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My love life atm

Should I be putting this out onto the internet, maybe not but I want to get it off my chest somewhere and since this is my shitpost space I thought this would work. And if you know me irl (aka only Kat), you know who Im talking about.

I’ve been in a situationship with this guy from back home (I moved ~5-6 hours away but he stayed in my hometown) since like April or May 2022 and last night I found out that he has a girlfriend now. I don’t hate him for it at all cause we were never exclusive with one another but it doesn’t stop it from hurting. Like I’ve never experienced heartbreak before and wtf it physically hurts. 

I really did and still do like him, he’s an amazing person that I felt like I instantly had a connection with. I don’t want to tell him that I feel hurt this way (at least not yet) cause I don’t want to ruin any relationship/friendship that we have now and I don’t want to loose him as a person in my life. I still care for him and I’d rather be friends than cut him off and loose him. I was giving him advice about a situation involving his gf last night and his friends (his gf did nothing, the friends were in the wrong) and I acted like nothing was wrong while I felt like I had a hole in my chest where my heart once was. After a night of sleep I feel better and in a better head space than I was.

He’s made it apparent that he’s moved on but I find it hard to. On top of still liking him I don’t make crushes very easily, I’m pretty sure my elementary to middle school life really put me off dating and having crushes. Not to mention the fact that I’m socially introverted and since moving I’ve only met and talked with 4 guys and the rest being girls that Im not romantically interested in at all (Half of the girls that Ive met here are d!cks). Out of the guys 1 is a psychopath, 1 I see as more of a younger brother and don’t talk to anymore, 1 is leaving next semester, and 1 I barely talk to. 

At this point I swear I’m born to be alone in life. I’m generally fine with that but most of us want just someone to be there for you and that you can call ‘yours’ and that’s the part that hurts. I’m sure a friend can fulfil that but I don’t have any close friends here that I could have that with. My only super close friend (childhood best friend) is great but she even says that she’s not the greatest person to talk to about issues and she hates other people physically coming near her. 

Welp time for me to start from scratch and be single for the next 5 years

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TXT AMAs

Can someone pls get these men an updated photo. Like the one that they’re using is literally 3 years old and they all look so different (not to mentioned dyed hair).

That photo also doesn’t ready anyone for the sheer size like, rip to every short person when they walk in the room.

And if anyone relates them to BTS I will throw hands. They have such an amazing career and don’t deserve to be downplayed like that.

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Storytime

One day during a lecture on scheduling, my prof asked us to all send him an email with what we planned on doing that weekend (I swear this is very normal for him and only happened once, not weird). So on my agenda for that weekend was finishing a culture/history blog I write for a discord server (if you know, you know). So I didn’t know how to write it any other way and just called it ‘my blog’. 

My prof now believes that I write a blog, which I do, but it just feels weird cause blogs to me are like ‘Top 10 Hacks for taking care of your Toddler’. I guess this is me finally admitting to myself that I write a blog.

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Welp

I’ve officially decided that this is the social media account that I shitpost on

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RIP Twt

I guess I’ll start posting here idk