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Oh no. Yixing knew that look and tone a mile away. He immediately brushed off the concern and played it cool with his signature sense of humor. “Sleep? Me? Nah. Sleep is for the weak. Food though, now that sounds like a great idea. What do you feel like Jaesungie? Let’s go! It’ll be my treat.” He started putting things away as quickly as possible. Mostly so Jaesung didn’t have to be down there longer than necessary but also to distract from the fact that Yixing wasn’t resting like he should be. That was his concern to worry about, not Jaesung’s. The last thing he wanted was for Jaesung to start worrying about him when they both had more pressing things to deal with.

Once everything was safely put into it’s proper place he turned back around to face Jaesung, smile firmly in place and dimple on display. “Personally I could go for some bulgogi, oh or maybe some Italian. Honestly I’m not picky. We can get whatever you want.”

jaesung knows that ideally he shouldn’t be worried about yixing at all. he’s in the mcu for a reason, and that reason isn’t to make friends or to take care of people he’s supposed to be using. but there’s something about yixing that draws on the softer parts of jae that he likes to pretend doesn’t exist. it’s the same feeling that wants to argue back with yixing, insist that he go home, and ensure that he tucks himself in to sleep for as long as he needs. but the other part of him, the one who volunteered to live this double life, whispers that he’s weak for caring, tells jaesung that if he really cared about yixing he would distanced himself a long time ago.

but jaesung is stubborn, and he’s gotten used to ignoring that voice a long time ago. and he barely hesitates before stamping it down. he watches yixing put his things away while chewing on his bottom lip not sure where to go from here. if he goes out with yixing, he knows he can at least make sure the other has something to eat. and hopefully from there, yixing will head home and if not then jaesung can try to guilt him into it. so in an effort to win the war, he lets go of this battle. so he waits until the older man is finished putting everything away before flashing him a warm smile, “i’m okay with italian. it’s been a really long time since i’ve had it.”

in bloom.

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have you ever been in love?

love, it was a strong word that tugged at the strings surrounding his heart.he loved his parents. he barely remembers his father, just clings to a memory so old that it feels like a scene out of a movie, but he remembers the feeling of warm and worn hands in his hair as he naps, feeling safe. and his mother, he loved her so fiercely, his childhood dotted with memories of her, a woman who burned so brilliantly he still wonders how her flame ever went out. and his brother, of course, the only person he would sacrifice everything for, the same person who sacrificed everything so jae could live the life he leads now. 

but that’s familial love, something so deep that he feels it down to the core of his bones. but real love, the love they write novels about, the same love that’s as old as time itself, no, he can’t say he’s ever felt it, never loved someone so much that it hurt just to think about them and breathe, to look at them and know that this, that they were it for him. he thinks about it, late at night. when it all feels a bit overwhelming, a time that he would never dare admit out loud. he’s learned early on that admitting the soft feelings he carries around tucked behind his ribcage is only asking for trouble, but sometimes he wishes for that one person brave enough to reach past the vines protecting his heart, to tug out all of the secrets he keeps buried there, the insecurities and the loneliness, wishes that same person would reassure him, promise him that it’ll all work out in the end, would whisper softly i love you. and would mean it, wholeheartedly. 

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what's your greatest fear?

he’s not sure that his fears could ever quite boil down to just one. honestly, jae fears quite a lot. he fears failing at this job, at letting down phoenix. he fears being too cocky, at slipping up and losing all of his hard work at something stupid that he could have avoided. he fears letting someone too close, of hurting, of giving so much of himself that he loses it all in fell swoop. he fears giant things like hospitals, like doctors and death. he fears small things like heights and spiders. and most of all, he fears that he doesn’t know what he’s doing and he’s going to pay dearly for it. 

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It’s been a long day already and Yixing isn’t even half way done. With so many open cases the CSU feels extremely understaffed. To keep up with all the work Yixing finds himself working late more and more often. It’s beginning to take it’s toll. He feels like a panda or a raccoon on days when he catches a glimpse of himself in a mirror and see’s just how dark the rings around his eyes have gotten. It’s tough and he would love nothing more than a week or two to just sleep and catch up on the rest he’s been missing. But between work and Jiwoong, and his other friends and co-workers, his normal daily chores and the occasional night of indulging in his hobbies he just doesn’t have much time to socialize or go out.

It’s why he’s thankful when people actually choose to visit him at work. He knows it creeps people out and unnerves them to see what it was exactly that he did. It was, to be frank, morbid and scary and more than a little dark. But Yixing had an eye for detail and a talent for spotting things most didn’t. He was good at this and he owed it to the families of the victims and his co-workers to do his absolute best to solve these mysteries. And speaking of, his heart can’t help the happy little flutter it gives when he hears the word ‘hyung’ spoken by Jaesung. He quickly covers his work and turns to him with a smile. “Oh Jaesungie! Just working on this latest case of course. But what are you doing down here in the dungeon? Don’t you hate this place?”

jaesung will admit that half the time he’s wrapped up in his own head, his own thoughts to sometime notice what’s right in front of him. his brother had always told him that he wasn’t the most observant person. jae would have argued in the past that his brother didn’t know shit. but as he grows older, he realizes that his brother was actually right, though jaesung would never admit this out loud.

working in MCU, jaesung sees yixing a lot, like every day though it’s mainly in passing as they’re both wrapped up in whatever case or job they’re working on at the time. and so jaesung should have seen before hand, but doesn’t notice until now the clear black rings marring yixing’s eyes. the teasing tone he had been using before immediately trails off as he takes in the posture and look of the older man before him. chewing on his bottom lip, still avoiding looking anywhere but at yixing, he takes a few steps closer, concern written on his face. “i came to see if maybe if you wanted to go out and get some food hyung. but now i’m thinking you should go home and get some sleep instead?” it’s hard to notice other things about yixing, especially for jaesung, when he’s flashing his smile at you. he used to joke that he felt entranced by the other, stunned and left momentarily dazed as he struggled to get his thoughts together. it had been jarring the first time, but now he’s grown used to how friendly and happy the other is. it’s a lot more refreshing and straightforward than most people in his life are. it leaves jaesung just wanting to take care of the other, even if they are on the other side.

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hey guys! i’m really sorry i haven’t been as active as i was hoping to be. i got a really bad sinus infection right around finals. but i’m finally feeling better and will be answering all ims i owe, and hopefully sending out some new ones. but if you’d like to plot, please just like this post and i will message you! i can also be reached on discord @ let's get it#6063

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in bloom.

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when jaesung was growing up, he wasn’t sure what his future would look like. his father, before he had passed away, had been a military man through and through. and his mother, she had been a nurse. both of his parents had been ideal citizens, giving parts of themselves when no one else would to both protect and care for strangers. his brother, on the other hand, had taken a different direction. in desperate need for money, he had taken on several part time jobs, sometimes as many as four at a time, all in an attempt to help support jaesung and himself. and when it finally came down to it, he chose a much darker path than his parents had, instead opting into cleaning up situations before they could be something showing up on the evening news. and for jaesung, well he wanted him to do something more, something different with his life. and that’s why he sent him to seoul.

seoul was nothing like myeongcho, it was huge, it was loud and it was busy. and instead of welcoming jaesung, the city had left him feeling like nothing but an outsider, no matter how hard he struggled to fit in. and maybe that’s how he ended up where he is now. maybe he didn’t imagine all of this, but at the same time he was okay with it. he was okay with being a liar, he was okay with getting up every morning and putting on a facade, of blending in with the MPD and doing the best he could to get whatever he could out of it. 

but there are some days like today where jaesung wonders if he’s doing the right thing. he doesn’t mind working in the CSU, it’s almost like a puzzle. and he likes being tested, likes getting his hands dirty. but what he doesn’t like is the morgue. he doesn’t like venturing down here to the cold, to the silence, and to the smell of chemicals and sharp items. but he does like yixing. he likes the way the other smiles at him no matter what time or what situations he walks into, and it’s almost enough for jaesung to be able to swallow down the feeling that grows in his gut when he sees a table with a white cloth on it. as he enters the morgue, he adverts his eyes, instead letting them fall into yixing, allowing the smile to bloom on his face. “hey hyung, what are you up to?” it’s obvious exactly what he’s up to, but jaesung, well he likes to tease, likes to push buttons far more often than he should. 

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Hey there! I’m Sara and I’m so excited to be here. It’s been quite a while since I’ve been in an rp, So I’m super nervous and it might take me a minute to get settled. But I’ve been eyeing up this rp for a few weeks now, and I’m ready to get started and plotting with all of you!  Down below, you’ll find the standard mini intro and some simple plots while I set up Jae’s plot’s page. I’m pretty slow in responding to tumblr ims and it’s a lot easier to reach me on discord (@ let's get it#6063) 

Jaesung was born and raised most childhood in Myeongcho. 

He was super young when his dad died so he doesn’t really remember him. And he grew up primarily being taken care of by his mom and older brother.

His mother was his entire world, a vibrant and strong woman that he thought would be in his life forever. But she got sick and passed away right before Jaesung entered middle school. 

After that his care fell on the shoulders of his older brother, who grew up too fast and struggled to pay the bills. He quit school and started working a lot of odd jobs until he found his calling as apart of the clean up crew for Phoenix. 

In an effort to keep Jaesung out of this life, he sent him to live with family members in Seoul for his high school years. What he didn’t anticipate is Jaesung following in his footsteps and joining Phoenix anyway, although in a different way. 

Because of his looks and his ability to lie, to charm with a smile, Jae was tasked with infiltrating the ranks of the MPD. 

He joined the Academy and after graduating joined the MPD in the CSI unit, photographing and cataloging crime scenes and helping out where needed. 

plots

best friends - The two of you grew up together, thick as thieves. Now life is taking you in two different directions, and you’re struggling not to drown. 

bar fight - the two of you got into a simple misunderstanding at a bar led the two of you getting into a fight outside, now a few weeks later you’re running into each other again in the same place.

messy ex’s - the two of you dated and it didn’t end well at all, end of story. or is it? 

MPD - there’s just something about jaesung that you don’t like, something in your gut just telling you that there’s something wrong about him.  Even though you get along most of the time, you both are stubborn and tend to clash too often. Now you’re paired up to work on the same case. 

Phoenix I - There isn’t anyone closer to him in the world. You’re the one person he tends to drop the perfect smile and mask around. The one he tends to hunt down when he gets tired of the lies, when he just wants to be Jae for a few hours. 

Phoenix II - You think Jaesung got something he was totally unprepared for, and you’re determined to prove it. The two of you are constantly trying to take each other down, despite the fact you’re loyal to the same cause. 

Aside from the plots listed, I’m also open to do anything anyone has in mind. I’d really love to get Jae into a ton of trouble, making him question his loyalty and the people in his lives. I’d love to get a ton of easy plots or more complicated ones too. 

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