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Sometimes people in this world leave too soon, with little or no warning. Sometimes they leave a void where they once stood, and the only thing that keeps people going are the warmth of memories that are left behind and the hope of meeting again someday. I honestly believe we will meet again. I hope that when we do we are both at peace, i hope when we do we get to know each other better. I hope we create new memories in the heavens and that our loved ones surround us. I hope that our family gets to feel complete when we are all together again. I honestly believe we will all rejoice in the warmth of love and peace. Until we meet again. ❤️‍🩹

Sincerely,

The unimportant

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I feel like im trying to do a puzzle with pieces that wont ever fit.

Like in trying to fix something thats beyond repair.

I feel like no matter what its never going to be enough.

So yes i keep one foot out the door.

When the songs on repeat and the radios broken, you already know all the words. So why would you expect anything to be different.

Sincerely,

The unimportant

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Why is it people are always looking for a fight, if you are going to look into something ask questions, don't assume, get the whole story, it would save a lot of time and effort.

Sincerely,

The unimportant

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We are the leaves that fall to the ground,

from the tree, detaching, becoming single.

Like the lone wolf crying to the moon,

never having the ability to belong.

We are ageless,

constantly existing in time and space.

We are white,

never containing one colorful emotion.

We come from everywhere,

for we are not one but many.

We are scissors,

the battles sharpen our edges,

and closeness results in bloodshed.

Nevertheless we are kind,

longing to help, to listen, to soften the blows that others may face.

We are constantly existing,

Surrounded by others,

but cursed,

cursed with the ability to feel alone..

Sincerely,

the unimportant

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Im literally on the edge, I have to now decided whether i want to be patient and keep trying or just give up, why do people feel the need to talk to me rude and cuss at me when i only try to help why do they try to pressure me into taking all of the weight. Why does it have to be on me, am I not taking a majority of the stuff, did i not make the phone calls, did i not make the list, did i not help decide where things were going, but because you always want to take and push and blame, you want me to do it all, you want me to make stuff happen when its not my house, when its not my car, when i can only say no because i dont hold all the cards. But thats not enough me bending over backwards isnt enough, youll always be the person who lies and says things will get better, and maybe i believe it now but im slowly loosing faith, im slowing becoming a nonbeliever and soon youll loose me and i wont be here anymore.

Sincerely,

the unimportant

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Same old shit different day but its going to change right? Its going to get better be different? You're going to stop finding ways to put all the blame on me and make everything my fault? 😂😂 yeah right. Im just the fool who let the walls down, just the one who let you back in. Im just the one who decided to have two kids with someone who always goes back to the same old patterns, i want better, i want different. I deserve that much. I guess that just means I am going to have to walk away to find it cause its getting pretty obvious pretty fast that im not going to find it here.

Sincerely,

The unimportant

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Something I have to remember, im so tired of this bs, always the same thing over and over again why cant things just get better

“If someone treats you badly, just remember that there is something wrong with them, not with you.”

— Unknown

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Same old shit different day but its going to change right? Its going to get better be different? You're going to stop finding ways to put all the blame on me and make everything my fault? 😂😂 yeah right. Im just the fool who let the walls down, just the one who let you back in. Im just the one who decided to have two kids with someone who always goes back to the same old patterns, i want better, i want different. I deserve that much. I guess that just means I am going to have to walk away to find it cause its getting pretty obvious pretty fast that im not going to find it here.

Sincerely,

The unimportant

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I wish i didnt feel like i was doing this alone,

I wish i felt like you cared,

I wish i wasnt so upset,

I wish you meant everything you said.

I wish just because you were here now it wouldn't be so easy to replace me

I wish we could move forward instead of constantly going backwards.

And i wish you loved and understood me.

I wish you knew.

I wish we were better.

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I think its funny that people expect me to be okay with them putting blame on me for getting sick, im literally pregnant, I was sick but no one asked you to stay, you didnt protest, if you really needed to you could have found another way to leave, you can come here then dont, i am not going to be always going somewhere else, I want to be home too, but instead you make it hard for me give me attitude and say things because I dont want to stay where you are, I want to lay in my bed and not go anywhere for a while can I do that? Can i just have some space, you are pressuring me too much, and than say you aren't, Im tired. Can you just for a few days go and do your own thing and leave me be.

Im not appreciative but yet when you supposedly cant find any other place that will work with your schedule and want to go with you ex i bite and tongue and say go ahead, when you need me to take you somewhere I get up and go even when i dont want to, you dont listen to me anymore you just hear what you want and say what you are going to do.

We are slipping back into old patterns, im getting mad more and you're blaming me and talking down on me more, without ever looking at yourself or what you do, im tired of going backwards I just want to move forward.

Im not happy, but i guess that doesnt matter anymore, as long as I smile and agree to everything youll be happy right, even when in screaming inside.

Sincerely

The unimportant.

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How is everything always everyone else's fault, I swear things never change, then again I guess its my fault I never learn apparently.

Sincerely,

the unimportant

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You ever feel like the worlds against you, like the second one ounce of happiness slips into your life and you think man maybe this is it, maybe it will be better after this, maybe you can have it all, then suddenly something or someone comes along and takes everything away from you. Story of my life.

Sincerely, the unimportant

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“An illusion shared by everyone becomes a reality.”

— Erich Fromm

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“No one can be responsible for where or how we each begin. No one has the freedom to do anything or everything, and all choices bring consequences. What we choose to do next, though, how to spend our resources or attention or effort, this is what defines us.”

— Seth Godin

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I miss you but i guess thats okay, old habits are hard to break..

Sincerely, the unimportant