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Me watching the Infinity War trailer when it comes out, acting like I totally didn’t watch the leaked one over 10 times.

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No spoilers, but the sense of community in the theatre during Infinity War was so precious 

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“scarlet witch is the strongest fucking avenger”

— fight me 

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y’all are still out there giving Frodo a hard time for trusting Gollum

Frodo and Sam are in a bind. They are hopelessly lost. They do not know this area of Middle-earth at all. If they hadn’t encountered Gollum, most likely they would have wandered aimlessly until they died or were taken captive. So they desperately need a guide.

Nobody knows this place better than Gollum. He knows that there is more than one way to get to Mordor. He knows of paths that the Enemy doesn’t use. He knows the dangers of each area and how to avoid them.

No, he cannot be fully trusted, but Frodo knows that. He doesn’t want Gollum to swear on the Ring due to its treacherous nature, and for quite a while he keeps a wary distance from Gollum; he won’t even let Gollum touch him. Frodo isn’t naive.

The films offer multiple explanations for Frodo’s rationale. Most of it boils down to “We cannot do this without a guide, and Gollum is our only chance.” Yes, there is more to it than that - I could write an essay on the “because I have to believe he can come back” line - but he does not act solely from intuition and emotion. There is a very practical reason for following Gollum, and the films acknowledge that.

And the decision to pity Gollum (as Bilbo did) and trust him ultimately leads to Middle-earth’s salvation, so…

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To my fat girls who struggle with intimacy:

- I see you

- I’m with you

- I love you

- You are enough

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The Beginning (Of this Particular Blog o’Mine)

Should o’Mine be O’Mine? or O’mine...? like, according to that title stuff we learned in hs- or not, i did at least, is it ccompoun? whats the word of meaning of + mine = o’mine liek term for those kind of thingies? hmmmm, nope, that looks wrong. it’s not at all compound, but it’s 

Hi! As my first post, I’d like to make a few things quite clear:

My name IS Monika Milani, and I’m not gonna try to hide my identity. 

I am a dreamer, I am inspired, and I am relentlessly me. Or-  lot of things. :) 

At the group interview for my new job, we were told to draw three things about ourselves. I looked around and saw that most peiople weren’t drawing- I also wans’t paying full attention enough to ask what she meany by draw, like literally draw, draw a conclusion,, other other,orrr?? - and just followed along. wow those kidn of broken in the middle sentences are weird and probably bad for publishing but THE BEST for just writing. 

I described myself as fun-loving, creative, and brave- and added “but i think everyone is brave” and it all plays hand in hand- if you make it fun, flexible, and accepting, for everyone, you will prosper, they will prosper and enjoy things instead of shutting em down in t her mind. like, sports, which i loved but hated in pe for a multiude of reasons, or weird challenges and food. people. love. woo! with that you ccan create, a rad atmosphere of people being themselves, not sticking to anything as if we should be tested and tried and ranked through out abilities with just one tecnhique,, etc etc and brae for that and everthing, being able to love and wanting and be willing to take that lead, that leap.

hopefully i get to know you as you’ll get to know me. ask any questions, i will answer as i see fit. and no, im not looking for a fight, but i am not afraid of one. anywho! no reason to dilly dally, let’s break the mold. 

Art, to me, is such a broad term. I’ve been made to be holed into it by people, sometimes, albeit maybe unintentionally, but art is expression of all sorts. from one- to another, There’ an artist in all of us. It’s the choice of becoming one that sets it in stone.

my nipples are sore.

I am choosing not to force it, or indulge in it too much, but to let it come naturally and as I choose it to. I hope to sometimes write out what I mean by it, or just some thoughts on it, and what aspects of my life and choice comes into play when I make a piece- music, videos (even just fun little yt ones, this is my space, overall, a glimpse into my life from the outside), traditional art of whatever style, sketchbook fun, exploring whatever I choose, and just being me. No use in separating that, anyways. But there is also a beautiful simplicity in leaving a piee completely unassumingly out there for the world to see, up to interpretation, up to challenging, whatever it may be. Buuut I live to satiate my curiosity and brain, and do as I damn well please, and that means reading hardcore into these things. Obviously, though, art doesn’t just begin with technique, so the art I will truly appreciate and treasure will come from my heart and soul through my hands or otherwise. I do think, a lot, it’s a gift but remember, future me, don’t inhibit yourself for someone else’s pleasure. 

I believe that we aren’t subject to one “lifestyle” or art, that art is lie, and expression, and so this is mine. Partially. :) Time to live my truth, right? I won’t say that it won’t happen again, me gumming down 

TL;DR, the world can “have me” whichever way it thinks it does. That won’t change my truth, and I will say it as I please, because nothing is black and white in my world, or yours. Not in the one we share. So, I don’t know what the future will hold for me indefinitely, as they say; if i claim to be a wise man, it surely means i dont know ;)) hah. #kansas lmao-- oof, i was thinking of a dif quote i just read though, it said something like: From the bottom of my heart, sincerely and with honor, I love you. So much. Thank you for sharing life with me, and being how you are, where you are. I hope to god you choose the good in your hearts.

I sound so ahem, ever so slightly fancy, then just causal toned or out-there toned me who doesn’t care for conventional grammar choices and these things. i know how to get that in between or however I want it to be thing, but man oh man is it a funny. ‘let doooo!

also, this is diary as well. ill have somn called’ this is how it is’ where i can put my thoughts of the dya, of whatever in or out of context and you can do what you will if you so choose with that, or relate, too.

i also saw reactions and stuff- look, in general id like to record and make eerything fun by using this as a tool to do just that, log my progress and goals and all. a few tags too, like to-do, or wishlist, or to-go-to, and to-do-a-to-go-to-places heheh, anywho, we do.