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Dear Unrequited one,

And this July love came to me.. on its knees.. I am humbled under the valiant shower of it.

I wait for you in my every breath.. And I also let myself go.. to get drenched...

To live. For once.

Yours true blue..

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In dreams you don't need to make any distinctions between things. Not at all. Boundaries don't exist. So in dreams there are hardly ever collisions. Even if there are, they don't hurt. Reality is different. Reality bites.

Haruki Murakami (Sputnik Sweetheart)

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ME: I saved those blue confetti... few fell on me.. few I saw on his floppy head

M: *ggg

ME: already a month gone.. how it will be to have a look at them at the back of my drawer.. say after five years? or more..?  

M: if you find them again at all you mean *smile

M: archive them properly

ME: .. I will not lose them

ME: they hide themselves away sometimes... but they always show up when it's time.. not always when I'm looking for them ...

M: I see

ME: like the leaf I plucked in front of his house.. left in a book.. and you know, how I couldn't find it anywhere...

ME: until one day while cleaning the book shelf it fell off on its own..

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everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. you will never be lovelier than you are now. we will never be here again.

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16:15 HRS

MOOD: RETROSPECTIVE I have been told that when you look at someone you make them believe that they are the only one exist in this world. I felt it.. as you set your eyes on me. For a fraction of an eternity, the earth stopped rotating.. and the stars above gasped in disbelief. P

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Whatever enchants, also guides and protects. Passionately obsessed by anything we love - sailboats, airplanes, ideas - an avalanche of magic flattens the way ahead, levels rules, reasons, dissents, bears us with it over chasms, fears, doubts.

Richard Bach (The Bridge Across Forever)

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your body is away from me. but there is a window open from my heart to yours. from this window, like the moon I keep sending news secretly.

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00:20 HRS

MOOD: DAZED..

History repeats. Magic happens. And no feelings are ever dead. They resurface from the forgotten chamber of your heart.. with the touch of that little magic. Those long gone feelings resurface only to baffle you. To floor you. To bring you down on your knees..! They continue to assault you until you are owned. Once again.

Delicious ambiguity.

Prince Of Darkness.. you and I are the one.. The twilight hours are slowly sinking in... Are you for real?

P

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When love feels like magic, you call it destiny. When destiny has a sense of humor, you call it serendipity.

Serendipity

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bring me all of your dreams, you dreamer, bring me all your heart melodies that I may wrap them in a blue cloud-cloth away from the too-rough fingers of the world.

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Tomorrow. Will it be the day..?

brain. death.

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The mind I love must have wild places, a tangled orchard where dark damsons drop in the heavy grass, an overgrown little wood, the chance of a snake or two and paths threaded with flowers planted by the mind.

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Eventually soulmates meet, for they have the same hiding place.

Robert Brault

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20:20 HRS

MOOD: HOMESICK..

Still mine.. You are. No one ever replaces you, no one takes you away. The passing fancies are mere catalysts.. they ignite you in me.. nothing else..

Forever yours, my Prince of Darkness..

P

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I have fallen a long way. Clouds are flowering Blue and mystical over the face of the stars...

Sylvia Plath

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I don't know what they are called, the spaces between seconds– but I think of you always in those intervals.