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“Feel my skin as it withers away in your hands and the cold of your breath freezes my soul. You leave me bare when you kiss me. Is this…What is this? If all I feel is how you break me inside whenever you get closer. I don’t want it anymore. All the promises are gone. They fade away with the scent of the air of spring blooming, then comes winter finally leaving, but it doesn’t seem like in the movies. There’s no hope when all you do is missing. Waiting. Longing…but nothing comes of standing over a cliff and staring right down at the sea. What if I jumped would you tell me what you meant when you said you couldn’t live if I went on…We would’ve said it all, but we chose to dim our voices in the quiet of the night and now this decision bothers and lingers. Was it really our fault or did fate string us along?”

— Willow

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…and for the first time I couldn’t feel you. I couldn’t feel you anymore, yet you remained in me like a part of my soul now not separated, but as my own. That’s why the feeling stopped the everlasting longing for you to remain by my side because I finally understood we were never apart and we were close we are one — Willow, One

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I swear if it wasnt for u....id quit this aahh T - T

Nagisa...an Angel

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Art...why I sort of have given up on it

This is so freaking important...I cannot stress enough how awfully dehumanizing it feels to be an artist nowadays. Everything's so fast paced it doesn't allow for proper growth. I remember saying this to a friend, but all the greats in history didn't make it by everyday creating masterpieces. NO, they would fail a lot and learn. These days there's no space for failure everything you produce has to be of top quality. I'm saying that in order to be great I need the time they had to have a minuscule chance of ever coming to even comparison of their abiliy. That's why this month I gave up on art entirely. I just stopped drawing and it makes me so sad that I never felt more human or valid than ever, art is what I've loved to do since I was a kid. It was relaxing, refreshing, people would ask me how I had the amount of patience I did. In the process though, I was taught that we are not allowed these qualities and I lost my patience and now I cannot wait to finish a painting. I cannot sit with it for more than 1 hour. It's sad because Patience is what I believe is important to have when you produce visuals, patience is a requirement because to be an artist you have to learn so many things...anatomy, physics, architecture, there's a lot to cover and a life time isn't even enough. I love art because of the learning curve, but I hate it just because I live in this consuming and consumism based society where time seems to be a thing we're not supposed to have because "I have to create masterpieces everyday" is at the center of it all

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Nagisa...an Angel

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baby be vibin’ ♪.*⁽⁽ ◝꒰´꒳`∗꒱◟ ₎₎₊·*

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stars burst (when your lips are on mine)

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Always ♥

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Forever…<3

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Goodbye Sasha Timelapse here https://twitter.com/Milo_Gin_/status/1356877831318482944?s=20

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Longing for spring day 🌷

Inspired by Ghibli's Arrietty

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