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No Escape || hyunlix

Chapter three

note: remember this fanfiction contains explicit language and descriptive smut scenes. if you're under the age of 18+ and decided to read this then is up to you. I won't take responsibility of anything.

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w/c: 1.8k

It had been two weeks since Hwang Hyunjin had discovered the whereabouts of Lee Felix. About his new life, and his eagerness to destroy everything that he had once been a part of, albeit indirectly.

Two weeks had passed since Hwang Hyunjin had found out that Lee Felix, his Lixie, his Yongbok, his angel, his lover, his sun, his baby, wanted to destroy him.

It had been two weeks since Hwang Hyunjin had decided that Lee Felix could go to hell, him and his disgusting job, him and his disgusting boyfriend, and everything to do with him.

It had been two weeks since Hwang Hyunjin accepted that he and Lee Felix were now declared enemies and that he was not going to allow him to bring down his empire, his stability, his life.

It had been two weeks since Hwang Hyunjin hated Lee Felix.

He hated him with his whole being, with every molecule of his body, with every one of his pore. He hated him so much, because he had abandoned him, because he had hurt him, because he had made him worry like shit, because he had made him feel guilty. Believing that he hadn't been enough for him, that he wasn't a good boyfriend. He had made him do stupid things when all this time he had had a new life that seemed to be perfect.

And most important of all: he hated him because he had betrayed him. And not in any way. He had betrayed him by doing exactly the same as his ex, knowing the fatidical event. Only of course, that little shit hadn't even achieved his mission because he was stupid enough to make mistakes that Hyunjin would end up finding out. Instead Lee Felix was about to get it.

And Hyunjin hated him. He despised him.

Although of course, he also loved him madly.

It had been two weeks in which Hwang Hyunjin was confused by Lee Felix's actions. Because he still couldn't understand what the man's motivations were. He couldn't understand why he had left. He couldn't understand why he had decided to join the FBI. He didn't understand why he wanted to make him fall.

Obviously he didn't know it exactly, because of course, he wasn't in the boy's mind. So he didn't know what his next move was going to be. And that kept Hyunjin a little hysterical, it worried him, because Felix knew too many things about him, about his business, about his property, about his allies and his enemies.

Lee Felix could finish him off in the blink of an eye.

However, at the same time, that thought made Hyunjin very excited.

Because he seriously, really, desperately wanted to see his precious Yongbok again. Even though a part of him hated him for what he was going through. He still loved him. And he ached so badly to hold him in his arms again, he ached to kiss him, he ached to touch him, he ached to see him, he ached to taste him, he ached to fuck him.

But that love didn't matter a shit. It didn't matter because despite that, Hyunjin hated him.

Hyunjin was getting ready to go to a meeting to close a deal. He was looking at himself in the full length mirror in his closet, checking his outfit. A nice tailored black suit and white dress shirt that made him look elegant, relentless and ethereal. It perfectly hugged his slim figure, making him look elegant and supremely sexy.

He had his blond hair tied up in a half ponytail, with a couple of strands falling strategically over his face.

A slightly stupid thought crossed his mind.

Shit, it was indeed stupid, maybe a little childish, but he didn't care, he was going to do it.

That afternoon when Hyunjin came back home, he came back with a new hair color.

He had replaced his distinctive blond with a powerful, brilliant red.

And it wasn't to brag but he looked impossibly attractive. He received looks and compliments from his workers when he got home and then when they saw him in the halls, making him feel powerful.

He had decided to bury his love for Lee Felix and he was determined to stop him. And take him down before he even tries to take him down. Because there was no way in this world anyone could stop Hwang Hyunjin and not even Lee Felix could do it.

And what better way than to seal that promise to with a change of look.

So he called a meeting with the people he trusted to decide what the fuck he was going to do about the whole situation.

Obviously, they needed to move residence, and they couldn't do it on any of the properties Lee knew he owned. That was the first thing, he needed to make his people safe from any attack.

He felt a lot of pressure at that time. He had the entire weight of the future of the family business on his shoulders. One mistake and everything went to shit.

A few soft knocks on his bedroom door brought him out of his reverie.

"It's open" he said, as he undoed the knot of his tie to remove it completely and toss it on the bed.

The door was opened slightly and three heads poked out one above the other, making Hyunjin laugh heartily, who waved them inside.

The three boys were surprised by the sound of the gangster's laughter, since he didn't laugh like that very often anymore, their happy hearts beat in unison and they entered the room.

Upon entering, they saw him taking off his dress shirt and staying in a camisole. Even with his impeccable trousers and shoes on.

The image was almost dazzling.

It was undeniable that Hwang Hyunjin was the most attractive man those three pairs of eyes had ever seen. With such a perfectly sculpted body and overwhelmingly beautiful face.

And when they saw his red hair, the three reacted. Very different from each other.

Changbin had to laugh. Shit, how was he not going to laugh at that? His friend had dyed his hair red? He looked like a chile with legs.

It suited him very well honestly. Changbin couldn't deny that. Fuck, anything suited the gangster perfectly. It was the advantage of having privileged genetics.

But that, and being his boss, did not exempt him from the older man's ridicule him.

On the other hand, Jisung had a totally different reaction.

"Oh baby!" he had exclaimed, and then he put his chin between his thumb and index finger, admiring Hyunjin's look as he made flirtatious faces as sounds of affirmation and flattery came out of his mouth. "Shit, oppa, how handsome you are, please go out on a date with me" he teased, as he clasped his hands in an exaggerated plea.

He was jocking, but he genuinely believed that his boss looked even hotter than before. This being his favorite look.

And finally there was Seungmin...

"Jesus Christ the Redeemer" he whispered, massaging the bridge of his nose, and shaking his head in total disapproval of the look.

However he thought the color looked amazing on him, he looked more attractive. Ha! it was ironic because it was Hwang Hyunjin we are talking about. But he wasn't going to admit it in front of him. Not even under torture was he going to compliment him. Neither Hyunjin nor Jesus Christ himself.

He even made a sacred gesture to exaggerate even more.

And again, Hyunjin's shrill laughter was present. Filling their ears and making their hearts swell and affection showed in their bright eyes as they saw him.

"Yeah, stop fooling around and make yourself comfortable, we need to talk" the gangster said as he took off his shoes and the three men sat on his bed.

Jisung forced Seungmin to back hug him, he was lying on the headboard of the bed and Jisung sat between his legs with his back against the boy's chest. Kim tried to shake him off but it was impossible so he let him be.

The three of them waited patiently for their boss to finish dressing in more comfortable clothes. They didn't know what specifically he wanted to talk about, all they asked was that he hadn't thought of some stupid thing. They knew it had something to do with Lee Felix. And they expected Hwang to make the best decisions without letting his personal problems with the kid get in the way of his business.

"Since you're the only people I can blindly trust, you're going to have to listen to me," he said proudly, with a mocking tone and a small smug smile, "I wanted to talk to you before I notify everyone about what's going on, omitting some information of course, especially from my father. The first thing is to move, but I need to find a safer place, we can't use any of our current emergency locations." the mobster began again, with a more serious expression, standing in front of them with his hands on his hips. Even in his pajamas he radiated an aura of authority and respect. "Kim." he called, and the named man straighten in his place, without removing Jisung from on top of him "How quickly can you get us a new place and move without attracting attention?"

"I'm not sure, maybe a couple of days if you only intend to move the staff and equipment we have in this house. If you want me to move all the staff you own then it's more complicated."

Hwang thought for a while. They could see the gears turning in his head.

"Fine, do it like this" he replied, and Seungmin nodded once.

"Hey, I don't want to be nosy and decide things for you" Changbin said, a little unsure about what he was about to say, he was playing with his fingers nervously and Hyunjin thought it was even adorable, although very incongruous with his strong and intimidating appearance. "But I don't think it's safe for you to continue going to work, or going out to meetings"

"I agree" Seungmin conceded.

"And me" Jisung said.

Hyunjin looked at them with a raised eyebrow. But he considered it for a moment, then nodded in agreement with them.

"Now, about Lee."

The three boys tensed. Expectant.

Especially Han and Kim, who were about to have a panic attack right there.

"●●●  ●●●●  ---  ●●-  ●●  -●●    ●--  ●?" should we? it had been Jisung's words, spelled out in morse code on the side of Seungmin's leg, away from Hwang's gaze.

Seungmin's response was to tighten his grip on the older man's waist to make him understand that he was agree.

"Hyunjin" Jisung started "About that..."

"I've been thinking" Hyunjin interrupted, starting to walk back and forth "That it would be fun to make some agents disappear" he said dreamily, as if enjoying the thought and savoring the pain he knew he was capable of inflicting if he put his mind to it . Like thirsty for blood.

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No Escape || Hyunlix

Chapter two

note: remember this fanfiction contains explicit language and descriptive smut scenes. if you're under the age of 18+ and decided to read this then is up to you. I won't take responsibility of anything.

No one should take this fanfiction as any educational source.

This is just fanfiction

w.c: 3.3k

To Felix, punctuality was paramount. So he always arrived everywhere minutes in advance.

When it came to work it was the same despite hating with all his might waking up early in the morning after a night of intensive work.

He wanted to stay home. And he could do it. He could take work home and have it finished at the end of the week, or whenever it was ready. He could even text it to Chris if he felt like it. But he knew that if he stayed home he would do everything but work.

He forced himself many times to overwork.

For two simple reasons:

1. He would spend less time with Jeongin.

They worked in the same place, but they didn't see each other very often during their working hours, they both respected their spaces, which Felix greatly appreciated, but avoiding him and not wanting to be with him constantly made Felix sad. He felt like shit for doing it. Because the man was so good and affectionate, and he never reproached him for anything, he never demanded anything of him. And Felix felt like a terrible boyfriend, he knew he didn't deserve him. And he always made an effort to compensate for his lack of attention and disinterest by taking him on spontaneous dates and giving him gifts, details, and nice messages. He wanted to give him what he deserved because fuck, Felix sucked as a boyfriend and he didn't deserve to have him in his life.

2. He would be so busy and focused that he wouldn't think about Hyunjin too much.

Damn, this was hard. Because the mobster owned Felix's thoughts. He owned Felix's heart. And it was so damn hard for him to get Hyunjin out of his thoughts, but the overload of work kept his brain busy enough not to martyr himself with the memories and the emotions he felt for him. And it was painful because Felix loved thinking about him, he loved remembering him, his perfect face, his body, his touch. He loved remembering how Hyunjin always made sure to let him know that he loved him, in every possible way. He loved remembering how much he loved the mobster. Felix still loved him, of course. It was impossible to stop loving him.

So here was Felix. Early in the office.

Only those who were finishing their night shifts were there.

And of course, Bang Christopher Chan, of course.

Felix saw his blurry figure through the opaque glass door of their office. And he wondered if the older man had stayed working or if he was arriving. You never knew. Chris was a workaholic just like him, though for entirely different reasons. Unlike him, Chris liked to work, he found satisfaction in staying up all night working even though he was dead tired the next morning. And it was useless to make the older rest. He never did, unless his body no longer gave for more.

Felix opened the door slowly. The older man saw him come in, receiving him with a huge smile on his face and his dimples in full view. And Felix headed over to his own desk, next to Chris's.

Felix loved to see him smile because it seemed to light up everything when he did. And inevitably you also smile when you see him because it's very contagious, just like his laugh.

"Hey Chris!" said Felix, in a high-pitched, sing-song voice, similar to a cartoon.

The older one laughed happily. "Hey, Felix!" He shrilled as well, quickly stood up, and stretched out his arms, clenching his fists as a signal for Felix to hug him. "Big hug, please, sunshine," he said in English, and Felix immediately hugged him around the waist and Chris around his shoulders. Like in a bear hug, making them both laugh.

Chris used to call it sunshine. A nickname that certainly suited Felix perfectly. Because of his bright and cheerful personality.

Felix allowed himself to enjoy the warmth of his best friend's body. Gently rubbing his nose on the older man's shoulder before pulling away from him.

Chris was his best friend. They had known each other for years. When they both lived in Australia. They were just two teenagers back then. Adolescents with a lack of love and affection but thirsty for it, and met by chance of destiny and became what the other needed.

And despite the fact that Chris was a few years older than Felix, that was not an impediment to getting along perfectly.

Chris was always someone smiling, loving, and kind. That he radiated trust and warmth. He had a pure soul. A slightly childish soul, but at the same time mature and responsible. And strong, not only physically, but he had enormous mental and emotional strength. Chris was someone admirable, and Felix always wanted to be like him, he admired him so much and loved him so much.

For Chris, Felix was his little brother, whom he had to take care of and protect, giving him all the love he needed. And for Felix, Chris was his older brother, who despite being the eldest, needed constant care, he always took care of Felix and forgot to take care of himself, so Felix took care of him, reminded him that he should eat and sleep.

When they both grew up, they went their separate ways to focus on their things.

Until their paths met again. Or rather, Felix took it upon himself to find him again.

"Please tell me you didn't stay working all night" Felix scolded him, in English, which was the way they normally communicated, Chris blushed, looking away and giggling as he sat back in his chair "At least come home to rest, I'll take over here, and Minho should be here soon anyway, so everything should be fine."

"No, I'm fine, don't worry," Chris smiled, going back to his work on his computer, and Felix's mouth dropped open at that, surprised.

He knew there was no point in trying to reason with him. So he just sat in his chair and started on his work, sighing and a small incredulous laugh escaping him. This man was unbelievable. Felix really admired his dedication and willpower.

About twenty minutes later, Lee Minho's purple head peeked out the door. He approached them with his typical ass face. Anyone who didn't know him would think that he was a rude and unfeeling person, that he could kill you at any moment. But the reality was that he was a piece of heaven.

Felix loved him very much. And Minho loved Felix. For Minho, there would always be a special place in his heart for his Cat Boy as he liked to call him. Because according to him, Felix was like a kitten, a very adorable one that always asked for cuddles and attention.

Minho was a person who acted as if he gave a shit about everything, but in reality, he cared for others, and he loved making jokes and rude comments, which he would only do if he trusted you, but even when he and Felix trusted each other with their whole life, and even when Felix knew that his behavior is just a game, he still had a sensitive heart, and Minho could not be rude to him, ever.

He was always very gentle and careful when it came to Felix.

"Hi hyung, good morning" Felix greeted happily upon seeing him. The oldest smiled warmly and ruffled his hair.

"Morning, cutie boy" Minho replied, causing a happy chuckle to escape Felix's lips at the new nickname.

His expression changed as he looked at Chris, from a beautiful, bright smile full of affection, to a serious expression, raising an eyebrow in his direction and looking at him almost as if he hated him.

Chris laughed and stuck his tongue out at Minho childishly. Which got Minho a lopsided smile. Almost imperceptible if you didn't know him well enough.

Felix didn't see him, but both Minho and Chris exchanged a suggestive, leering look and a flirtatious smile. Minho looked at Chris with some sneer as he walked past to sit at his desk, and Bang just ogled him as the younger walked by, mustering all his willpower not to slap the purple-haired one's butt or something.

This obviously didn't go unnoticed by Minho, whose imagination was running wild, today was certainly going to be an interesting day for Minho.

He was definitely going to have fun.

After their little moment, the three of them concentrated on their jobs, exchanging comments and observations of their respective investigations here and there. And from time to time joking with each other, talking about their things.

The three of them shared an office. So they were free to talk and laugh as much as they wanted. It was something Felix appreciated. Being able to be with his two friends, I mean, yes, they were locked up working but having good times together. Teasing each other and laughing, being childish if they felt like it.

When lunchtime came, Felix texted Jeongin, asking if he was free already. An "Almost done, but you can come to my office" in response, and Felix grabbed his things, ready to go find him and take him somewhere nice.

Not before threatening Chris.

"You'd better go eat something right now and not stay here working, you need to eat, especially after you've been here all damn night" he stared at him, serious and severe. Both Minho and Chan looked at him surprised, it wasn't like Felix to be rude, firm. Not with them at least. At job was different. Despite being a ray of sunshine, Felix was really terrifying when he got angry or spoke firmly. "Hyung, you have permission to use force on him if he doesn't want to leave here," Felix said to Minho, who suppressed a laugh as Chris gaped at him, a little embarrassed, and gave him a scolded puppy look.

Felix, who had a heart that was too sensitive and full of love, walked up to him and hugged him from behind. Chris was still sitting up, so Felix simply wrapped his arms around the broad shoulders of his best friend, burying his little face in the older man's neck and nuzzling the skin of his neck affectionately.

"Promise me you'll go eat, and take that time to rest from work, you look really tired, you need it, you know it," he said in English, his voice gentle and worried.

"I promise" Chris replied, also in English, smiling fondly.

"Okay, now I'm leaving, be nice and stay out of trouble you guys," a once again cheerful Felix said, heading for the door, blowing kisses to his friends and making hearts with his fingers, making them laugh affectionately.

Felix made his way to Jeongin's office. Taking the lift and going down three floors.

When he arrived, he knocked on the door gently, a "come in" was heard from inside so Felix opened the door just a little to lean out his head inside, he spotted Jeongin sitting at his desk. The older one looked at him smiling, making a sign with his hand for him to come closer and he did so. He closed the door behind him and walked over to his boyfriend who leaned back in his chair to allow the blonde-haired to sit on his lap.

Once he was sitting comfortably on top of him, Jeongin looked up at him with a cute dimpled smile, making him smile back as well, Felix was already leaning forward to press their lips together, and Jeongin softly cupped Felix's delicate face in his hands, placing a gently kiss on his lips, then brushed their noses in an Eskimo kiss.

Felix really liked this. He loved physical contact. He was always hungry for attention, for caresses and kisses, for hugs, anything, even a tiny touch, Felix would always appreciate, claim and receive them. So he loved when Jeongin was affectionate with him, the same way he loved when Chris or Minho do it to him.

These were never the kind of touch that left him wanting for more, never the kind of touch that left his skin on fire, never the kind of touch that made everything inside him flutter.

It was never Hyunjin's touch, so he didn't feel any of it. Just his innate need for physical contact.

"So are you going to take me on a date?" asked the older one once they had distanced themselves. Felix nodded, and began to play with the hand of his boyfriend that rested comfortably in his lap, playing with the fabric of Felix's trousers.

"It's been a while since we had a nice time outside." He explained he shyly.

"You're right" the black-haired man replied, "But I'm supposed to be the one who asks you out on dates" he pouted, and Felix smiled and kissed him gently.

"But hyung, don't try to act like you don't like me asking you" Felix looked at him funny, making the older man chuckle.

"Okay, yes I like you to do it" the older conceded, "So where will you take me, precious?" he said, bringing his hand to Felix's cheek where he caressed his skin gently.

"Depends, what do you crave eating today, hyung?" the blond approached Jeongin, looking for more contact and warmth.

"We could go to this Italian restaurant that you like," he replied, his voice soft, as he kissed the side of Felix's head. "I crave eating pasta."

Felix made an approving noise. So they went there.

They had a little date at Felix's favorite restaurant.

Lunch was quiet. They talked animatedly about many things. Despite not wanting to spend so much time with him, at least as a couple, Felix appreciated these moments where they could share a pleasant moment, because Felix appreciated the friendship they had even as a couple. Jeongin was a good friend, he was a good boyfriend too, he was perfect. But Felix couldn't enjoy his company like that. That's why he always tried to occupy his time with work. However Felix loved these little moments together. Where they talked about nonsense and had fun.

"I think it's time to go back" Felix said looking at the time on his cell phone.

"Number one perk of being the boss's boyfriend" Jeongin started smirking proudly, showing his dimples "It doesn't matter if you take a little extra time to be with him" he winked, making Felix blush and poke him playful on the arm. Both laughing. "Bang won't tell you anything if you're a bit late, plus it's my order, look at it as extra time work where you help your boss to have some fun, that way you won't feel bad"

Felix sighed in defeat. But he laughed as Jeongin silently applauded himself for convincing him then moved closer to him and pulled him in for a kiss.

The date passed pleasantly for another hour, during which they went to a cafe and ate chocolate cake and milkshakes.

Things in the office, however, were tense.

Shit, the atmosphere felt heavy, it felt overwhelming, and the arousal in Minho's belly grew every second, every time he purposely brushed his body against Chan, every time he purposely brushed past him, rubbing his butt against the older man's crotch, every time he looked him straight in the eyes while his fingers played with his lips lustfully.

Chan was fucking frustrated by the situation, he was having a hard time keeping his hands to himself, he was having a hard time keeping calm and not slamming Minho against the wall, or against his desk and devour his mouth and rubbing his hips against the other man's to get some friction.

He had already fulfilled the promise he had made to Felix, to eat something. But during his little lunch with Minho in his shared office, Minho had been shamelessly flirting with him. Bang loved flirting with him, however things escalated too fast between them, and Chan wasn't someone who liked to have sex in public places, so when Minho flirted with him when they were alone, Chan didn't pay much attention to him, he simply limited himself to giggling and enjoying the impudence with which his lover spoke to him.

Minho's flirtations usually ended there, he didn't go any further, because he knew they needed to focus on their work, that their investigations needed to be perfect.

So it had come as a surprise to Chan that his lover continued his flirtations.

He had been torturing him for two fucking hours. And Bang couldn't take it anymore, he needed Lee to stop.

"Stop provoking me, and do your job, you insolent brat" Chan firmly grabbed Minho's hand, his chest was pressed against Chan's back, and he had gently slid his hand through the older man's torso, slowly going down to his crotch, until being stopped by Chan, who had begun to breathe heavily at the touch.

"I just want to play a little, Mr. Bang" said a flirtatious Minho, in a broken English, but still managed to make Chan's crotch throb with excitement every time Minho spoke to him in English in that playful way. "Come on, let me make you feel good, let me touch you, you're driving me crazy, I need you" he said now in Korean, his words almost whispered, almost a purr in Chan's ear, sending shivers through his body. Now his other hand traveled up Chan's torso and chest.

"Obey" Chan's voice came out too hoarse, damn he was so hot, and he wanted so, so badly to be touched by Minho, but they had a lot of work to do.

"I don't want to" Minho began to place soft kisses on Bang's neck, making the bulge in his crotch ache and shift in his pants.

Chan spun around, grabbing Lee around the waist, making him walk backwards. His eyes fixed on the younger ones, intensely, full of desire. He made the younger man sit in his chair while he leaned over him, their faces so close their breaths mixed, he looked threatening, damn, sure he was, but more than that, Minho found him sexy, and caused his erection to get even harder. Bang brought his hand to Minho's neck, where he tighten lightly making him gasp.

"I don't give a shit what you want" the blonde spoke slowly, bringing his face closer to Minho's "Don't forget that I'm your boss here, Minho" he said firmly. "It's your duty to obey me, so I want you to concentrate on your work, do you get me?" Minho nodded, looking into his eyes. The desire was still intact in the eyes of both, their dilated pupils and their agitated breaths. Chan smiled slightly, got closer and kissed Minho's lips delicately, who immediately returned the kiss, and the grip on his neck loosened and the contact disappeared "I love you" Chan whispered against the lips of the younger one "I promise I'll I'll let you do what you want with me when we get home" Minho nodded again, a small pout on his lips, making Bang smile and leave a little more peck on his lover's lips and then run his tongue over them. The action took Lee by surprise and Bang smiled amused, but broke away from him, leaving Minho there wanting for more, going back to his desk.

Shit, the bastard had left him craving and he still had the audacity to lick his lips like that on purpose. I mean, Minho wasn't really complaining. The situation had been too sexy. And it had given him one more reason to torture Bang once they had their moment of privacy.

Chan loved taking Lee by surprise, he knew it had left him hungry, just like him. But he really hated himself for stopping the game. And he knew that Minho would take it out on him in the best possible way. But they couldn't afford that now.

Or if?

That didn't matter. Even if they tried it now, they would be interrupted by Felix. Who entered the office smiling and left a chocolate dessert and a coffee on his hyungs desks.

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No Escape | Characters Description

note: So... idk this is necesary actually, but anygays Here you have a brief description of each character so that you can have a little more context and a clear image of each one when reading.

 

°•°• Hwang Hyunjin °•°•

(Before Felix's escape)

《Age》

20 years old

《Occupation》

Heir to the family business, Human trafficking for domestic purposes, arms trafficking, drug trafficking (What the client does with the merch does not concern him)

(After Felix's escape)

《Age》

24 years old

°•°• Lee Felix °•°•

(Before his escape)

《Age》

20 years old

《Occupation》

Look pretty and make Hyunjin happy (What Hyunjin does with his property and business is none of his business)

(After his escape)

《Age》

24 years old

《Occupation》

FBI Honorary Agent Associate Special Agent.

°•°• Christopher Bhang Chan°•°•

[His name may change depending on who you ask]

《Age》

27 years old

《Occupation》

Special Agent in Command of the FBI.

Leader of the investigation against human trafficking.

°•°• Lee MinHo °•°•

《Age》

26 years old

《Occupation》

FBI Deputy Special Agent

Bangchan's right-hand man.

(Occasionally not limited to being a hand) [Status not established]

°•°• Seo ChangBin°•°•

《Age》

25 years old

《Occupation》

Hyunjin's main bodyguard and right-hand man.

°•°• Han JiSung °•°•

《Age》

24 years old

《Occupation》

Felix's trusted bodyguard before passing into Hyunjin's hands after no longer needing his services.

°•°• Kim Seungmin°•°•

《Age》

24 years old

《Occupation》

Felix's trusted bodyguard before passing into Hyunjin's hands after no longer needing his services.

°•°•Yang Jeongin°•°•

《Age》

26 years old

《Occupation》

FBI Deputy Director

°•°•Jackson Wang°•°•

《Age》

29 years old

《Occupation》

[ XXNOT FOUNDXX]

°•° •Jay Chang°•°•

《Age》

19 years old

《Occupation》

[XXNOT FOUNDXX]

Yang Jeongin's younger brother on his maternal side.

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No Escape | Chapter 1

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He was mentally exhausted.

That was already something normal in his life.

It has been four years now since his mind could not rest. And all because he was no longer there.

The person he loved the most in the world had abandoned him without saying anything, without giving explanations, without being seen. And worst of all, in these four years, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find him, it was as if the earth had swallowed him and that infuriated Hyunjin more than anything in the world.

But he was too stubborn and didn't give up so easily. Even when everyone told him that he should forget him and move on with his life and that he had to stand firm in order to successfully lead the great family empire, that empire that he dreamed of leading so much a long time ago, and it wasn't that he didn't want to anymore, he had just lost a bit of the charm when the great love of his life, the person with whom he wanted to share everything, had abandoned him.

Hyunjin was aware that he sometimes acted in the most irrational and probably childish and irritable way possible, but he only had one goal to achieve, and that was to find his precious Yongbok.

He was willing to do anything, even sell his soul to the devil for it.

However, he had learned, the hard way, to think things through and not act on impulse.

If he wanted to have power, he had to be smart.

But being smart enough to lead one of the world's biggest mafia clans and move heaven and earth to find his love was exhausting.

He felt that his brain was working more than it should, especially cause even if he tried he couldn't sleep well. Since his Lixie had left, Hyunjin couldn't sleep properly, his body missing the small figure that slept next to him every night. He missed how the delicate body of his boyfriend molded to his while he hugged him from behind him or when the minor rested snuggled in his chest.

All of his senses missed him.

He missed his precious face, his little nose, and cheeks covered by those adorable freckles that Hyunjin loved so much.

He missed the scent of him.

He missed his touch.

He missed his laugh. And that deep and seductive, but at the same time, sweet voice that he had.

He missed the feeling of being in love. And it's not that he wasn't anymore.

Damn, he was still madly in love with him. But he missed falling in love a little more every day.

He missed and hankered his Yongbok more than anything in life.

Memories always assailed him and stole his breath. It was damn painful but he had a certain addiction to the feeling. It was like a constant reminder that he had to find him at all costs.

The door to his office was flung open and a revved-up Seungmin appeared. Making Hyunjin look at him in alarm and get up from his seat at full speed, believing that something bad had happened.

His first thought was that they had been invaded.

But not.

"Hyung, I found him," Seungmin said breathlessly, looking almost desperately at Hyunjin with concern "I found Lix"

Hyunjin could swear that his soul left and he re-entered his body.

He literally felt his blood pressure drop leaving him freezing cold and as quickly as it dropped it rose again making him feel hot and an annoying piping settled in his ears.

His body had been stunned standing behind his desk staring at Seungmin, who immediately rushed to his side to help him into his chair.

The words "I found Lix" kept repeating in his head.

"Close the door and take a seat" Hyunjin ordered, the words had struggled out of his mouth, his throat ached, and his heart seemed like it was going to leap out.

Seungmin ran to close the door quickly before taking a seat. Hyunjin still looking blank and Seungmin was terrified of what might happen once he started talking.

A few long seconds passed in which no one said anything, and Seungmin wanted to die. He wanted the earth to swallow him up. Why did it have to be him? Didn't this bastard have an investigator already taking care of this?

And it's not that it bothered him that he was the one who discovered it, in fact, he felt proud of himself, and of course also of Jisung, who helped him with everything. It hadn't been easy. And Seungmin would take it as a personal achievement.

But he was terrified of the reaction of his boss.

Finding Felix was good news, however, the things he's been doing would no doubt infuriate Hyunjin and Seungmin could see chaos coming.

He was seriously rethinking all of his life decisions. Especially what he had done four years ago.

Hyunjin cleared his throat, making Seungmin sit back eagerly.

"Okay, Min, what did you find out?" the older man sighed, rubbing his temple and looking at Seungmin carefully.

The tension was killing Hyunjin. He was afraid of what he was about to discover. More than anything because of the way Seungmin was acting, the boy was a pretty simple and transparent person, and seeing him act the way he did could only tell him that what he was about to tell him was not going to be pleasant.

Hyunjin was already preparing to break bones and shoot bullets through skulls if something bad happened to Lixie.

Seungmin laughed nervously but fell over instantly.

"You'll see" he rubbed the back of his neck nervously "Apparently he's fine, according to what I saw in his medical records at a hospital, he's in perfect condition." Hyunjin's muscles relaxed just a little at that, but he was still damn tense. Seungmin, on the other hand, felt his mouth dry as he spoke, and pain settled in his head, Hyunjin couldn't take his eyes off him and it was killing him, he took a deep breath before continuing "Hyunjin... do you remember that... well, of course, you remember, we've been going crazy with this situation" Seungmin laughed nervously "But the thing of the clans collapsing... i-it's Felix who c-caught them" Hyunjin looked at him strangely for a moment but seemed to understand quickly.

They were both silent, looking at each other for a moment until Seungmin looked away and got up from his seat, sighing heavily.

Hyunjin felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on him.

"What do you mean it was Felix who caught them?" a tired Hyunjin said, rubbing the bridge of his nose and his eyes squeezed shut as he tried to sort out his thoughts, and more importantly, his feelings.

On the other hand, Seungmin wanted to die. He was so anxious that it was painful.

"He has been a fbi agent for months, he is the one who has been in charge of capturing the heads of the clans, he started with the small clans and now he is going after the big ones," Seungmin said while Hyunjin listened carefully.

That could only mean one thing.

His precious Yongbok was after him. And shit, once again, Hyunjin felt betrayed by someone he loved. By someone who was supposed to love him.

His chest hurt so much, it was unbearable.

Dammit.

Had Felix even loved him? Because of the way things were, it seemed that he wasn't.

And more important still. After everything he knew about Hyunjin, had he decided to betray him like that?

"What else did you find out?" Hyunjin said in the coldest tone Seungmin had ever heard come out of his mouth and that was saying a lot since Felix had left.

"I also found out that he has a boyfriend," he said almost in a whisper without looking at the man in front of him, fearing to see his reaction.

Obviously, those words had broken Hyunjin's heart even more. He felt a pang in his chest. An almost agonizing pain.

He felt really betrayed, he felt so damn hurt. His damned heart was broken.

The great love of his life. The person he thought would never hurt him. The person he trusted the most had abandoned him and then betrayed him and now he would go after his head and on top of that he had been replaced by who knows who.

Fantastic. After everything they lived together. After Hyunjin gave damn everything to him. After it was him, Felix, Hyunjin's fucking priority. After Hyunjin loved him more than his empire. After being the fucking love of his fucking life.

Hyunjin felt used, he felt discarded, and he felt replaced.

But you know what Lee Yongbok? fuck you

Did you forget about Hyunjin and the love you said you had for him? Perfect.

It was Hyunjin's turn to do the same.

Hyunjin stood up. With a blank look, which scared Seungmin.

Damn it, he wasn't ready to see blood flow, even when he'd mentally prepared himself for it. And shit, it had been his fault.

"I don't want you to mention any of this to anyone. Do you understand me? In any case, you can tell Han or Changbin, but if I find out that the little gossip is hanging around the damn house, let me assure you that your body will appear mutilated on some cliff" his boss threatened, and Seungmin nodded so many times his neck ached.

"W-where are you going?" Seungmin asked, standing up to leave the office with him and go cry, finally, in a corner.

But Hyunjin ignored him and walked down the hall towards the elevator.

Seungmin ran as fast as his feet would carry him to the east wing where the camera room was, where Jisung was.

He was about to pound on the door when it was opened and a hand pulled him inside.

"WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID HE SAY? WHAT DID HE DO? WAS HE MAD? I'M SURE YES, HE GOT A RAGE" Jisung yelled shaking Seungmin's shoulders and pushing him towards his chair to sit down.

"Wait, I need to breathe, I don't even know what happened in there" he rubbed the bridge of his nose. "I want to cry, Hannie, comfort me" she stretched out her arms towards Jisung and a pout on his lips.

Jisung knew that things were really bad.

***

Hyunjin had left the house and had taken one of the cars, refusing to be accompanied and threatening everyone, especially Changbin that if anyone followed him he would cut off their genitals and force them to eat them.

They were all used to the boss's outbursts of madness. Sometimes he would just go outside to have a moment of calm and rest after a long day at work or to take out some of his frustration with a walk, always complaining and yelling angrily about whatever was bothering him, even threatening everyone, but he never went out alone. Changbin always went with him and had more guards nearby just in case.

But at this point, Hyunjin didn't give a fuck about everything.

He had been driving for several hours, aimlessly, at top speed, and ass drunk, because obviously he so desperately needed to take his mind off the crushing pain and anger he felt in his chest.

He was parked somewhere for a long time, drinking, even crying out of sheer frustration and thinking, sinking and drowning in the memories and wishing with all his heart that he could hate each and every one of them, he wished he could hate Felix and absolutely everything associated with him, his eyes, his touch, his smell, his body. He wanted to hate him. Fuck. Had that all been a vile lie then?

But he couldn't hate him, and that made him angrier.

It was almost six in the morning when he drove to the last place he would have ever imagined going in his life. Well let's be honest, he didn't need it, even for the past two years, he didn't need it. And he didn't want it either.

He parked and just made a little call.

The owner of the place was a great friend of his father. And since he was about fifteen years old, she always told him that whenever he wanted the doors of her business were open to him.

Hyunjin always hated places like that.

He knew how it works and how they got the vast majority of those workers.

Yet here he was.

What had changed?

Well, that he felt like the absolute piece of shit. And he was so angry and hurt that he really needed it.

The woman sounded pleased by the call, assuring him that she would lend the loveliest whore of hers, assuring him of a wonderful experience. He only listened to her words with annoyance, he really didn't want to know anything, he just wanted to put his cock in an ass and take all the frustration out of him.

A few minutes after hanging up, he saw the young man get out of the building. Slim and tall body. He was wearing a crop top and high-waisted shorts, it was a simple but nice outfit that in other circumstances would have made his mouth water just looking at it, but Hyunjin couldn't help but think that it would look so much better on Felix.

Hyunjin pushed the thought from his mind, annoyed at the intrusion.

The young man quickly got into the car, into the passenger seat, closing the door behind him.

He had beautiful and delicate features as if he were a creation of the angels. Yet once again, he couldn't help but think that Felix was so much prettier, his boy, with his lovely freckles and radiant, gentle smile, his kissable pink lips.

The thought hurt and felt like a stab.

Neither of them said anything, an awkward silence taking over the interior of the car, Hyunjin started the vehicle, and once on the road, he decided to talk.

"What's your name?" he asked, his voice husky and soft, almost drowned out by the lump in his throat from his previous crying, causing the young man to jump in his place, having startled him by so abruptly breaking the horrible silence. 

"Haneul" he whispered shyly, Hyunjin just nodded and fell silent again, the car falling silent once more.

When they arrived, he was greeted by Changbin, who looked troubled and upset. Especially when he saw the young man walking behind him as Hyunjin led them through the house to some room.

Oh shit, Changbin was furious. He was worried about where the fuck his friend had been, he was worried that something had happened to him, he was worried about the state he was in, clearly hungover and with a fucking whore and that was what made him mad the most because the bastard didn't care. Damn, had he already surpassed Felix? He was literally unbearable that morning, as it was sometimes, that he would talk about how much he missed him and tell Changbin some funny or cute story, and now he was coming up with this?

The sudden change in behavior had him stunned.

He knew, from Seungmin, what had happened. He knew Hyunjin was upset, and fuck, he understood, but being upset about the situation was one thing, and going after a whore that way was another thing.

Changbin had been the first to tell him that maybe it was time to turn the page, that it would be good if he thought about finding someone else or that if that wasn't what he wanted, he would at least stop looking for him. But that it happened so suddenly and the way the minor was acting infuriated him. He was being damn irresponsible, he was going back to the beginning when everything gave him shit and the consequences were up his ass.

The boss headed through the corridors of the second floor until he stopped at the door of a random room.

"I don't want anyone bothering," he said coldly, "Make someone bring lube and condoms, and I want food prepared when I ask for it" he looked at the shorter man who just nodded clearly annoyed, and guarded the door.

Once the door was closed, Hyunjin left the tenuous lights, dimly illuminating the room, bright enough to see but dark enough for the mood. He turned to the boy, who was looking around the room curiously. Hyunjin glanced over at him, disappointed that he wasn't sexually attracted to him.

The young man was pretty and even sexy, he wasn't going to deny that, he wasn't blind, he could see his beautiful long legs, his round and upturned butt, his flat abdomen, and his beautiful facial features, but let's be honest, nobody is better than Lee Felix.

And Hyunjin felt the need to tear out his heart and silence his mind because of the fucking feelings and intrusive thoughts about the boy who was causing him so much hurt.

He needed this, he reminded himself, he needed it to get the frustration out of his system, he needed to drain the energy out of him with a good orgasm, and what better way than to do it with a whore like that pretty young man. It frustrated him that he couldn't drool over him, but he wasn't going to stop now.

A butt is a butt, and Hyunjin was going to take the best of it.

"Be nice and undress for me will you?" Hyunjin said, his voice velvety, as he himself disposed of his own clothes.

The young man did as he asked, slowly, taking his time for Hyunjin to enjoy a view that he really wasn't enjoying, but he pretended he was because he kept thinking that he wasn't half as attractive as Felix. He kept thinking about how the boy would have gotten rid of his clothes, how his precious body would look in the dim light of the room, how the light would cast shadows on his pretty features, how he would have taken charge of the situation, and how just looking at him, Hyunjin's dick would already be fucking hard.

However, despite being able to see and be aware of the charm of the young man in front of him, Hyunjin couldn't feel attracted, he didn't feel the need to touch him and lose himself in the sensation of the boy's skin under his fingers.

The sound of the door snapped him out of his thoughts. He moved to open it, close enough to just peek out and not see anything inside.

It was Changbin, who handed him a paper bag with what he had ordered. He wasn't looking at him, he had his back facing the door, and Hyunjin couldn't see his expression but knew he was upset but he didn't care at that moment.

He took the bag and closed the door.

The boy was already completely undressed, sitting on the stool at the foot of the bed, with his legs slightly apart and leaning back with his arms, his head tilted to the side watching Hyunjin's movements.

Hyunjin stopped in front of him, looking over him and dumping the contents of the bag on the bed.

"Come on, play yourself for me," he told him, as he walked over to a chair, brought it in front of the bed, and sat down, kicking off his shoes and watching the young man do as he was told.

He crawled towards the center of the bed, took the club bottle and spread a little on his fingers, then spread his legs wide and began to delicately caress his entrance, making him sigh slightly and bite his lips while he rubbed the area a little faster, beginning to delay his entry.

He took the lube again, this time filling his fingers with an abundant amount.

His fingers moved in and out slowly in his entrance. Hyunjin could see that he enjoyed it. He could see his head fall back in pleasure, his chest rise and fall, and his little moans fill the room.

However, despite the spectacle that Hyunjin had before his eyes, he couldn't feel aroused, he couldn't feel that desire to want to help the young man, to want to be the one whose fingers went in and out of the boy and to be the one to provoke his moans.

The only thing he thought about was how Felix would look in his place, how his moans would be heard in his ears, how he would ask Hyunjin to reach out and touch him, to kiss him, to make him his, with his beautiful eyes darkened with arousal, hungry, asking Hyunjin to please him, repeating over and over again that he loved him and how horny Hyunjin made him just to see him wearing a suit, that he had been waiting all day to feel him inside him, that he needed him.

Hyunjin found himself touching himself. His hand slipped into his boxers, taking his dick, now erect thanks to his thoughts, between his fingers, a hiss coming from his lips, his hand moving up and down, as he looked at the boy on the bed who had accelerated the movements of his hand giving himself more pleasure, and imagining it was his precious Yongbok instead. Imagined his pretty face, his pretty expressions of pleasure as Hyunjin masturbated him, probably also using a toy as his fingers moved in and out of him. Imagining how his little eyes filled with tears due to the growing orgasm in his womb. As he begged Hyunjin not to stop, that he wanted more from him, until his orgasm came, screaming Hyunjin's name as he repeated over and over again that he loved him.

And Hyunjin reached his delicious orgasm, ejaculating into his own stomach.

The little boy also orgasmed a few moments later. His fingers didn't stop though.

With the image of Felix in his head, like a mirage that kept him hypnotized, he approached the boy, pulled him towards him, pulled his legs roughly, and turning his body so that he was face down, he spanked the boy's ass, not too hard but enough to make him groan in surprise, the young man lifted his pompous butt up high, with his chest and face pressed against the mattress. Ready for Hyunjin to sink into him.

The gangster took a condom and as he put it on, he imagined Felix's small hands around his dick, his hands moving up and down, so damn slow, his delicious tongue playing with the head of his dick, sucking and licking as if it were a fucking lollipop, in that way that made Hyunjin go crazy.

Oh fuck.

Hyunjin slowly sank into the boy, waited for him to adjust a little to him, and began to move, slowly at first and then accelerated his thrusts, the sound of their bodies colliding present in the room as well as their moans. But he was totally oblivious to all of that, he continued with his fantasies, imagining how wonderful it felt to sink into Felix, how it always seemed that his body was crying out for Hyunjin, how it seemed that their bodies were made to fit together.

After a while, Hyunjin came out of the young man.

"Ride me," Hyunjin said, getting on the bed and settling down so that the boy then climbed on top of him, his knees on the sides of Hyunjin's hips as he sat on the gangster's boner and began to rock back and forth, leaning with his hands on Hyunjin's bare chest.

And again, he was lost in his imagination. He could see Felix riding him, circling his hips over Hyunjin, his head thrown back and his hands traveling up his own body, touching his own erection, touching Hyunjin as well in the process, reaching out to kiss him, to pull him up. his fleshy lips with his teeth and inserting his tongue into the older man's mouth, exploring his oral cavity and stealing moans and sighs while he kept moving his hips as fast as he could until he ran out of strength, then Hyunjin took control, lifted Felix's body slightly, leaving him almost in a squat, so that he could plunge into him again and again, fast and strong, propelling himself with his heels on the mattress until Felix reached his orgasm, his body trembling with the effort, kissing warmly on Hyunjin's lips and told him it was his turn to deliver.

The young man got off Hyunjin's body. And he brought his face close to the gangster's erection, withdrew the condom, and discarded it, taking Hyunjin's length to his mouth and began to suck.

He didn't like how it felt, so he took refuge, again in his imagination, in how Felix's little mouth felt around her, the warmth of his tongue on the tip as he sucked, in his bright eyes when he put everything in his mouth, deep down in his throat, at how he made Hyunjin raise his hips for more, because fuck, Felix was so good, he did it so well, just the way Hyunjin liked it. How, even with Hyunjin's dick in his mouth, all the way down, the sounds, impure and filthy, of Hyunjin's dick crashing in the back of his throat, muffled in his mouth, saliva dripping from Felix's lips down his chin, he had the audacity to look at him innocently, with bright eyes and tear-streaked cheeks due to the exertion and lack of oxygen and Hyunjin's strong grip on his hair.

And with that delicious mental image, once again, Hyunjin exploded into a sweet orgasm.

How was it possible that after everything he knew now, after all the damage he was causing Hyunjin and the immense desire he had to hate him, still continued to torment his thoughts?

It was as if he had left a permanent imprint on Hyunjin's brain, heart, and skin. As if he had somehow marked and claimed him as his without Hyunjin being able to escape.

And it's not like Hyunjin wanted to escape either, damn it, he was addicted to him, he was obsessed with him, he loved him and it was impossible for Hyunjin to escape from him.

***

Meanwhile, in the camera room, Jisung and Seungmin were talking about what had happened, after having inspected every corner of the room in search of hidden cameras or microphones, even in the computers.

Once they were sure that they were not in danger of being heard, they were able to talk calmly.

Both boys were worried, mainly because they had provoked it in part, by helping little Felix to escape. However, that was information that only they knew, and it would continue to be so.

They were very confused. They knew why he ran away, and they didn't understand why the kid was getting involved in this world of shit like that, fuck, was even worse than being in it and they were afraid things would get worse, especially since it meant that now they were sworn enemies and shit, they didn't want that, they loved Lixie. But they also felt hurt and betrayed.

They really freaked out when the clans started to fall.

They were afraid that something might happen to him. They knew he wasn't stupid. He was damn smart, but the fear and guilt were there.

Fuck, they helped him to scape, doing everything possible to get him out of the house unseen, to make him disappear from the radar of the entire mafia, including themselves. They felt damned guilty that thanks to their help something could happen to him for not having the protection that Hyunjin gave him. And now he decided to go against them?

But it didn't make sense.

After thinking about it for a while, they realized that it was a mistake to have talked to Hyunjin so quickly.

They knew there must be something behind Felix's sudden behavior. They knew that the boy must have some reason for doing what he did. And they knew that he would never do anything to harm Hyunjin.

"I just don't get it, Hannie" Seungmin said frustrated for what seemed like the eleventh time.

They had a sheet of paper on which they had written:

Possible reasons for Felix to want to end the mafia

1. Revenge.

Against whom? Why?

That was the only reason they could think of that made the slightest bit of sense. Because damn Felix was fucking clever and he was a fucking jack-in-the-box you can't guess what the hell is going through his mind.

Perhaps only Hyunjin could figure it out, and they doubted it would even be easy for him.

Seungmin snapped his fingers, and laughed.

That kind of evil laugh that Jisung knew so well.

He had hit the nail on the head. Or he had an important clue.

"Got it," he said with a triumphant smile, as he searched through his notes on his investigation to find the boy.

"I'm listening" Jisung looked closely at Seungmin while reading his notes. Expectant and excited to find out what his friend had discovered.

"Look" he showed him a page full of writing, indicating a list of the clans that had fallen. "What do all these clans have in common?" Seungmin asked, and without letting Jisung answer he continued "Human trafficking... and most importantly... they traffic children too" he looked at Jisung hoping he understood what he meant.

It took him only a few moments to understand. A shocked expression on his face, taking his hands to his open mouth.

Seungmin was proud of himself. Damn, how smart is he.

"That means he's only catching the children-trafficking clans, right?" Jisung asked and Seungmin nodded. "What will we do with this new information?"

"We won't do anything yet" Seungmin said, "Let's wait and see what Hyunjin says when he's… finished" they both made a disgusted face as they watched Changbin through the monitor pacing down the hallway where his boss was with his companion.

"Poor Changbin, he must be going crazy" Jisung laughed.

***

The annoying sound of the alarm pierced Felix's ears, causing his head to throb with pain.

He growled in annoyance as he stretched out on the bed to turn off the alarm on his phone.

A small moan coming from his throat as he groped on the bed for some warmth to shelter in even knowing he wouldn't find anything. The bed was empty, not only because of the absence of his boyfriend in it, he felt empty because who he wanted wasn't the one who slept next to him every night. And it wasn't his scent that he wanted to be impregnated in the sheets to feel protected when he wasn't around.

The smell of pancakes and coffee wafted through his nostrils, making his stomach growl.

He got out of bed and went to the bathroom, where he undressed and looked at himself in the mirror.

And he imagined what it would have been like to wake up next to him that morning, how he would have woken up feeling his warmth, and how he would have seen him sleep peacefully for a few minutes to climb on top of him and wake him up with soft kisses on his precious face, how he would have smiled at him when he woke up with so much love that Felix could feel himself melting.

Tears filled his eyes and a sob escaped his lips.

He missed him so much that it hurts.

Once he was ready, he headed towards the kitchen, where a Jeongin greeted him with a warm smile. Which Felix returned to immediately approach and place a soft kiss on his lips.

"Good morning" they both greeted.

Jeongin indicated a plate with pancakes for him and Felix, whose stomach wouldn't stop rumbling, gladly sat down and began to eat.

"Do you need a ride?" Felix asked, "Oh and I wanted to have lunch together today, is that okay with you?"

"Sure honey" Jeongin came up to him from behind and kissed the top of his head, wrapping his arms around Felix's shoulders.

Honestly, he felt good with Jeongin, he was affectionate, attentive, delicate. Felix felt loved. He was the boyfriend anyone could wish for.

The only problem... is that he wasn't Hwang Hyunjin.

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RBB

RBB, otherwise known as Rainbow Bondage Bear, has been a hot topic in the fandom for years. A masterpost of sorts has been requested repeatedly, so here it is. The general Larry theory is that RBB and his little friend, SBB (Sugar Baby Bear), were set up at multiple concerts by Louis and Harry to send secret messages about their love to Larries, thus proving Larry’s realness. The anti theory is simply that “a crew member did it for fun.” I am here to offer a third theory that involves multiple players and Modest Management’s approval.

So, who is RBB? RBB is a rainbow Build-a-Bear that was thrown on stage during the WWA tour by a fan.

Someone kept the bear and began to have fun with it.  On August 12, 2014 a Twitter account was created for the bear. The bear only made a few simple posts.

The bear also referenced Judy Garland, a gay icon, a few times.

Many people thought the account was run by Josh Devine, One Direction’s drummer. He posted a picture with the bear, tagging the bear’s original Twitter handle, @Bondagebear1D.

On August 13th RBB appeared at the WWA Philadelphia show. It’s original outfit was a simple “bondage look” made with electrical tape.

The bear also had a tiny pink tag on it that said something about Ziam Levine Stylinson.

The Bear’s original Twitter account was then deleted on August 14th, but the bear appeared again at the Chicago WWA show wearing a cute outfit.

After this RBB disappeared… for awhile. Then, it started showing up again during OTRA. 

It was once again believed Josh was involved cause he kept taking pictures with it. Its first re-appearance was in a picture with Josh on February 2, 2015, dressed as Freddie Mercury.

But it didn’t seem to actually be Josh in control of the bear.

And Josh denied it as well.

So, who was behind the bears?

A full timeline of all the things the bears did would be near impossible, so below is a list of highlights, likely out of order, of some of the semi-important shady, gay, and Larry-related things these bears did.

Twitter

An official Twitter account was set up for RBB in 2015. It would change its profile picture often to various gay icons. It also would change its location often to seemingly match the location of the boys.

It didn’t follow any other accounts or like any other tweets except for one that simply said, “larry ok.”

Louis’ Reflection in the Bear’s Glasses 

One day fans noticed that Louis’ form and shirt appeared to be reflected in RBB’s glasses.

After this occurred, whoever was in charge of RBB began blurring out the glasses to make sure no reflections were visible.

The Bears Were Very Gay

While this might not prove Louis and Harry’s involvement, all the other evidence of Louis and Harry’s involvement with the gay bears might be a decent hint that Louis and Harry are not straight. Something to add to the pile.

The Bear was given Freddie Mercury’s mustache and Devine’s eyebrows. Both massive LGBTQ icons. The bear also dressed like Freddie Mercury often.

RBB also constantly read gay literature, such as a book by Danny La Rue, a gay entertainer that often dressed in drag.

Judy Garland, who is widely considered a gay icon.

And Bette Davis, who also became a gay icon in the 70′s.

The Rolex

One day, the bear was wearing a Rolex.

Let’s take a closer look at the Rolex.

Could it be this Rolex? One that belonged to Mr. Harry Styles himself?

Harry’s Handwriting

At one point the Bears were pictured wrapping Christmas gifts. One of the gifts was for the 1D Potato. 

The handwriting, however, seemed very similar to Harry’s.

RBB Likes the Same Kind of Bear as Louis

Wouldn’t you know. Louis and RBB share the same taste in beer.

Stella Artois has been one of Louis’ favorite beers for quite awhile.

And still is.

Harry Updating RBB’s Twitter?

There were several instances of the RBB Twitter account being updated right before Harry tweeted, which lead people to believe Harry was logging onto Twitter and tweeting from both accounts back to back.

The Drag Queen Incident

One night RBB showed up at a drag show. It was well documented that Louis was also out partying this night.

Yahoo chose to report on this bizarre incident, which lead to an interesting interaction on Facebook with one of the drag queens involved.

And they appeared to confirm that Louis or Harry (or both) did take the bear there.

The RBB + SBB Wedding

RBB and SBB even got married, and present with them was a picture of Larry Grayson, a British TV personality that was gay, but lived his life closeted. 

The Accomplice 

So, were Louis and Harry involved? It would very much appear so. But who could have realistically executed these elaborate set-ups? Louis and Harry were overworked. In the small bits of free time they had, Louis was out clubbing with friends and Harry was often hanging out with Xander and Jeff. They were not only touring, but also working on writing and recording an album. They did not have the time to plan out all the outfits and gay references and order costumes and props. There absolutely had to be someone else thinking up at least some of the set-ups, putting the pieces together, and arranging them on stage. Was it their drummer, Josh? Probably not. Was it some low-level crew member? Also unlikely. 

Enter Kate Moross. Kate Moross was the art director for OTRA. Kate was hired by Modest Management. Kate was given a budget. 

Here is some of Kate’s work on the tour:

But you know what else? Kate is a member of the LGBTQ+ community, and Kate knows RBB, as seen on their IG story in 2018.

So, this is interesting. Kate had the funds, means and interest in LGBTQ+ culture to execute the elaborate bear set-ups. Kate also was given full approval by Modest Management to do whatever they wanted. Being the art director, Kate also likely had the ability to request different lighting arrangements such as the following blue and green light shining onto RBB and SBB.

After OTRA

The thing about the bears, though, is that their saga continued after the boys were no longer on tour, which likely means there was no longer any crew member/art director involvement. At this point, honestly, anyone could have been controlling the bears, but it is assumed to be Louis. Funny enough, a lot of people thought this.

And there was good reason to believe Louis kept the bear and managed its account after OTRA ended.

On November 19th, when the boys were in Hollywood for their Jimmy Kimmel performance. RBB took pictures on the Hollywood Walk of Fame, specifically with gay icons. Normally it would have been hard for Louis or Harry do do this without being recognized, but on this day, these stars were on a part of the road that was closed off for the Kimmel performance.  This meant they had access to it. The OTRA tour crew were no longer with them.

The Bears even continued their antics into 2016, once the band went on hiatus. Most notably, a picture was posted to the Twitter account on Harry’s 22nd birthday.

Something interesting about this is the location of the bears. The bear posted from this location before.

This location stood out because the floor and base board looked identical to the one in Louis’ home, as seen from one of Daisy’s IG stories.

The wall color is slightly different, but the bears could have been photographed in a different room of the house.

What did the boys themselves have to say about RBB?

At the end of 2015, during MITAM promo, the band was asked as a whole what they knew about the rainbow bear. As soon as the question was asked, Niall quickly turned his head towards Louis with a terrified look on his face. Harry took it upon himself to state that he thought the bear was “taped to the scaffolding” by a crew member. His nervous way of speaking, plus Niall’s reaction, lead people to believe he was lying. Harry also downplayed the bear’s role at concerts. RBB was not just “taped to scaffolding” - RBB had elaborate set-ups, outfits, and props for months of the tour. Even if they did not have any involvement, there is no way the boys would have not known this.

In 2017 Louis denied even seeing the bear, which was a bit of an obvious lie since there are pictures of him in close proximity to it. (6:30)

Louis & RBB

To recap:

Where did the bear come from? A fan.

Who kept the bear? Likely Louis.

Was Louis involved? It sure seems that way, based on Niall’s terrified reaction to the question about the bear’s origin, Louis’ reflection in the bear’s glasses, and the bear potentially being photographed at Louis’ house.

Was Harry involved? Based on Harry’s terrible inability to lie when asked about the bear, the note in his handwriting, and the bear wearing his Rolex, I’d have to say yes.

Who executed the elaborate set-ups? Considering Louis and Harry were extremely overworked, and Harry was spending much time away from the band with his friends, it would appear they did not, in fact, have the ability to set up gay rainbow bears discretely every day of tour. But you know who might have? The art director that was given free rein to do what they want, and chose to post a picture with the bear in 2018. Additionally, other band members and crew might have been in on it. It was too big to be just Louis and Harry.

Did this get Modest Management’s stamp of approval? Absolutely. Not only did Modest give Kate, the art director, the funds, but they told them they were allowed to do whatever they wanted. Additionally, this bear was obvious and at every show. If Louis and Harry were sending secret messages without their approval, it would have been shut down rather quickly. 

My conclusion: RBB and SBB were not some secret, covert operation set-up and executed by Louis and Harry to send secret messages to Larries or push back at management. The bears were also not some poor crew member having a laugh. Both of these things would have been shut down rather quickly by management, especially a management hell-bent on closeting Louis and Harry. Louis and Harry definitely appeared to have involvement with the bears, Louis seemingly being the ringleader of the operation, but due to how elaborate it all was, they absolutely needed an accomplice (or several). The art director is the prime suspect, as they were given Modest Management’s approval to do whatever they wanted. The bears were likely partially an art instillation executed by the art director, as well as Louis and Harry having a good time. I believe it started out as fun, but the bears were later used, in part, for gay signaling and LGBTQ+ education. If you look at Louis’ actions over the past few years, this is something he continues to do without the bears. He’s signaled through Polari, pink triangles in his Miss You video, as well as his Just Like You’s National Coming Out Day release date and lyric video. 

Additionally, I have to point out that there is a dark side to RBB and SBB. The dark side comes from Modest Management’s clear approval, and possible encouragement, of the whole operation. The same management team that spent years hiding Louis and Harry’s relationship used their relationship for promo in this case. The same management team that gaslit young fans into believing they’d ruined Louis and Harry’s friendship by shipping them realized Larries were a large part of the fanbase, and therefore allowed RBB to bait and engage with Larries during 1D’s final tour and promo for their final album.

Lastly, One Direction really is the shadiest boy band that ever existed. 

[misspinkmilkmonster]

NO ESCAPE || Hyunlix ff

No escape, 사라진 감각 can't feel my fingers

걸렸어, you got me wrapped up around your fingers

날 사로잡은 너의 손길에 취해 가

I want it more, I need it more

퍼져 가는 poison, 중독되는 potion

경계할 위협감은 사라져 now

Chapter list:

Summary

Prologue

Chapter 1

Character Description

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

[misspinkmilkmonster]

No Escape | Prologue

note: remember this fanfiction contains explicit language and descriptive smut scenes. if you're under the age of 18+ and decided to read this then is up to you. I won't take responsibility of anything.

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It was always the same.

When they looked into each other's eyes, time seemed to stop and everything around them disappeared.

It was just the two of them, in their bubble of love.

Nothing mattered. Not even when it was one of those stupid business parties where every important and not-so-important member of the mafia wanted to have a chat with the future boss.

Hyunjin always ended up leaving everyone talking to themselves because he was gawking at his boyfriend. So the gangsters disliked Felix because they believed that he distracted Hyunjin too much and that would hurt his performance as a future boss.

However, the first and last time, that someone expressed displeasure for his lover, Hyunjin ended up with his nice navy suit stained with blood, and that was enough for no one to dare even glare at Felix.

Felix had entered the room, escorted by his two bodyguards, he was looking for Hyunjin, who was surrounded by gangsters who were talking to him about business.

When their eyes met the world stopped and Felix's worries and doubts disappeared, and his body simply made its way to his boyfriend.

That day he had gone to get his hair done, and now he was sporting a nice blonde mullet and extensions. He had decided to wear his military boots and a small black pleated skirt to match a black leather jacket and his inevitable accessories on his hands, neck, and ears.

Today he looked especially pretty and he knew that with Han and Seungmin behind him, elegantly dressed in tailor-made suits, the image had to look amazing and he liked to look powerful like that.

Even though he felt insecure and helpless in such a hostile environment.

When he got to where his boyfriend was sitting, he looked a little stunned, making Felix smile, he gestured for him to sit on his lap and Felix immediately complied, putting his right arm around the older man's shoulders to hug him. 

Hyunjin wrapped his arms around Felix's waist and pulled him closer, gently taking him by the chin for a kiss, which Felix gladly granted.

"I missed you so much" Hyunjin gawked as he hid his face in the crook of Felix's neck and played with the bare skin of his legs, tickling him. "I like how your hair and outfit look." He whispered in Felix's ear "You look gorgeous."

Felix felt that he was dying.

They had been together for a couple of years, and Hyunjin managed to make him blush and nervous and to tongue-tide when he said nonsense like that.

"I missed you too, I don't like you being away for so long," Felix said, his deep, seductive and sweet voice filling Hyunjin's ears and his stomach lurching slightly, the younger's lips pouting, which made Hyunjin smile and his pretty eyes sparkle, and then he leaned closer to search for Felix's lips again for a kiss.

He felt in the clouds every time their lips came into contact. It was the most intoxicating, delusional, and addictive sensation he could imagine, no matter how aggressive or delicate the kiss was, the sensation was the same.

It was pure glory.

"I don't like being away from you either" Hyunjin dedicated himself to leaving soft, short kisses on Felix's neck, making him giggle as he tried to move away due to the tickling.

"Jinnie" a blushing Felix complained, still giggling "Don't do that, everyone's watching" he whispered.

"Let them" Hyunjin smiled "I don't care" he kissed Felix again, this time deepening the kiss, delicately biting his lips.

Felix could die right now.

"Doesn't it seem strange to you that the future boss of the mafia is so..." Felix whispered, his eyes closed, brushing his lips against Hyunjin's, and when he looked into his eyes, his breath hitched "affectionate and docile when It's about his..." he leaned close to Hyunjin's ear "pretty boyfriend?" his deep voice came out almost muffled. Hyunjin's hand continued to delicately caress the bare skin of his thighs and Felix felt how his body heat was increasing.

He knew what Hyunjin was up to. And he wasn't about to give in so easily and have him get in trouble, once again, because of him. But he was willing to play a little.

Hyunjin had a bad habit of teasing Felix like that. With caresses and nice, affectionate, and soft words. The perfect combination for the minor to want to rip off his boyfriend's clothes right there. And ask him to take him to another place. Then Hyunjin would listen to him and drop everything to please him. Even if it meant getting in trouble for leaving important meetings or whatever he was doing.

He didn't like Hyunjin being punished because of him, so he tried not to be a boyfriend demanding attention and affection. But there were moments and situations where Hyunjin played his cards too well and Felix ended up falling, begging for more, and obviously, Hyunjin was willing to please him no matter the consequences.

They had had that conversation many times.

Felix expressed his concern. Telling Hyunjin that he couldn't keep getting in trouble just for consenting to him and that it wasn't fair that Hyunjin himself provoked Felix to ask him to leave with him.

And then Hyunjin would tell him that he didn't give a fuck and that the whole mob could go to hell.

"Isn't that what happens in the mafia novels you like to read?" Hyunjin whispered mockingly, looking for Felix's gaze, who was trying not to laugh.

"Don't use my books against me" he complained, twisting his pretty mouth into a pout, causing the older man to laugh and kiss him gently. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'll go have a drink with my friends" Hyunjin nodded, and Felix pressed his lips against the older man's, causing him to smile, he got up from his boyfriend's legs, signaling to Han and Seungmin to follow him. They walked across the room to the bar.

"Friends" He called them "Sit with me, come on" He patted the stools on either side of him.

They obeyed.

Felix liked to give them moments of rest even when they had to take care of him and follow him around. After all, they were his friends. And he knew that he shouldn't do it and that it was troublesome, but Hyunjin also did that with Changbin and insisted that Felix could spoil his bodyguards too if it made him happy.

They couldn't drink alcohol while taking care of him, and Felix didn't like to drink, so the three of them ordered a lemonade.

"Seriously, that crooked-nosed Russian mobster scares me," Seungmin said in a whisper, getting close enough for Han, on the other side of Felix, to hear as well.

"Why?" Han laughed, and immediately looked closely at the named man.

"Don't look at him, do you want a bullet in your skull?, idiot" Seungmin complained. Making Felix laugh.

"Why do you say that he scares you?" Felix asked not knowing what he was referring to until he understood "Forget it... I already understood why"

The mobster they were talking about was Luka Markovski, and the few times they had been in the same room with him, he was looking at Seungmin like a hungry dog about to pounce on a piece of meat.

He was creepy as fuck.

And Felix wished not to put his friend in that situation.

He made a mental note to make Hyunjin tell him when the gangster was going to be present so Seungmin wouldn't be there and put someone else in his place to take care of him.

He looked at Hyunjin who was approaching them with Changbin behind him.

Oh shit, Felix had the most attractive boyfriend in the world.

What a desire to tell him to go up to their room and be able to rip off his clothes once and for all.

The five of them got into a conversation about stupid things.

Hyunjin made Felix lean against him as he hugged him from behind and rested his chin on the younger's shoulder.

"Lixie" Hyunjin whispered in the younger's ear, making him flinch "Why don't we go upstairs?"

Felix turned around to face Hyunjin.

"Why?" Felix pretended not to understand, tilting his head slightly and then leaning close enough to brush his lips. "I thought you had business to close today" and ran his tongue over Hyunjin's lips, licking delicately.

"Fuck business," he said. And he tightened his hold around the shorter boy and began to move toward the door, causing Felix to walk backward. The minor deposited all his trust that his boyfriend would not let him crash into something.

The three bodyguards exchanged glances. And then follow them.

It was always the same. However, they were all used to it.

They walked through the long corridors of the great mansion until they reached the highly acclaimed room.

Hyunjin had held back all this time. Until the door was kicked shut by him, Hyunjin pushed the younger boy against the door and then devoured his pretty mouth in a hungry kiss, while carrying him, Felix wrapped his legs around Hyunjin's waist and pulled Hyunjin's hair making him gasp in pain and pleasure.

This was one of those kisses in which they bit and licked each other's lips and their tongues danced in a rhythm that only they knew, it was so intense that it hurt, but that was not an impediment to stop.

Felix loosened his legs and Hyunjin left him on the floor, they looked into each other's eyes, with that hungry and intoxicating look, and the younger one placed his hands on his boyfriend's chest and made him walk back towards the bed, pushing Hyunjin hard enough for him to fall on his back, making him laugh. Felix straddled Hyunjin's hips, and he could feel how hard he was under him, Hyunjin automatically placed his hands on the younger's thighs to caress his soft and delicate skin.

"We have to hurry, I have to be back soon to close the deal," Hyunjin said and Felix giggled, nodding as he pulled Hyunjin up to sit down.

"Then start now" replied a cheeky Felix as he moved his hips against Hyunjin's already-grown boner, making him tighten his grip on Felix's thighs, scratching his skin a little and he closed his eyes, stifling a groan. 

Felix kissed Hyunjin and continued to move his hips as damn slow as he could. He knew that for the older man it was torture, but it was for himself too.

Hyunjin took his hands to Felix's ass under his skirt, the younger one was only wearing underwear underneath, the kind Hyunjin liked, and he squeezed slightly, making them both muffle their moans against each other's lips. Felix's small hands tightened his grip on the older man's hair, which made Hyunjin smile and he repeated the action a few more times before switching positions in one swift motion.

Now it was Hyunjin who was on top of Felix, with the younger's legs wrapped around Hyunjin's hips as Felix lay on his back on the bed.

Hyunjin tried to remove his suit jacket but Felix stopped him.

"Let me do it" Felix whispered in a raspy voice.

The younger settled in the bed, kneeling on the mattress in front of the older.

Felix proceeded to remove Hyunjin's suit jacket, and then dedicated himself to undoing the buttons of his white shirt, and then tracing the older man's chest and torso with his hands.

Hyunjin was starting to get frustrated.

Why was his precious little boyfriend making him suffer like this?

It was torture.

Sweet and wonderful torture.

Touching him in that way only Felix knew how. Making him lose all ability to think straight.

The minor got rid of his boyfriend's shirt, letting it fall to one side.

Then his hands traveled to his belt buckle as he looked at Hyunjin with that hungry, arousal-darkened look.

And the older one couldn't resist it anymore.

He launched himself to devour the lips of his precious boyfriend. And as he could he took off his pants along with his boxers.

Then between the two of them, they got rid of Felix's clothes.

Once they were both naked, they kissed again, this time slowly, tenderly. Causing them both to smile on each other's lips.

But they had to hurry.

The hands of both traveled aimlessly through the other's body. Stealing sighs and moans.

Hyunjin got his middle and ring fingers into the younger's mouth, and he began to trace them with his tongue. Making Hyunjin groan in the process.

"Let me taste you okay?" Hyunjin said, then pulled his saliva-soaked fingers out of Felix's mouth.

"Do to me what you please" Felix moaned, while Hyunjin brushed his long fingers full of Felix's saliva at his entrance making him squirm with pleasure "I'm all yours" Hyunjin smiled seeing him unravel like that at your touch.

Hyunjin dedicated himself to kissing Felix's neck and collarbones, as if his life depended on it, leaving slight marks on his skin. To then leave a trail of wet kisses and hickeys down his chest and abdomen. Oh shit, those delicious and perfect abs of his. Hyunjin could die licking, biting, and sucking on his skin. He loved feeling the marked muscles with his tongue. Damn, it felt so good.

He finally settled his face between the younger's legs, biting and sucking on the skin of his thighs, making the younger moan audibly, arching his back and pulling on Hyunjin's hair in the process.

And when he finally got to the minor's entrance, his mouth watered.

He began by leaving delicate kisses, to later run his tongue over the entire expanse of skin. Testing the traces of the minor's saliva that he used to touch him as he liked him to do.

Felix's grip on his hair tightened as he inserted his tongue into his hole and began to trace the area in slow motions.

"Your fingers" Felix complained, almost choking on his moans "Please use your fingers too"

Hyunjin wasn't one to deny anything to Lee Felix, so he immediately complied.

***

They left the room finding their bodyguards guarding the door.

They all pretended nothing happened and the couple returned to the ballroom, the three men behind them.

Hyunjin kissed Felix's cheek when he had to leave where his father was with some men chatting. Promising to be back as soon as possible.

The younger stayed away in a corner of the room, with Jisung and Seungmin next to him.

"I hate these parties so much" Felix complained under his breath.

"Are you saying that because you guys had to do it quickly or because you really don't like it?" taunted Han

"Both" Felix replied.

And it is that Felix felt out of place in environments like that.

He didn't even know why he kept coming. Hyunjin had told him countless times that he could stay in the room or even go somewhere with Han and Seungmin.

He had tried.

There were times when the three of them would go out to have fun somewhere else, or even have a room fixed up for some kind of sleepover.

Even so, he always ended up attending.

They were having a quiet chat when they heard a man and a woman, about their age, whispering behind some curtains.

Felix didn't like listening to other people chat, but the fact that they mentioned him piqued his interest.

Bad idea.

"No, but seriously" the girl giggled "It's just a matter of time before he gets bored of him and ends up dead too"

"Do you think? They've been together for like two years, and the boss seems really into him"

"I'm serious, that's how things work in the mafia" she paused for a few moments "He's going to end up killing him just like his ex, I don't even understand why he's with him in the first place. Being able to have someone more attractive"

Felix couldn't take it anymore.

He had to get out of there before his anxiety got him without making a fuss.

All his insecurities came to the fore at that precise moment.

Doubting even the love that Hyunjin claimed to have for him.

"Tell Hyunjin that Felix is sleepy, and we'll take him back to the room," Han informed Changbin through the comlink, he saw Changbin nod and started to follow Felix down the hall.

Felix headed to the room he shared with Hyunjin, letting Jisung and Seungmin come in with him.

"Lixie, you can't listen to what those snakes were saying" Seungmin started. And then he hugged Felix. Han joined the hug for only a brief moment before speaking. "They don't know what they're talking about"

"You're gorgeous and Hyunjin loves you, haven't you seen how stupid he looks when he looks at you? He looks like an anime character with heart eyes, the guy is really obsessed with you" Han teased, affectionately poking Felix's ribs in a try to make him laugh.

"Besides, you know very well why his ex ended up dead, you can't let his words ruin your relationship" Seungmin continued.

"You're right" Felix answered, sighing tiredly, and gave them a half smile "You know how insecure I feel sometimes. And for someone to say out loud the things that I myself have thought hurts"

Felix lay face up on the bed, with thousands of thoughts coming and going.

The thought of leaving it all tormented him.

He didn't want the time when Hyunjin would get tired of him to come.

If he left first it meant that Hyunjin couldn't leave him.

But the mere thought of leaving Hyunjin burned his soul.

Those thoughts disappeared just as his gorgeous, sexy gangster boyfriend opened the door and their eyes met.

[misspinkmilkmonster]

No Escape | hyunlix ff

Hyunjin is one of the most respected and feared mobsters in the human trafficking business. But more respected than him is Felix, the love of his life and more than all the money and luxuries he may have, he is his most precious possession.

However, Felix is ​​tired of seeing himself like this, like a possession, like a trophy, plus his heart makes him do one of the most drastic decisions of his life, abandon the mobster and start doing things right in the FBI, even if it means keeping his heart and feelings in a trunk.

But of course Hyunjin won't stay with his hands crossed, he will destroy everything and everyone in order to have his boy again.

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🐥🐚This story has explicit language, smut scenes, and violence. If you are a sensitive person, be careful.🐥🐚

🐥🐚Long chapters.🐥🐚

🐥🐚Slow burn.🐥🐚

🐥🐚Secondary couples: ChanHo, Minsung, Chanmin🐥🐚

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[misspinkmilkmonster]

the greatest - a close reading

AAAAFRGHGGHGH!!!!!! FAITH IN THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!! i just spent three days soaking up these lyrics, and i am just so fucking excited to finally get these analyses on paper and out into the world, black on white hehe. i’m so fucking blown away by the body of work louis’s put out, and the world he’s created, once again, with his lyrics. the unit these songs form is honestly incredible - with every song sounding so different, and telling its own story, while being so connected to each other? it’s a mosaic of a mind. and if you know me, you know i completely lose it over parallels, so you can imagine how this album has hit me ksjhfkjsrhf

if you’re reading this, thank you so much. it really means a lot <3 and keep an eye out for the others, bc they’re on their way!!

ALRIGHT LET’S GO

faith in the future, track 1

LYRIC ANALYSIS

Tell you I’m on my way Nothing could make me late Said I had a plan for us Time it came and changed it all

immediately: central themes on the album are introduced

louis is there for the ones he loves

time - change

“tell you”: promise made - he’s reliable, takes on the responsibilities that come with relationships

“plan” // “master plan”, silver tongues // “25 and it’s all planned”, jly

We had to disappear Cos nothing gets through here Through that circle round my heart Where the best of me should start

we had to hide our true selves, we had to go in the closet

<> we had to disappear bc my heart hardened, bc of everything that happened i blocked us/love out

i know i’m at my best when i follow my heart - i know that now (lots of the content on walls) - hard on himself for being so guarded

I said you know me Alone we’re only Just as good as the rest

Together we’re the greatest We’ll never be that cold again No falling all to pieces We’re the greatest It’s you and me until the end Life for us is never over

when we come together, our love creates something that surpasses what anyone else is doing, and is better than what any of us might try alone. why should i close off my heart, when that destroys everything that’s great?

cold = alone // “when it gets cold”, all this time = darkness = pain

“until the end” // silver tongues // end of the day

The way you know something Your face reminded me Of a love you cannot hide But don’t need to tell me why

when you know, you know

// “it was there i saw it in your eyes”, home

you can’t hide your love, but you have to anyway > don’t need to tell him why, he knows that story like none other

Back dancing in the dark Back to the very start Finding pieces that can fit Making up for what we missed

// “shadow dances”, only the brave

no more falling to pieces, now we’re focusing on rebuilding, finding a life that actually works - working to make the relationship as great as it is

“making up for what we missed” - lost time // “it’s not how you spend the time, it’s if you waste it”, all this time // too young

I said you know me Alone we’re only Just as good as the rest

Together we’re the greatest We’ll never be that cold again No falling all to pieces We’re the greatest It’s you and me until the end Time for us is never over

letting go of that focus on lost time: looking forward, to all the time we still have left

SYNTHESIS

With The Greatest, Louis has made his statement of intent (as he liked to say of Kill My Mind): we’re the fucking best, but only if we stick together. If we let down our walls and keep them down. He told us on his last album how he’s worked to let his walls crumble down, and on Faith in the Future it’s obvious he still actively has to keep it that way, and that it isn’t always easy. He’s also not always easy on himself - as he discusses in Holding on to Heartache - but with this opening track he wants to shout through those doubts and insecurities and make a stand. This is a fact, because I’ve spoken it into reality. I’ll keep reminding you just as I’ll keep reminding myself. (Which is a sentiment that forms a very thick, secure line through the album.)

Doubts and fears of Louis’s include time, lost time, and the changes that are a result of that. He definitely discusses the pain and loss that can come with change on the album, but here he shakes it off and focuses on what’s to come. We have faith in the future, and to really make that true, we need to believe we have time, a life ahead of us. No matter what happened in the past, including deep grief, like having to hide your love.

I think it’s incredibly powerful he has those lines in his opening track. A loud, clear mention of hidden love, of an unspoken secret kept between those who just know what this is about. Queer signalling at its finest.

The Greatest encompasses so many of the key themes on the album, making it the perfect introduction. Life and love is yours for the taking, but you need to put in the work. You can’t give up. We need to keep going. No matter how much pain there is, how much darkness. No matter how everything keeps changing, and you sometimes lose your way. We’ll use that change in our advantage, we’ll see time as time we still have, instead of something we’ve lost. It’s all about perspective. Oh, yeah, and perhaps the most important part: you can’t do it by yourself. It’s you and me until the end. We can fucking do this.

[misspinkmilkmonster]

Fuck , 28 emojis , i love them

Me (for the millionth time this year): That must be a coincidence, right Harry?

Harry (for the millionth time this year):

[misspinkmilkmonster]

babygate isnt a theory, its a situation

to begin with, the same name says that its not a theory, the suffix -gate is used to refer to scandals, not theories, therefore its not something you can believe in or not, its a situation in which you can take a position on it, there’s no “believe or not believe” in a gate. (small clarification that in this specific case, as these terms became popular, they are used but shouldnt be used).

second, the famous babygate masterposts are nothing more than timelines; you cant invent a timeline, everything that’s in those masterposts are things that really happened, you cant “debunk” a timeline because a timeline isnt a theory or an opinion, they are facts placed in a chronological order.

third, as many may know antis use the “a larrie admitted to having invented the babygate” to desperately justify that louis is a father; im sorry to tell you that no matter how much you want it, a fan cant make up facts, the only thing they can make up are theories. babygate is a theory? nope, so a fan invented the babygate? nope.

nothing of what is in those masterposts was invented by someone

no one invented that those who leaked the photos of louis and briana in the club were the relatives of briana

no one invented the article of the sun that came out in july that said briana was eleven weeks pregnant. (remember that freddie was born in late january)

no one invented the photo where briana has no belly at 8 months pregnant

no one invented that briana had a rhinoplasty during her pregnancy

no one invented that briana stole photos of other pregnant women

no one invented that ashley asked to update accounts to post pictures of other pregnant women saying it was briana

no one invented that tammy started following baby pages since the beginning of may (before everything happened)

no one nvented all the shade that the babygate got

no one invented the “its not real! its not real!” video

no one invented that the jungwirth family bought 175 domains days after the announcement (including skylar tomlinson’s domains)

no one invented that a briana update account was created on may 12 and that it didnt tweet until july 21

no one invented the GMA or STW glasgow interview

no one invented that briana didnt have a tummy 3 days after giving birth and that she was wearing heels and leather clothes

no one invented all the references to bees that louis, harry, anne, steve aoki, etc made

no one invented that louis said freddie was born on the 22nd and briana said he was born on the 21st

no one invented that louis tweeted some lyrics of a song about daddy kink after saying he was a father or that he tweeted about how good was the album that contained the song cold blooded

no one invented everything TMZ said and did

no one invented rbb and sbb

no one invented the photoshop that they do to freddie to make him look like louis

no one invented the edited photos of louis and freddie

no one invented that the minor’s name is freddie reign and that it just means the same as freddiesmyqueen a larry youtube channel to which louis gave permission to monetize some of their videos

no one invented louis’ references to the song billie jean

no one invented belfast

no one invented that the tomlinson family including louis never see the minor

no one invented that the twins said freddie was born in february

no one invented that ruth liked a comment that said “louis likes dicks”

no one invented that briana uploaded an ultrasound from a fertility clinic

no one invented that freddie is brett’s carbon copy

no one invented kiwi

no one invented that he never took a pat test

all this and more happened. it cant be debunked. it cant be invented.

realize that all this isnt normal, its not even normal in other celebrities. why did all this happen? why? does this seem normal? really?

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el babygate no es una teoría, es una situación

para empezar el mismo nombre dice que no es una teoría, el sufijo -gate se utiliza para denominar escándalos no teorías por ende no es algo en lo que puedas creer o no, es una situación en la que vos podes tomar una postura el respecto, no existe “creer o no creer” en un gate. (pequeña aclaración que en este caso en específico como se popularizaron esos términos se usan pero no se deberían usar).

segundo, los famosos masterposts del babygate no son nada mas que lineas de tiempo; no se puede inventar una linea de tiempo, todo lo que esta en esos masterposts son cosas que realmente pasaron, no se puede “desmentir” un timeline porque un tiemline no es una teoría ni una opinion, son hechos puestos en un orden cronológico.

tercero, como deben saber muchxs antis usan el “una larrie admitió haber inventado el babygate” para desesperadamente justificar que louis es padre; lamento decirles que no importa cuanto lo deseen, una fan no puede inventar hechos, lo único que puede inventar son teorías. ¿el babygate es una teoría? nop, ¿entonces una fan inventó el babygate? nop.

nada de lo que esta en esos masterposts fue inventando por alguien

nadie inventó que quienes filtraron las fotos de louis y briana en el club fueron los mismos familiares de briana

nadie inventó el articulo de the sun que salió en julio que decía que briana tenía once semanas de embarazo. (recordemos que freddie nació a fines de enero)

nadie inventó la foto donde briana no tiene panza a sus 8 meses de embarazo

nadie inventó que briana se hizo una rinoplastia durante el embarazo

nadie inventó que briana robó fotos de otras embarazadas

nadie inventó que ashley le pedía a update accounts que posteen fotos de embarazadas diciendo que era briana

nadie inventó que tammy empezó a seguir a paginas de bebes desde principios de mayo (antes de que todo pasara)

nadie inventó todo el shade que todo el mundo le tiró al babygate

nadie inventó el video de “its not real! its not real!”

nadie inventó que la familia jungwirth compró 175 dominios a días después del anuncio (incluido los dominios de skylar tomlinson)

nadie inventó que se creo una cuenta de updates de briana el 12 de mayo y que no twitteó hasta el 21 de julio

nadie inventó la entrevista en GMA ni la de STW glasgow

nadie inventó que briana a los 3 días de parir no tenia panza y andaba en tacones y ropa de cuero

nadie inventó todas las referencias a abejas que hicieron louis, harry, anne, steve aoki, etc

nadie inventó que louis dijo que freddie nació el 22 y briana dijo que nació el 21

nadie inventó que louis twitteo unos lyrics de una cancion sobre daddy kink despues de decir que era padre ni que twitteó sobre lo bueno que era el álbum que contenía la canción cold blooded

nadie inventó todo lo que dijo e hizo TMZ

nadie inventó rbb y sbb

nadie inventó el photoshop que le hacen al menor para que se parezca a louis

nadie inventó las fotos editadas de louis y freddie

nadie inventó que el menor se llama freddie reign y que justo significa lo mismo que freddiesmyqueen un canal de youtube larry al que louis le dio permiso para que se moneticen algunos de sus videos

nadie inventó las referencias que hizo louis a la cancion billie jean

nadie inventó belfast

nadie inventó que la familia tomlinson incluido louis jamas ven al menor

nadie inventó que las gemelas dijeron que freddie habia nacido en febrero

nadie inventó que ruth le dio like a un comentario que decía “louis likes dicks”

nadie inventó que briana subió un ultrasonido de una clínica de fertilidad

nadie inventó el parecido de freddie y brett

nadie inventó kiwi

nadie inventó que nunca se hizo una prueba de paternidad

todo esto y más pasó. no se puede desmentir. no se puede inventar.

dense cuenta que no es normal todo esto, ni siquiera es normal en otras celebridades. ¿por qué pasó todo esto? ¿por qué? ¿les parece normal? ¿en serio?