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#Mom #MissingYou https://www.instagram.com/p/CfgQHPAu5ic/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Until just now. I mean, a few seconds ago when I saw a sad post about somebody else's Mom being gone, did I realize that I tricked myself into just saying the words. That's how I get by. Just like you automatically say, "sorry" or, "excuse me" when you're in someone's way; I automatically say the words without thinking about them. It's a cover up. I can't stop myself. Or maybe I don't want to. I'm good at this: not remembering. It's not painful this way. It'll get me later, when I least expect it, but now my wall is standing strong against that painful cold front. So, sincerely, sorry for those that are dealing with a loss on this sacred day. A celebratory day for Mothers. (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdSh_jtuDLj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Have a wonderful day ~ (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdSfeOROS2w/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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😁 💯 #Truth (at Grand Blanc Township, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdENT5aO1of/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Amen. (at Grand Blanc Township, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc8fKKPOhUY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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It's rare these days. This includes doing something for someone even though you ain't got the money, the will, nor the time, but still roll up. #Loyalty (at Flint Mich) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc6n_mIOYn3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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The sun is shining. It going to be a #prosperous day. #positivity #me #GodisGood https://www.instagram.com/p/CcNiWHAAsZ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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You really, really don't #100 #Me (at Grand Blanc Township, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbeQyNjuGZR/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Last year's Bday 🎂 2021. I forgot about this pic with my Sis Katelyn. (at Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbR5kNZOYmb/?utm_medium=tumblr

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My cute little niece, Faith, cruising. #GirlPower #Hearts (at Grand Blanc Township, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbR5SSzO_oU/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Loyalty and truth seem to be a quality folks struggle with these days. No more catching feelings. It is what it is. You out. That's it. No explanation. I'm done. #tattoo #Loyalty #truth #lies #omission #over #Me (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbRzW50ulZv/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Love, Laughter, Marguerita's, and cake 😜 (at Detroit, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/Caqgd8Uu7MW/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Definitely. https://www.instagram.com/p/CaAezR0O2Ru/?utm_medium=tumblr

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On that night shift, bored, thinking too much, wondering if I can go through with this hair journey. It is freeing, though. I just get up and go. It needs a few more inches before I commit. I keep wanting to take it low. This in-between stuff is not cute. We'll see where things end up. #detox #allnatural #Afro #Curls #nomakeup #no-filter #Me #journey (at Grosse Pointe Woods, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ_Q27xOy0q/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Too funny. I need to reel my real back in. Real honest be hurting feelings and a lot of people can't handle that. Don't ask, and I won't tell. #keepingitreal https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ3ysWcO1NG/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Yup. It was my fault. I thought, nay, hoped that they would be better, change, and be different around me. I was naive to think they would treat me any different. (at Grosse Pointe Woods, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZypydOuK_q/?utm_medium=tumblr