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#current mood

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to be plagued by dreams of you

1. orestes by euripides 2. a song of ice and fire by grrm 2. victor hugo, a letter to adèle fourcher 4. summer dreams by henry scott tuke 5. franz kafka 6. saw you in a dream by the japanese house 7. ron hicks 8-9. i had a dream about you by richard siken

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In this world of undeniable anxiety and woe, there are also small rocks that want to be manatees.

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Have a safe and realistically happy new year!

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still not over these books<3

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Cabin in Low Tatras

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The Lightwood-Banes > literally everyone

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So you don’t have to watch the video every time you need one of these hacks immediately:

1. If you feel nauseated, smell rubbing alcohol.

2. If you feel like throwing up, start humming.

3. If you have a runny nose, put your tongue to the roof of your mouth and press your thumb to your forehead for about 20 seconds.

4. If you have a headache, pinch the webbing between your fingers and rub it back and forth for about 1 minute.

5. If you’re lightheaded from standing up too quickly, clench your butt cheeks.

6. If your arm’s dead/has the pins and needles feeling, rock your head back and forth.

7. If you need to pee badly, think of sex to trick your brain and relieve the pressure.

8. If you have a migraine, stick your hands in ice water.

9. If you wanna calm your racing heart, blow on your thumb.

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Happy International Asexuality Day, have an ace frog! 🖤🤍💜 Reminder that ace people are beautiful and valid and if you exclude them from the queer community you aren’t welcome on this blog 😘

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“Then I guess I don’t know my daughter very well. Because the Jude I knew would cut out that boy’s heart for what he did to you tonight.” “You let me be humiliated in Faerie from the time I was a child. You’ve let Folk hurt me and laugh at me and mutilate me. I’ve been glamoured and carried into a revel, weeping and alone. As far as I can tell, the only difference between tonight and all the other nights when I endured indignities without complaint is that those benefited you, and when I endure this, it benefits me.” “… I didn’t know.” “You didn’t want to know.”

There is so much about Jude’s relationship with Madoc that fascinates me–how alike they are, how clear it is that Jude is very much her adoptive father’s daughter, but how very different they are when it comes to using the power they so desperately crave–but one of the things that hits me most, I think, is the fact that Madoc does genuinely love his daughters.

He killed their parents right in front of them, he’d come for his biological daughter and left with all three because, in killing their parents, Jude and Taryn had likewise become his responsibility, but he still raised them all as his own. One of the reasons Jude never told Madoc about the way she was treated by Cardan and his friends in particular is the fact that she’s pretty positive if he caught even a whiff of it, he’d murder them all–and for all that she hated them, Cardan most of all, she wouldn’t wish that fate on them. (Besides, there’s something weak in allowing one’s father to just… kill all of the people one has a problem with.)

But Madoc doesn’t conceive of love like any human would. Nor even like others of Faerie. He’s a redcap and a hardened general, he loves nothing so much as blood and war, spilling it and fighting. He raised his daughters to fight as he does, and I think the reason that Jude is his favorite is because she is the one who took to those lessons, who embraced them, who wanted to become more with them. Unlike Taryn, she doesn’t want to just fit in with Faerie–she wants to shape it, and that is ambition that Madoc can’t help but respect, even when it means she moves against him to get her own power.

But he still, at the end of the day, has ambitions of his own. And he keeps trying to get Jude to fall in line because he doesn’t want to cut her down–but he will if she continues to stand in his way.

He loves her, but that’s not going to stop him from achieving his goals at her expense, if she won’t see reason and side with him.

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Can you please explain the whole I hate you & I want to tell you so many lies !!!!

I’m not sure what you mean? I think it’s open to interpretation but here’s how I read these lines :)

(below the cut because SPOILERS)

Keep reading

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Here are the bonus pages from Waterstones’ edition of “How the king of Elfhame learned to hate stories”.

I repay in kind the people who once shared Cardan’s letters with us. Enjoy!

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Colette, tr. by Matthew Ward, from The Collected Stories; “The Accompanist, //Charles Bukowski

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"Tell me," Kit said. Tell me what you need.

"Put your arms around me," said Ty. His hands were pale blue blurs in the air, as if Kit were looking at a time-lapsed photo. "Hold on to me."

-Lord of Shadows

My working shifts are so shitty so I'm currently super busy and don't really have the time to do anything 😅

BUT! I'm super happy that I could finally finished this Kitty piece💓💓💓💓

Have fun with my babies ☺

Characters belong to @cassandraclare

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Cardan's Letters to Jude

—burned by Lady Asha