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you can’t even dig up your lovers grave and pry open their casket and cradle their corpse to your chest anymore. because of woke

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Heat (1995) dir. Michael Mann.

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''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments

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why am i not currently in the italian countryside with a fruit plate & wearing a light linen dress? unacceptable

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WYATT RUSSELL as TRUE BRANDYWINE BROKE (2025) dir. Carlyle Eubank

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god is punishing me because i have tumblr

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thunderbolts* made me realized unfortunately i would fuck john walker

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malenia, blade of miquella, goddess of rot

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THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) dir. Robert Wise

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Palestinian lesbian wedding. May 2022. by R U Okay. (source)

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i love you vaccines i love you research i love you reading the book instead of having chatgpt summarize it i love you critically thinking rather than reacting to a headline i love you investigating the source material i love you science i love you math even though you are personally my enemy (math/yn slowburn) i love you writing even though you try to stab me a lot i love you Experts in Your Field i love you Using The Brain

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some blogs i follow for fan content but others i am 100% just there for the person so when theyre like oh sorry for turning into a so-and-so blog im like. i would watch you liveblog the phonebook.

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people i would like to get to know better

tagged by : @nazali <3

last song listened to : it could be sweet by portishead

favourite colour : like a muted pale green

currently watching : the expanse & rewatching peaky blinders (also love island usa but i’d rather not be)

last movie : final destination: bloodlines (perfectly mid however emo richard harmon I Want You)

currently reading : in cold blood by truman capote

sweet / spicy / savoury : sweet. i love my vanilla lattes.

relationship status : single 🧍

current obsession : vampire: the masquerade - bloodlines and asoiaf (also sandor clegane the man of all time)

last thing i googled : “the four horsemen bible verse” (for a story)

currently working on : script for a master’s program, updating my writing side blog, editing a vlog

tagging : @solomorne @carrionsflower @taamlok @altcvnningham @romanced @thedeadthree @mistrias @ohcaptains @gauntlings @sunsofdawn

(sorry, if you don’t like being tagged in these lmk for future reference!)

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Shrew from The Sims 3

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You have two souls within you - one wants to fight, the other is afraid.

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Grey warden joining ritual got me going insane with the symbolism bro. It's a eucharist. It's a deadly horrible Eucharist taken at the alter of darkness. "This is the body, this is the blood of our God" except the God is old and tainted and now you will be tainted too - it will link you body and soul to a God who is uncaring and whose hoards march the earth. You will join us here at this last supper and it may very well be your last. Drink this; in remeberance of all those who died and will die if you don't. Drink this; and become part of the body of something bigger than yourself, but corrupt from the inside out. I'm going insane man

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when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever