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Silent Hill 2 (2001)

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The healer, the sun & the moon.

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Lemme just *blob* for u 

(Source)

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hurting

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Dark 

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wow i just cant take this anymore *continues to take it*

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i thought things were better but im really sad again and anxious, and i know i shouldnt be feeling like this and i know its not ok to feel like this and it feels really hard to talk about bc the one person i wanna tell it too doesnt really care. like i dont really matter right now like im not enough or im not a whole person. idk how a couple small things could just shatter whatever his illusion of me is, but why do i have to be made to feel so small. i keep giving myself up and keep losing bits of myself. am i scared of being alone or am i just scared of being without him. i love him so much, im torn between letting this all go or doign everything i can to salvage it even if it means driving myself insane, and that just doesnt feel right. im sorry im not enough and that im not perfect, but i want to be, i want to try?? i wish you wanted to try. i just want to be able to breathe, why has everything been so hard and just piling on top of me everything hurts im so tired

i dont know who to go to and i need to let this out somewhere 

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can’t stop thinking about this fat boye…he’s beautiful

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ah yes i want to fucking die again

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