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For once, I needed you to make an effort to confront me, to reach out and understand what was going on. Instead, you mistook my silence for my personality, assuming it was just who l am. That was my last straw - I realized I'm not one of the people you're willing to fix things with. You didn't care about how we turned out. It's all so clear now.

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I mean, compliments from a gentleman are always appreciated. Though, if it’s a woman, it’s a completely new level of excitement bc you know it’s the truth without the influence of lust. ღ

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I'm grown enough to admit that due to the things I was put through in life. I'm a hard person to deal with sometimes. I overthink and worry, I'm very hard to understand sometimes. I'm beyond territorial, I self-sabotage and require a lot of patience. But I also know that I can love like no other, I can give you the world as mine is falling apart. I'm loyal and my heart is pure, I don't give up on people until l have no choice but to.

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No woman is cheap. If she made things easy for you, it's because she genuinely likes you. The same woman makes it tough for someone else.

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I just know that when I’m done, I’m done. No long messages, no calls, you won’t even see me crying. I just know that you will never hear from me ever again.

Sabi nga nila, starting over is hard. But staying in a relationship na hindi ka naman valued and prioritized is also hard. We just have to choose which “hard” it is.

I hope you take this message as a sign to do something good for yourself.

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a lot of people are so quick to blame voters for bad leadership without recognizing that those voters are also victims of a larger system designed to keep them struggling. instead of turning against each other, we the people should be uniting against the real oppressors—the ones in power who create and maintain these divisions. the infighting only benefits those at the top because it keeps the masses distracted from the bigger picture.

remember who the real enemy is.

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they were right btw. you have to dig yourself out of your grave over and over again

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˚₊‧꒰ა. .໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Starting a new job is hard.

Staying in a job you don't enjoy is hard.

Choose your hard.

˚₊‧꒰ა. .໒꒱ ‧₊˚

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so soft today because i am reminded of how blessed i am with my connections from here. 🥹 forever grateful for this little corner of the internet where i get to meet precious people. 💛

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Sometimes, we give our time, love, and energy to others, hoping they will appreciate us. But there are people who never truly see our worth, and they may take us for granted. They may not realize how much we contribute to their lives, and that can be hurtful.

But the truth is, people often understand your value only when you're no longer around. When you're absent, they might finally see the empty space you leave behind-the support, the care, the joy you brought. Only then will they realize what they had, and what they lost.

So, don't be afraid to walk away from those who don't appreciate you. Let them feel the absence and reflect on how important you were. You don't need to prove your worth to anyone-the right people will always see it. And sometimes, stepping away is the only way for them to truly understand how much you meant.

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i hate saying goodbye because it means they are truly leaving

i’m the type of person who can’t handle goodbyes. funerals, airport drop-offs, or just saying goodbye because someone’s leaving for a while. i’d rather live in the illusion that they’re still around, doing normal things—grocery shopping, working, or just somewhere else in the house. among all, funerals are the ones i dread going to the most. the idea of never seeing them again, of never hearing their voice or feeling their presence. i’d rather hold on to them alive in my memory than have that be the last thing i remember. call me a coward, or whatever. i don’t mind not being able to move on than face those goodbyes. you can say that that is what i fear the most, because it is.

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we’re often taught not to cut ties with people because we might need them someday. but today, i pray that i never have to rely on anyone who has hurt, ridiculed, or embarrassed me. may God always provide for me abundantly so i never find myself in that position.

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you can literally get whatever you want in life as long as you pray, and put the work in. nothing is off limits.

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May things be better. May you soon find yourself again in the harmony of living with all those things you work hard for. Hang in there while you still fight. May you not lose hope because you are the only reason to keep going. Be ready to witness all the fruits of the hardship and efforts you have poured.

May you be patient, as you move slower than others, may you know that at the end of this you’ll be the proudest one because it was you who made it all happen. Work on the present and have the future you desire. May things be better for you.

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lovely and scary to know that the universe is listening to my every thought. i have been plagued with negative emotions yesterday, and now the solution's here. i'm still in the process of learning to accept that i am not everyone's cup of tea; i will disappoint people and i will have shortcomings in their perspectives. what i should also learn is that i have no one to please but myself. days will be hard and unbearable if i will continue to be everyone's golden girl, so i'll just be my own little ray of sunshine.

i am not for everyone, and that's a clear sign from the world that i keep on doing my own thing.

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hbd to me, i guess?

may you always remember to be kind to others, but kinder to yourself.

🥂 to 29th yr of existence 💁‍♀️

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People should be jealous of me—I know how to be happy and content with almost everything.