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[misguided-dreamer]

So.

Coming out to put a final pin in all of this. Yes. I talked to Riri/Berry. This is the only post I will make about this entire situation and then I will be dropping it entirely because I'm absolutely disgusted with the things I've learned and the way that Riri's played " nice " in my IMs.

I am simply posting these because I'm well aware of her little habit of twisting words and lying, so, in order to prove that I handled things in a civil manner ( and to prove anything else I might need to ), here are the

chatlogs.

Now see, it WAS going to end here, and then the callout doc dropped while I was still making my choice, leading to the following and final message from me;

So my final words are?

Do not talk to me ever again, Riri/Berry.

I've had enough of the lies, the deception, and I'm not about to be dragged into whatever it is you're planning. I know I can't stop you from popping off about me, because apparently you STILL haven't let shit go, but for me you will be nothing more than a sour memory that I push down in the back of my mind to be forgotten.

I'm done.

I was going to honest to god give you the benefit of the doubt and forgive you, maybe even extend an olive branch, but knowing what I know now, I'm glad I didn't.

Goodbye to this particular chapter of my life.

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genuinely fucking pissed because i thought this bullshit was over and i could go about my way !!! im !!!! not !!!! interested in being !!!!!! involved in ur shit anymore!!!!!!!

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Hey Riri/Berry?

Leave me alone. Stop asking people about me.

I have not talked about you since what you pulled, I don't want to talk about you. I don't want you in my vicinity. I have not forgotten what you have done, your threats, your lies, none of it.

You were never my victim. I never had beef with you until you started to disrespect me and shoved Aku's callout at me practically every day in the private server we had with one other friend. I asked you POLITELY to stop because it makes me uncomfortable seeing what I saw on those callouts, I reblogged it once, maybe twice, and wanted to leave it at that instead of being obsessed with it. When you didn't stop, that's when I cut you off. That is the ONLY reason I cut you off.

There was no "drama", there was no "fallout". If you felt like that? I'm genuinely sorry you did, but there was nothing of the sort. I just wanted you to respect the fact that I was uncomfortable by you constantly pushing the callouts at me and you never listened, so I did what I felt was needed, I curated my space.

Do not act as if you're innocent either considering you told me TO MY FACE on Discord when we WERE friends that you had Aku's IP and were planning to dox them, I wish I fucking screenshotted it, but yeah, I did tell Aku you were threatening to Dox them. Why? BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING ILLEGAL!

I was not protecting Aku, I was warning them and giving them their very right to know that someone was about to put their PERSONAL INFORMATION ONLINE.

I do not appreciate your lies, the harassment you and Ezy caused, the threats to curse me according to some people who you spoke to, the fact you went around telling people I ABUSED you when I used to fucking ??? look up to you as a writer??? The fact you LIED and said I ship pushed when I ONLY ASKED ONCE AND TOLD YOU THAT IT WAS OKAY IF IT WAS ONE-SIDED!

And now you're coming around asking people about me? Unprompted? Yeah no I DON'T vibe with that.

If you want to talk things out PROPERLY with me, my IMs are open on THIS BLOG ONLY but stop trying to get information from other people to find out who my friends are. It's suspicious as fuck.

Either talk shit out or leave me alone.

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so fucking sick of shit imma be real

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Wow Jesta, you're actually a fucking stalker because NOBODY knew my BSKY account and the fact you went through the effort to look for it is absolutely disgusting.

I don't know what your fucking beef with me is but I'm gonna outright say it.

Stop fucking deadnaming me.

Nobody is allowed to call me Usa.

Respect the fucking victims and stop using that fucking pen name and stop stalking me I literally DO NOT give a shit about you. You don't get those rights to act like you're above everyone.

I'm sick of staying silent at this point because it's genuinely fucking annoying to hear some fucking bitch act like they're above everyone. I didn't do anything to you, I don't know who you are, and honestly? I'd like to KEEP IT THAT WAY.

The pen name Usa was NOT given to me by Loke, and even if it was it'd still be fucking foul to use it if I had abandoned it.

So again:

Respect the victims and stop fucking using "Usa" because that was the name one of them gave me when we were friends.

They're uncomfortable, I'M uncomfortable. Enough is fucking enough. Leave me the fuck alone with your stupid petty ass shit and stop being a dick to the victims I swear to god. They don't fucking deserve it and they deserve to be free of having to see an old pen name that makes them uncomfortable.

Grow the fuck up.

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national feral cat day huh

good.

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PSA: BAD LITTERBOX

i don't usually make posts like this, but this is a truly upsetting topic to me as a lifelong cat owner, so i feel i have a duty to share my knowledge with others.

there is a type of automatic litterbox for cats being sold that is EXTREMELY dangerous and has killed numerous cats through blunt force trauma, suffocation, etc. this litterbox is being sold under different brand names and logos, so i will include the picture of the model and two links to informational videos with more evidence and eloquence than i am able to provide.

please consider not having this type of litterbox in your home for your furry friends. me and my 16 year old tortie, puddy, want the best for all your kitty friends

image of litterbox below:

here are my two video links that provide proof and testimonials of this harmful product:

This Scam is Killing Cats by penguinz0

The DEADLY self-cleaning litter boxes that have flooded the market by One Man Five Cats

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out of context 6.1 hildibrand

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ENDWALKER: AF Gear Showcase // TANKS

HEALERS | MELEE DPS | RANGED DPS | CASTERS

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I didn't want to shove this in @fuckhouse2theelectricboogaloo's askbox because it's probably going to get really long since more shit came up and I'm tired. I'm really REALLY fucking tired actually.

I've known Shep { regrettibly } for maybe a year, maybe a little more, and it's been a fucking nightmare from start to finish.

Now I won't lie, around the time I met Shep, I still struggled with the idea of telling people no when something bothered me, or just generally voicing displeasure. Because of that, I've gotten into a lot of trouble due to my shit lack of communication and being too afraid to upset people. I told Shep this, and they assured me it was okay for me to be straightforward with them, which I was.

Upon only knowing him for a day or so, Shep's trauma dumped on me, okay, sure, I can take it. I probably SHOULDN'T have because I wasn't really in the right mindset but I did. They said they struggled to make friends, so I asked the people of my Andromeda server if it was okay for him to join { because we have a rule to ask before inviting in case someone doesn't get along, that way it doesn't cause problems } and got a yes. So naturally, I invited Shep in so that he could make some new friends.

Unfortunately, it did not go as planned. Loke was constantly mad at Shep, I don't really know about the others, but I do know that Shep caused things to go silent every time he was in VC which caused me and others to leave because nobody knew how to approach the situation, especially when he was talking over everyone.

Now. Onto the stuff with Mituna and the overly sexual relationship. Yes, Shep, it IS A PROBLEM TO THINK WITH YOUR BODY FIRST when it actually affects OTHER PEOPLE. You need to be mindful of the shit you say and do around others. I overlooked a lot of the shit you said because I used to sit and talk with an old friend about things he wouldn't talk about with other people. Mind you, this person also knew me for years, whereas you had only known me for a couple of months. There's a big difference chap.

The problem doesn't lie with your hypersexuality, the problem lies when you told me Mituna was only good at sex, especially when you hc'd him as so fucking disabled that he couldn't bathe, make his own food, or even clothe himself on his own without help, making it to where Mituna was only good enough for sex, which Nimue { and I oocly } tried to stress to him, and I told you she wouldn't see it that way. But even despite that, you kept going. So I dropped the two NSFW threads we had.

Don't get me started on the fact you dropped random NSFW hc's on me without even prompting if it was okay to share first. Granted, again, I overlooked it because it felt minor to me, but knowing you've been a goddamn deviant has changed that. Especially since you continue to do this to other people despite them stating their discomfort.

Also, who the FUCK are you to judge me for having an NSFW blog even though I don't constantly write NSFW? I told you why I had it, and it's because I felt awkward putting NSFW on my main blog for the longest time but now I don't really care anymore so it's been deleted. But I fucking told you people used me for smut and that's why I don't write it often because I gauge people and decide whether or not I'm comfortable writing NSFW with them. So fuck you for judging me for that.

As for the " ignoring " bullshit, cap I told you straight up I'm bad at remembering to message people and that it had nothing to do with me hating anyone. I'm socially awkward and I forget shit all the time. I even confirmed that we were good when you asked me if we were, and on the same day I reached out to you, you were telling people we were no longer friends. I fear for if someone else heard some other shit beforehand. I told you many times you could come to me and I'd reassure you if I needed to, and yet, you never did.

Also thanks for repeatedly harassing me with Chance and trying to get me to ship with her via my Alastor despite me telling you on multiple occasions that he was Aroace and sex repulsed, especially since one of the times you tried to go "Well I don't write their relationship as sexual " okay I don't give a shit, you still want the romance I can't give you regarding him and you pushed. Nice try attempting to say you only asked once though.

I really REALLY was content in letting this go, I was tired, I didn't care, you screamed traitor and I laughed about it and didn't give a fuck. I told you no and you didn't like it. But guess what, too bad.

You've hurt so many people, done some vile things despite telling me you weren't like that and you didn't rp that kind of stuff, you tried to drag everyone into your shit so if you went down they all went down with you.

I can't believe you hid that you were grooming a whole minor for four years, but I guess I'm not surprised that you'd do that, especially considering what you've done to others. It was your way or the highway. Guess what, I took the highway bitch, and I'm glad I did because now everyone knows how filthy you are.

Oh and good job not crediting artists you dumb fuck. Just because it's a gift, doesn't mean you shouldn't credit it.

You're no mastermind though, just a really stupid moron who keeps making dumb choices despite the fact you should fucking know better.

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super manderville cyborg flex~!

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ofc i'd have a sudden random fucking headache. neato !!!

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Hey yeah I'm Star or whatever, if you've seen @nebula-drcams that's me, I'm not even going to sugarcoat it. This side-blog is for me and me alone to post whatever I want.

No minors or i'm going to take your ankles, I am a 30+ year old woman and I do not want children in my vicinity.

I enjoy a lot of fandoms, South Park, Inside Job, Final Space, FFXIV, Pokemon, etc etc. You'll see me reblog a lot of this stuff. No I will not tag trigger warnings for fandoms. I will tag them as what they are.

Don't start fights or I'll block you. If you're a minor I'll block you. Basically be chill and you can stay.

icon art is by chickenstab while the edit was by my buddy hound