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I Probably should have started with this but.

Hi, i’m Ely or Elyra. I am about 19 and I have been playing Love and Deepspace since it first came out BUT don’t let it fool you i am also a anime lover and i might write for some anime characters too. Besides the point, i finally got the courage to write it took me a while to put everything together. Thank you for accepting me so kindly in the community, i will sure do my best to not disappoint🫶

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Almost, but Never

There was always a almost something—almost together, almost happy, almost enough. But in the end, almost was never enough. Loving him was like chasing the fading glow of twilight, beautiful but always out of reach. And no matter what moving on was hard, the heart remained trapped in the space between what could have been and what never was.

Caleb x nonmc

Mc is Pink Caleb is Green. You are Purple

!WARNING! It contains slight Make out and slight nsfw(?)

Its a bit short as its just stuff from the past. If you guys want a part 2 please do say so! Please keep in mind English isn’t my first language! This is also my first ever fan fic so please be gentle with me🥹🫶

Contains: Angst, Unrequired Love, Nonmc is very insecure, they are childhood friends, nonmc does the same profession as caleb

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Rain so much rain I’m glad you get to stay over! Yeah , Me too! Not really. Its not that you don’t want to its just they always leave you out. Its raining probably will thunder soon too and than you and him will have to take care of her again. You wouldn’t mind but….

Thunder Ahh it began. That how it started. You stayed with her comforting her. And you say you don’t get scared of thunders Its not that easy to get over a fear! Hey its gonna be okay Pipsquick Yeah its gonna be fine it hurt having to hear that sweet tone of voice to him you never heard it before.

Why are you awake? I could ask you the same you turn your head to him as he sits beside you. He only chuckles She could wake up any time i have to be there i nod my head you? I cant sleep Do you want me to hug you till you sleep as well? What if you did? You shake your head i don’t need you to take care of me so much. He smiles gosh he has such a pretty smile. You feel his arm around your shoulder, he makes youthful head lean on his shoulder. Everyone needs someone to take care of them from time to time. I guess they do. You close your eyes, you know this means nothing to him but to your it means so much more.

What if i made you fall right now? Your open your eyes surprised. I- what? He starts shaking your chair C-Caleb wait I’ll actually fall and so you did Oh i did go to hard you idiot as you are about to get up and hit him he grabs you carrying you to the room where she is. Put me down you whisper to him he just shakes his head. Let me take care of you i just made you fall didn’t i? You sighs, you’d resist but its nice to nice to tell him no.

He lays you down on the bed beside her, he sits close to in the bed slowly petting your head. This is weird you whisper whats weird? The petting. He smiles and shakes his head no its not okay fair he lays down facing towards you. He is so close C-caleb you say Caleb? He gets up so fast and goes to check on her. You okay? He asks i don’t feel to good you stay like that not moving lets get you to the bathroom.

You couldn’t sleep that night. That voice he uses with her he whispered to you talked to laughed with you just a moment ago he was so close and yet that tone he was using with her was so different. How? Why?

You start to blush.. he was so close you almost kissed….or not? A girl can dream right? You closed your, you can hear his voice from the bathroom still so sweet still so soft. Hey its okay its just thunders

How cute he sounds…they can back after a while they feel asleep hugging each other. They look good together in a way…you fall asleep soon too. After that small interaction everything started to feel a bit weird to you. His eyes that that stare at you a bit to long, his hands that grab your hands oh so gentle, his voice that sound so beautiful. His smile that makes you happy. It was hard to catch h him alone she was always with him, of course they were beat friends. But was it so bad to want some time alone. Than it came the day you two will leave to the academy.

You know you shouldn’t be this excited to leave bug you can help it. Hey i promise we will call often she turned to you i will call you too as well you smiled at her that might have been a to happy smile for someone who is about to leave a dear friend behind. And so you left and the time at ghe academy wasn’t easy, but per usual for golden boy Caleb he made every thing look easy.

Good Grades, he plays in the basketball team, girls asking him out, students being jealous of him or wanna with him. You call yourself lucky to even be his friend. You cant say you haven’t been asked for his number you didn’t give it to them of course finally after so long Caleb was all yours you won’t give it up.

Soon exams came and after exams parties came if course you and Caleb went why wouldn’t you? That day something changed the way he looked at you like never before, he looked you the same way he looked at her. But gosh you didn’t care not right now.

You look so pretty in this dress. His hands roaminup your thigh. He is drunk but so are you. We probably shouldn’t why? There was always something between us he gets closer to your ear whispering just give in and you did you two started kissing like you two we’re waiting for so long to do so. Hands touching, clothes disappearing, noises, moans.

It was sure a night you spent together something you seems to treasure a lot more. That night changed stuff, golden boy Caleb was closer to you. Quite touchy even for him, hugs, almost kisses. Maybe because he wanted people to stop asking him out or maybe cuz he really liked you, gosh you really hoped he did.

Than she visited, you meet up with her it was a nice hang out. Catching up with stuff, it was great, they meet up too nothing fro the ordinary, tho he wasn’t as touchy as before with you. Which wasn’t weird but is it just because she is here? She left around the same day too, he came back to what it was before.

Days passed and passed Caleb stopped being so touchy it was true he just wanted people to stop asking him out it worked apparently, i mean the girl he kept hugging is madly in love with him.

The Graduation day came too, yes such a happy day…for them. The day went by normal really everyone was getting ready some were practicing speeches even.

Okay are you ready? Always. Ahh i can’t believe it it finally happening. Neither did you. Graduation went by nicely actually, until it happened she kissed his cheek, wearing his hat. He looked so surprised but so happy. Why did that hurt so much… you knew it was gonna happen at some point but why did you have to see it? Why between all these people…

And than that cursed day came…

You were sitting in your couch, the news with a house explosion…their house…you called him many times no answer ,messages left on deliver. You prayed that he would be alive. But that wasn’t the plan the funeral hurt, it hurt so much, how could he, how could he die. You were angry and so hurt.

You visited as often as you could and talked to the grave like Caleb was still there. She came too from time to time, she seemed to be healing, you didn’t.

It hurt to know that his heart was hers till the end, and to always think that there was or maybe there wasn’t something. But to you those stuff meant more, curiosity makes you think of what could have been but also of what there was not. What did she have and you didn’t, why you weren’t even a choice.

There was always a something, but it was also a never. And you could never try and see what could have been anyway. That was the day you said your last goodbye to him, you had to move on and if it meant having to leave than thats what you will do. You will miss him but it will hurt if you stayed there any longer.