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i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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holy fuck why does it always feel like i’m asking for too much, always asking too much.

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it is what it is [bawling my eyes out]

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"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

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I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

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i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

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not the jayvik article spilling the tea on the shipping wars within the creators 😂

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Hey um. does. does Jinx know that Ekko is alive? The last time she saw him was the explosion on the bridge and it's not like she saw where he went.

"Everyone who gets close to me dies whether I'm pulling the pin or not"

SHE DID PULL THE PIN. SHE THINKS SHE KILLED HIM.

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the difference between romantic love and platonic love is mostly intent

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Silco and Jinx, from the episode 4 colorscript (upscaled)

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No more sterile white boxes.

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Feeling the pressure of Inktober? 🖋️ Art challenges can be fun, but they can also be stressful. Check out my latest blog for tips on staying creative without burning out!! I also made a FREE inktober / art challenge checklist and workbook you can download in the post! Blog contents:

Understanding the Pressure ->Common Struggles

Setting Realistic Goals ->Challenge Modifications

Plan for Breaks and Rest

Manage Stress and Overwhelm

Seek Support from the Community

It's Okay to Pause or Stop

Art Challenges You Can Take Part In

In Summary

Check it out here!

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Y’all… I’m trying so hard to upload the Halloween post update but it keeps putting the images in the wrong order

aaaaaaaaaaaa idk maybe it’s finally broken from how long it is

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:/