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moikav · 4 months ago
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Самые старые фотографии Нижнего Новгорода | The oldest photographs of No...
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moikav · 4 months ago
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Петлюра и гр.Пацаны Лошади в океане (режиссерская версия)
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moikav · 7 months ago
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In Mourning For A Little Girl
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When I am confronted by the mirror, I still see her- as lovely and as disgusting as she was when I had left her behind. A carcass memory of a face, some blank stare of what I am. Who I was. The harder I stare the more she fights to stay in that mirror. The harder I stare the more I mourn into an abyss.
I know more than I did, which is not to say I know better. Dirty, eager hands have melted my skin to a witch's shriek, leaving only a grotesque taunting, an empty flesh vessel I carry myself in. And if I could only I could grab those grabbings arms and wring them clean like some murky bath towel. To twist and drain their veins arteries fresh so that I can walk and be clean. But I have only ever been tragically paralysed, and brutally silent.
And so I stand here now, some vacant monster of a girl. A bloody handprint waxing my mouth shut. I am not a cannibal but I have eaten myself clean in barbaric swallows. And maybe some lingering smear of blood I left had traced itself back to me. Maybe my gut was manically kicked by the child I had muzzled. Maybe the first voice of my rage had begun with that little girl I sometimes still see in the mirror, whom I had so ruthlessly stomached.
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moikav · 10 months ago
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Машина Времени - Он был старше её (Live, "Машина Времени: 40", 2009)
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moikav · 1 year ago
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Вокруг матча «Пари НН» - «Рубин» (2:1)
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moikav · 1 year ago
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Пресс-конференция Сергея Юрана после матча с "Химками" (2:0)
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moikav · 1 year ago
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U. D. O. - Cry Soldier Cry (Russian Version)
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moikav · 2 years ago
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ИНТЕРЕСНЫЕ ФАКТЫ О НИЖНЕМ НОВГОРОДЕ
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Победная раздевалка после игры со «Спартаком»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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СКА - Торпедо I 30.01.2023 I Буллиты #ска #торпедо #буллиты
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Голы «Торпедо» в ворота «Сочи»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Джентльмены удачи. Новогоднее поздравление ХК «Торпедо»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Пресс-конференция после матча «Торпедо» - «Куньлунь Ред Стар»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Голы «Торпедо» в ворота «Северстали»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Tintarella Di Luna - Hetty and the Jazzato Band
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Пресс-конференция после матча «Торпедо» - «Ак Барс»
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moikav · 2 years ago
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Uma2rman Песня Нижний Новгород 2018
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