible feeling hit me like a brick that made it feel hard to walk. I slowly made my way to the hospital with some water, but I couldn't make it up the stairs. Luckily the youth cancer co-ordinator saw me there and wheelchaired me up to the chemo ward. I ended up crying a heap because I felt so useless and unable to do something so basic like walk to an elevator. They put me in a room and gave me some tablets to calm me down, which worked really well. I ended up taking them regularly from then until the end of my chemo. Also during this time, I was able to visit my Tafe class for a day or two. Doing this was great, and it gave me a feeling of belonging with a group of people despite what's going on with me. There were a select few friends I talked to and they got to see and hear a lot of what's​ happened during this time. I value their kindness greatly, especially during that time, as well as the humour we made around it, which ended up being a great coping mechanism. This felt crucial when 85% of the time I was feeling incredibly down and unreceptive to almost everyone and everything around me. I also ended up losing my hair. I didn't expect it to feel so weird. Because my scalp has never been exposed to much sunlight since I grew hair on it as a baby, it made every bit of contact with anything feel really cold. Laying my head down on a pillow would bring it up and it feels like a cold sweat is on your head that doesn't exist. It was strange, but there's been a few photos taken to remember the experience. I ended up making calendars for some of the nurses at the hospital for putting up with me, which they very much appreciated. I ended up getting to the other side of it all though, and I'm able to get back into doing school and photography. The feeling was incredibly relieving, but the depression didn't quite leave yet. Everything with my ex, as well as some serious rising nihlistic thoughts were washing around in my head. I had no way to get rid of them. The worst part is they hit the most after I do something really fun. For example, I had a really good night out having dinner with friends, which was great fun, but on the way back home from it I get slapped in the chest with a wave of depression, and I didn't want to interact with anyone else that night. It's strange, but I hate that it happens. It's like my brain's actively trying not to let me have fun. Maybe there's a chemical unbalance in my endorphins? Who knows? I'm back Tafe again, but we have a new teacher this year. He's not very well suiter for the course, I'll say that much. Not his fault necessarily, but it's still something that should have been thought about. The rest of the class has gotten very passionate about getting someone else in to replace him, but I've been incredibly lazy in doing the course this year, so ultimately I find it tough to keep an opinion on something for long. That makes it tough when you're trying to gather claims to put forward to the Tafe co-ordinator. I dunno, maybe I'm losing my drive to learn too? Despite that though, I have a few photography projects in mind I want to pull off. While working on them, I also got myself a website and business cards. It's starting to get interesting in terms of building networks. The big hurdle to jump here though is that I'm normally VERY introverted, so networking is gonna be an issue for me. I hope I can find a way around it. Otherwise I may as well keep it a hobby. I'm also starting to finally see a therapist. I really needed it since the cancer, relationship feelings and Tafe hit me over the last few months. It turns out I had a lot of repressed experiences as a child that still cut deep to this day. I didn't even consciously know those experiences still affected me to this day. This explains a lot in regards to the depression I've had to hide from everyone and how intolerant or scared I feel towards certain personality types. I'm yet to dive deeper into what all that's about, but it should be interesting to see how it all goes. There's your long post for the next few months. See you again on here when there's more stuff to make a giant wall of text from.

[mollyrulz9999]

Oh shit

!!!!SADPOST HERE!!!! SCROLL PAST IF THAT SHIT ISN'T YOUR THING I guess it's at my saddest that I seem to remember this exists. It's provably for the best that I vent it all out somewhere, so I may as well make it here. Late last July, I broke up with my boyfriend. It was during the evening and it was all talked over calmy and mutually. We still remain good friends despite it, however as a result I obviously wasn't feeling the best that evening. The next morning on my way into school, I got a call from my doctor mentioning that I likely have testicular cancer. I spent the whole day not being able to focus on anything, and at one point had to walk out of class to get my emotions out in the bathroom before going through the rest of the day. Both these events happened within 24 hours of each other, and it made me feel absolutely hopeless. I went through surgery, and it all went well. The main part of the cancer is pretty much gone (next Wednesday I'll be confirming that) and I'm healing much quicker than anyone anticipated. For a while I was feeling a but gloomy, but felt hope that in time I'll end up feeling better. After a week or so, I was hoping to make preparations to see my ex for his birthday. I ran out of money, so I haven't been able to see him (that one's my fault, I'm admittedly horrible with budgeting), and resorted to buying him a game on Steam, which he appreciated. I also heard from him about a couple of friends he's planning on having a polyamorous relationship with drive up and make cake for him, maybe giving him some presents in person and doing whatever else I haven't been told about. From that point on, I started feeling really bad about myself, constantly crying into the pillow and feeling like shit because no matter how I could have spun it there was no way I could have done as much for him as my friends going up were doing. It made me feel like he shouldn't deserve someone like me, even if that may have not been the case. Sometikes those feelings get you, and you don't realize how it feels until you experience them yourself. The next day (yesterday) was my friend's birthday. Mistaking a joke for a serious statement, I ended up telling him how I felt about the idea of me being there at the same time as my friends, and how I'd be too emotionally unable to cope with the thought of them all doing stuff together while I would be in the guest room having to put up with whatever shitty thoughts would have been going through my head. This resulted in both of us feeling bad. It was a real challenge trying to hide the tears as I was going on a bus into town to see some other friends. The thoughts stayed in my head of how stupid and dickish I was to make a friend feel bad on their birthday, and again more thoughts on if he deserves to talk to someone as emotionally unstable as I've been over the past couple of days. Those constant depressing thoughts lurked around in my head the whole time, while trying to maintain a brave face around others when I met up with them. I've been able to get through it all so far, but the shitty feelings from the cancer and the breakup hit like a bus over the last few days. I feel the emotions are really taking a toll on me. I feel I've become more quiet and reserved than I normally am to some people, but to others that'll let me come out of my shell a bit more I haven't really changed all that much. It still doesn't stop the crying I'm doing every night over all the shit that's exploded out of me in one hit recently, and that'll probably continue to happen for a while, but it hasn't been 100% doom and gloom. I've at least had time to process thoughts regarding my future as a photographer, and I've come up with a couple of interesting ideas, which will take time to execute and perfect. TL;DR, I'm starting to understand the hard way how people who are constantly depressed feel

[mollyrulz9999]

Okay, time for me to post here again

So I’m here again with another little snapahot on where I am right now with things in life. It’s about time I did this again. I’ve been meaning to actually post stuff here, and now that I’ve gotten around to re-downloading the app, I can do that.

So, where am I at right now?

Well, in terms of what I’ve actually been doing, it’s been mostly stuff at Tafe. I’m doing a diploma in photography, and so far I’m staying on top of it, but I’m finding that not only does the work feel piled up on me, but the enthusiasm I had for doing photography is kind of leaving me. A reason I think this is happening is because I’m not out doing enough landscape work. A lot of our assignments are based around portrait work, which is something that I’ve got an idea on, but it’s not something I necessarily want to do. I need to break out of the portrait bubble more and do the photography I feel I’ve always enjoyed, which is landscape work. One day I’ll get around to it.

Relationship-wise, I forgot if I’ve mentioned it before, but I have had a boyfriend for 4 months now. I really hope nothing causes a break up between us because we not only get along so well, but we’re both as dedicated as each other to keep a good relationship going, which I don’t feel has ever happened with any previous relationship. It’s a good sign I think, and even though there’s some hurdles to jump before we get completely steady with ‘everything’ in the relationship, it feels different from the other relationships I’ve had (in a good way). We both want it to work out, and with time and dedication, I think it will.

The reason I’ve been up typing right now is because I can’t sleep. Over the past couple of months, I have had nights where I have been unable to sleep because my brain goes all existential on me. It really isn’t good of me to think about it and I wish I couldn’t, but it stays there, sometimes even in dreams. Music and meditation has helped to a degree (more so meditation) but sometimes even that doesn’t stop any shitty thoughts from coming into my head. It’s not helping me get through the day, and I’d love to see them gone.

Aside from that, not much has been happening in my life. Here’s some little tidbits of other things that have been happening: My parents are planning on taking me with them to New Zealand at the end of this year, which should be great. :D I’ve been spending more time at home than I probably should but valuing every time I do go out. Facebook and video games have been my #1 source of entertainment. I spend a lot more time talking to people online than I probably want to, because even sending one message feels like unnecessary effort. I think I’ve just gotten a NEET mentality and need to get out of it.

Anyway, that’s all for now. I saw before that I was gonna post some full on shit but it’s pretty much out if the way now. Thank fuck I didn’t type all if it out right after that last one. Anyways, I’ll be back on here again at some point, when I feel I have more to say. Might be next week, next month or even later this year. Who knows?

[mollyrulz9999]

Whoa hey, I just remembered I still have this account

I downloaded the Tumblr app again recently, but I never used it until just now. So, here I am! It's been a while since my last post, and since then I've been going through a few things (including friendship, relationship, financial and personal stuff), and normally, that stuff is what I would be going on about, but not until I make this post and cover an issue I'm feeling is making it difficult for me to talk about it. I've seen sites like Tumblr become quite large as social media websites. That's awesome that it's happening, and I hope it only gets better! But I like to treat it more as a personal blog; snapshot to show where I've been at certain points in my life. It has been very helpful to me in doing just that. Having said that, I have been getting the occasional follow from people over the months that I've been away from Tumblr who treat the site as a social network rather than a personal blog. This makes it difficult for me to feel comfortable about making these long, extended, personal posts without thinking they should come in short snippets and/or have some funny stuff put in there for good measure. Before I ramble on some more, I'm in no way saying you should stop using the website as you see fit. The tools are there to do with what you please, and I'm not gonna stop anyone from using it how they want. Just know that my posts, even if they're few and VERY far between, are meant to be read as a blog post rather than a social media post. I'm also not saying I don't enjoy being more light-hearted or silly, but that's why I keep Twitter/FB. I like to think of different sites as different places to show who I am. On Tumblr, I am here to talk about how I feel about more personal issues in life, on Twitter is where I act like a loon, and on FB is where I'm somewhere in between, but with more of a focus on lighter subjects. My posts here will be done in a way that is designed to be seen by no-one but me, as if I'm just yelling thoughts into dead air. They will most likely cover personal issues, and I will not hold back with some of what I have to say. Nevertheless, they will still be available to you, and you can judge me however you wish based on my posts. Just don't be a dick about this stuff (unless there's good reason) and it'll all good. I'll probably make another post again soon, especially since a few things are happening in life soon that are gonna be quite major, but until then, I'll see you around.

[mollyrulz9999]

Why I'm on here and other things

I don't really go on Tumblr often. Normally when I do, it's to make some long-ass post about something, whether it be personal issues or opinions on certain topics. I tend to think of it at a place where I can make blog posts about stuff, rather than use it to share 'le funi yamyams' and other stuff I find interesting, entertaining etc. I tend to think of this as a place that I like going back to from time to time, just to update myself on where I am in life at the moment. I find that it's good to do that because it means I can compare how I am now to how I used to be, and I feel that knowing where I come from can better help me develop as a person in the future.

Anyways, I've been working on a project with someone from my aunt's work for a while now. We've been doing a series of short videos to put on YouTube to promote my aunt's backpacker business. It's been an extremely slow process because the guy who's directing it is 'VERY' particular about what he wants. In a way this is good because it means we can get a high quality product, but this one video's been dragging on for about 4 months, and it's becoming more of a burden than something fun to do.

The video itself lacks any kind of flow, and I could do some of the effects better, but I'm fairly happy with it so far. I guess it's stuff like that which makes me think that maybe I should keep video editing as just a hobby. Other people may be less worried about what's happening, but I'm gonna have to assume that people with that amount of attention to detail are gonna crop up in the industry, and I may end up having trouble dealing with them. I guess it gets easier over time, but I know that after I get the current set of videos done, I'm gonna have a lot of time to make videos for my own enjoyment.

I've also been spending a lot of time inside, not doing a whole lot at the computer. I try and do it when I can, mainly because I do go out and see people a lot. I've had weeks where I haven't been able to go a day without going out to see someone. If I end up finding work, I'm gonna have to get used to both not going out to see people and staying at home looking at random stuff on the computer.

I'm going to ConFurgence 2015 in a little under a month away. I'm quite excited. Should be good to get heaps of videos, photos, see some panels, play some games, hang with fursuiters, explore Melbourne etc. To make a contrast to what should end up being an awesome con, I do have some personal problems I need to try and get over while I'm there. One of the big ones is the jealousy issue I tend to have with some people, namely people who I think are ungrateful that they have the chance to use great camera equipment, have great fursuits or have all these other amazing things, but take all of it for granted like none of it's special. I won't name any particular names, but it's people like that who make me nervous to be around. I'll admit, both jealousy and condescending attitudes are the biggest things that drives some of my antisocial tendencies, but it's easier to deal with them if i'm feeling like being blunt to people or if I'm generally uninterested in what the other person has to say. I also think if I hang around with people I'm comfortable with, I'll most likely take on board the attitude they have, which is something I tend to do a lot. That will probably help me deal with any personal issues I have with people. I guess we'll have to see when it happens, but I'm gonna promise myself to not let that get in the way of having an overall good time at the con, which I'm certain it will be.

If anyone's read this far, congrats. A lot of what I have to say may or may not be either interesting or relevant to you, but I don't mind either way. Tumblr's pretty much a place where I want to relax and think about stuff that's on my mind. With that said, I think I've done my job here. Catch you next time.

[mollyrulz9999]

I really don't have much to type.

I guess the only thing I can really type out is updates on what I'm doing, how I am now and what I intend to do in the future.

HOW I'VE BEEN:

So far, I've been going okay. I've been spending the last few months doing filming and editing for a series of promotional videos for my aunt's youth hostel. So far, it's going good and some good results are coming from it. The director and staff member I'm working is very picky with what he wants, which is good because it means I'm often pushing myself to get something done just right. It also works quite well because we both have a similar mindset to how we want the video to turn out, so often we'll bump ideas back and forth to each other before including them all.

Aside from that, I've been watching some TV shows. I'm starting to get into Avatar: the Last Airbender. I know it's a bit late to start watching them, but hey, at least I can say I've watched it. I've also watched the first season on No Game, No Life. It's a brilliant show with a cool concept, although I do feel the whole 'special people brought into a reality for just for them' is starting to feel a bit overused, with Sword Art Online and the funnily titled 'Problem Children Are Coming From Another World, Aren't They?' being examples I can think of from the top of my head.

HOW I AM

Right now, I probably could be better, but I know it will at some point in the future, so I'm not gonna worry too much about it.

PLANS FOR THE FUTURE

That's the end of that, I guess. I'm more active on Facebook and the like than here. If you want to catch me on there or some other site instead, let me know.

[mollyrulz9999]

MOAR TYPING

This'll be more ramblings than anything else.

I hope that I'll live to see the day that genetic splicing not only becomes legal, but available to the public. It'd be fucking epic having a tail in real life.

Also I'll probably be more sweary than usual. I need something to do to keep my brain going, and swearing seems to definitely fucking help. Gives my typing an extra kick.

But yeah, anyways, I wouldn't mind getting a new hard drive. The one I have now is 500 gig, which isn't enough for all my games. I could get an external that's USB3, so I could get some faster speeds, but that's one USB slot gone that I could use to reduce latency on my mouse.

I don't like hating people. I'd love to love more people. Just a matter of finding more of them that are willing to love me back. Not saying I'm ungrateful for the people I do love. Quite the opposite, actually. I just think I should expand my horizons a bit more. Maybe see if anyone else is willing to have fun times with me and my awesome friends I already know.

My brain is turning to mush right now. At least it's better than watching TV all day and night long.

I probably should have cleaned by teeth today, I got a new kick-ass toothbrush for christmas which is cool, but I forgot to use it today. Now I feel like my teeth will rot away if I don't clean EVERY, SINGLE, DAY. Yesterday, I forgot. I also had chocolate yesterday as well, which is bad. I can't do it today just yet though, because it's 3:45 AM and everyone in the house is sleeping, including my sister's friends who are staying over for a few days in the rumpus room, while I'm typing this on my desk in my bedroom.

The battery pack thing I'm using to charge my laptop is really damn hot. Thankfully I can turn the power down, which should help a lot.

Ehh, what the fuck. I should probably get sleep.

G'NIGHT PEOPLE AND STUFF EOJFSIDKXS;FONVSKDVL K

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tired typing to help keep myself awake

I never understood why some people resort to drowning in their own sorrows to the point that it becomes a way of life to them. I'm sure a lot of people have experienced the feeling of hopelessness, and it's not something anyone should have to really experience. However, there comes a point for some people where they let the hopelessness take over, as if it's all they can think about. I guess it depends on what brought them to that stage.

Let's take for example, someone who's gotten out of an abusive relationship. Yeah, that would be horrible to deal with for a lot of people. Years down the track though, if they're still feeling the same feelings, keeping all the memories fresh in their mind, it baffles me that they don't seek help for it. If one is aware of the fact that it's bringing them down,

And to potentially stick another layer on top of that, maybe said person doesn't have any friends or family to talk to about their problems? They keep it bottled up inside because they don't want it to be a problem to anyone else. I get where they're coming from by doing that. I really do. It's just, some people aren't fully aware when it becomes too much of a problem, and no one is around to tell them that, or even hint at it.

Maybe someone has financial issues. Maybe they're in debt and can't be happy with their current lifestyle. They could be living in a horrible flat/unit in terrible condition, and don't feel motivated to clean it up, because hey, what's the point?

why not seek out psychological, or even in some cases, medical treatment? There's no shame in seeing someone about it, nor is it bad to talk about it to people you trust.

I think a lot of these problems lie in the fact that people might dive into things way too fast, rather than stepping back and starting with the basics.

Had an abusive relationship? Have someone to fall back on to. Don't have anyone to fall back in to? That is where it gets the point where I should say, find friends you really, sincerely trust before going into a relationship. Have someone you can talk to if you're down. If for some reason you don't have anyone that you can let all your problems out to, pay someone else to do it. If you're feeling depressed, there's hotlines and internet-based centres that'll help you. Hell, there's free forums online somewhere full of people who know what you're going through, and would be willing to help you fix your problems.

Having issues with your money or living conditions? Do something about it. Clean the place up (you don't need much to clean a place up. If not, get someone to help you out). If you don't have money, this is where you think, before stepping out into the world on your own, maybe it was a better idea to get a job with better pay, or have someone who's able to help with finances, such as family?

Even if you have no close friends during those times, I'll divert myself back to what I said earlier. Having people around us is important for modern survival. Always try and make friends who you can trust, and they'll trust you back just as much, even to the point where they'll be willing to give up a lot of things for you. It's people like that that make both parties happier to feel alive.

[mollyrulz9999]

Update on life and stuff

Well now, I haven't been on here in a while. Guess I should make a post here to let the 2 people following me what's been happening since I was last on Tumblr.

I tried out for a Polytechnic/Tafe course, doing Certificate III in computing. It didn't end up going all that well.

I got a new camera (Canon EOS 600D) and am doing a lot of photos and film work since I got it. I'll upload some of them on here as I get them.

I have a boyfriend, who is absolutely amazing.

I've quit doing music for now. My motivation's kind of gone, but I would like to get back into it at some point.

I have had a pain in my tooth since August. I'm yet to get it out due to the only 2 professionals in the state being unavailable for a few months. I should be getting it out next week, which means I can get off the damn Nurofen tablets that have made me drowsy and, in turn, de-motivated over the past week and a half.

I'm going to ConFurgence next year, which is a furry convention in Melbourne. It should be good fun.

I'll probably make another blog shortly, directed on one subject, but that's not gonna happen until I update a few things on this account.

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The last picture I took before my camera screwed up 

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Am I Gay?: A Journey of Self Discovery with Shang.

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My Little Kony

A facebook status and excerpts from a chat I had with a mate because i'm too lazy to type everything regarding Joseph Kony from scratch.

Ok, I gave in and watched this Kony 2012 video everyone's been going on about. While I like the idea of bringing him to justice, if you read between the lines, the video itself is nothing more than a large marketing scheme. It's practically using every trick in the book to suck you in to spend money for their cause. Not a lot of people I know actually donated to Fukushima, the Queensland floods or any natural disaster. Now suddenly everyone's a humanitarian giving up their money because they watched a video on youtube. Don't get me wrong, what Kony has done is horrible, and I'd like to see him brought to justice just like everyone else. I just don't want to have to conform to show I care. 

if a government can stop Osama without anyone knowing about it beforehand, what's stopping them from doing the same? The trouble with Kony is that no-one knows exactly where he is, but because he's been on the top of the hit list for a while, he should have been caught by now if they actually cared about the #1 person on the list.

it's definitely true what a lot of the victims are saying. It's just that the shit that happens to them under Kony's leadership happens every day in Africa. The difference is that it's all done under one person rather than random people from here and there

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Russian pop/house music. Brilliant stuff :D

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A shot I took earlier today