mijnownuniverse

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Kadang saya iri dengan senja. Tidak setiap hari dia memancarkan cahayanya yang menenangkan, tapi pujian dari orang-orang selalu ada.

- MOU

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Sometimes to win the game, poker be the last death

- MOU

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Do you work as a Management Trainee? Because when you are not here, my heart feels so MT 😝

- MOU

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Terjebak diantara:

Ingin sekali berbicara dan tak ingin mengganggu.

- MOU

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“Losing respect for someone is always such a weird thing, because you don’t hate the person. You just don’t feel the need to ever speak to them again or even think about them.

You’re just done.”

- MOU

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Struggling with the mind

Hey boy!

How do you do?

Our communication in the last few weeks doesn’t end up well right?

Did you notice that? Or just me that have a feeling like that?

Atau lo uda terbiasa dengan komunikasi yang kaya gini?

Gapapa kalo lo uda terbiasa, gw sih masih struggling buat menahan tangan gw yang gatel buat ngontak lo..

Well, some nights I always end up the day with re-read your message..

It’s make me feel relief, but sad too..

Why? Because we didn’t talk freely like the old times..

Rasanya nahan buat ga mikir tentang lo tuh sulit kali ya.

Setiap gw melakukan sesuatu, ujung2nya yang terlintas di benak gw itu lo.

Ga enak emang berada di posisi kaya gini.

Menahan untuk ga kontak duluan, tapi otak gw ga bisa berenti buat mikirin lo.

Lagi apa lo disana?

Gimana hari ini?

Jangan lupa minum ya, karena kalo lo uda kerja, lo selalu lupa minum.

Tetep semangat ya!

 Pengen banget si gw ngechat lo begitu.

Cuma sekarang gw harus belajar mandiri.

Gw gatau jalan yang terbaik buat gw sama lo seperti apa, cuma gw berharap dengan gw seperti ini, gw dikasi jalan baru. Entah jalan itu jalan buat lebih deket sama lo, atau jalan yang emang seharusnya gw sama lo ga sedeket ini.

 Hari ini (dan hari2 sebelumnya) gw pengen banyak cerita dan mengeluh ke lo.

Tapi gw tahan, karena menurut gw (ini menurut gw ya) cerita gw ya gitu2 aja.

Kesel sama orang, bete sama orang, ngata2in kerjaan orang, dll.

Asik rasanya dulu buat cerita ke lo tentang hari gw.

Ngobrol apapun sama lo, nyambung, luwes banget rasanya, ga perlu di filter saking uda nyamannya.

Tapi namanya pikiran manusia itu selalu kemana2 ya?

Selain itu sifatnya manusia yang selalu membuat segala sesuatu menjadi ribet.

Huf.

 Kalo boleh jujur, uda beberapa hari ga chattingan kaya dulu lagi, itu nyiksa gw banget si.

Sebenernya 2 hari kemarin, gw bisa lanjutin chat dari lo, tapi gw memutuskan buat engga lanjutin.

Maaf ya, karena sekarang ini, pikiran gw lagi kacau.

Gw yang nyaman ngobrol sama lo, ternyata menumbuhkan rasa yang lebih dari teman. Dan yang parahnya lagi, ada harapan di otak gw buat meminta lebih.

Itulah alasan gw kenapa gw memutuskan buat ga melanjutkan chat ke lo.

 Ghosting? Mungkin gw bisa menyebut kaya gitu.

Ga enak sih rasanya di ghostingin, cuma kasi gw waktu aja ya, sampai otak gw kembali normal, sampai gw emang ditakdirkan buat ga ada rasa sama lo, mungkin gw bisa blak2an sama lo rasa yang gw simpen selama ini.

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It took me a long time to finally realize that not everything is meant to be a beautiful story.

Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us, or meant to be forever.

Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us not to love, how to not settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again, but to put ourself first instead.

Yes, sometimes people leave, but that’s ok. Because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters.

Maybe we don’t end up with the person our hearts choose. Maybe that’s not how life works. Maybe we don’t get what we want, but end up finding what we need.

Learn that maybe walking away is the best thing we can do for ourselves, and for the person we love.

Maybe walking away is we making peace with the fact that sometimes things, people and happines change.

Maybe when we walk away, we’re not making the biggest mistakes in our lives.

Maybe when we walk away, our lives is just the beginning.

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“Gue alergi dingin. Tapi anehnya, bukan cuma sama cuaca dingin aja alergi gue kambuh, tapi sama sikap lo yang dingin juga.”

- MOU

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It’s funny how talking to the right person can change your whole mood for the rest of the day.

Maybe he won’t see this, but thank you and I love talking to you when I can :)

- MOU

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“How come you captivate my heart so easily, yet I can’t find a way to grab your attention?”

-MOU

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Thank’s Paulo Coelho!

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them; I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back; I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place. I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up. I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry. I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean that they don’t love you with all they have. I’ve learned that maturity had more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated. I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you. I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while. I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself. I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief. I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do. I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will get hurt in the process. I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you. I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

source : https://paulocoelhoblog.com/2020/01/05/traveling-in-cyberspace-i-have-learned3/

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Better Now or Never.

If you think that you want to do something stupid, then do it now.

Or someday you will regret for something that actually will be okay.

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Bagi para manusia-manusia yang lebih suka mendengar gossip dibanding fakta......

Apa enaknya sih?

Apa yang bisa dibanggain dari suatu gossip?

Susah banget ya untuk tidak mengurusi hidup orang?

Susah banget ya lihat orang-orang yang hidupnya selalu tenang?

Photo by : Gladys

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Diambang Batas.

Percuma, kamu menurunkan ego-mu buat dia.

Percuma, kamu membuat topik pembicaraan dengan dia.

Percuma, kamu menunggu balasan chat dari dia.

Percuma, kamu menunggu dia menghubungi kamu duluan.

Percuma, kamu update stories di IG buat dilihat dia.

Percuma, kamu menghapus kontaknya dia.

Percuma, kamu memblokir semua yang berhubungan dengan dia.

Bahkan mungkin percuma, kamu berdoa setiap malam untuk mendapatkan suatu keajaiban.

Kalau dia tidak tertarik, semua usaha-mu tidak akan dilihat.

Kalau dia bukan orang yang tepat, sekecil apapun jalan yang ditempuh, tidak akan membawamu kemana-mana, melainkan kembali lagi ke jalan utama.

Pertanyaannya sekarang, kamu sedang usaha untuk siapa?

Mengusahakan kebahagiaan mu? Atau mengusahakan penderitaan mu?

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“Lep, jatuh boleh, galau boleh, tapi jangan lupa bangun”.

- Teman lama

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“Hidup terkadang diatas, terkadang di bawah. Yang sedang dibawah, janganlah berkecil hati, yang sedang diatas, janganlah lupa diri”

- MOU

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Ga habis pikir sama orang-orang yang :

1. Cuma bisa ngomong doang.

2. Cuma ngedenger (dan sayangnya percaya pula) dari mulut-mulut orang.

Hey darling, how much the cost you offer me for your brain?

Welcome to the real world. Where your “friend” more likely to be happy when you down, and gossip is more interesting than a facts.