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Genuinely

If you think it’s funny or cute to harass Queenkatluv or mock her for stepping away from a fandom that has gone out of its way to make her feel unwelcome

Block me. I don’t want to see you. Unfollow me immediately. You are not welcome in my community

Kat is a wonderful writer, and voice actor, and extremely sweet and kind and the VAs stuck their necks out for me when I was being harassed for months on end. None of the VAs deserve the shit this fandom puts them through, and it’s this fandom’s fault that she is leaving. She already left the discord, she abandoned her askbox. She is now being harassed in her personal DMs on Twitter.

This is bullshit.

You do not belong in this community if you think this is acceptable behavior.

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Inhale

Thats what I watch these shows for

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I wanted to make some art of Earth in appreciation of Kat and all she's done for the show 💚🩵🤎

Earth is one of my favorite characters in the shows and I really relate to her sometimes. She's such a delight and I absolutely love what Kat has made her into as a well written character <3

Earth, and all the other female characters, are so wonderful and I love every single one of them dearly!

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Xhbxbxbxnnxnxnxn

I had a realization...

It's something that I thought about but forgot about it simply because it's just too obvious and on plain sight..

Sun was confusing Nexus with Moon not only because of trauma and grief..

But also because Sun was hallucinating OG Moon more than that one time..

Cause let's not forget that characters have a life outside of the show.. I mean things happening off-screen..

We only see some small percentage of what's happening in their lives.. like we see as much of it just so we could know what's going on..

And eventually clue small hints together and realize that Sun even said himself that he hallucinated OG Moon more than once cause he hallucinated him alternatively with hallucinating Bloodmoon..

He said that during the recap video on New Year..

And it makes the whole thing with "Sun could've done better to Nexus" even worse..

Cause it's not Sun's fault that he has mental issues and like Nexus was aware of hallucinations and all and yet he still was joking about Sun's mental state..

Like people saying that poor mental state doesn't excuse anything.. but like Sun was kind to Nexus.. he didn't lash at him or yell at him or swear at him or anything like that during psychotic episode..

Even if it'd be really easy to do and wouldn't be surprising at all cause it's not easy to control your own emotions during the episode..

And yet people act as if Sun did who knows what to Nexus..

People really don't know how it's like to experience psychotic episode..

It's awful experience.. and we could see how much it was confusing for Sun whenever he saw or heard OG Moon hallucination.. he thought every time that it was Nexus at first before realizing that it's a hallucination..

Or what if he didn't always know?

What if he couldn't always tell the difference?

I know how much confusing this shit might be..

I wouldn't be surprised if Sun sometimes thought that Nexus really said some of those things to him.. or like what Sun was thinking when he spent time with Nexus..

Cause imagine.. what if actually Nexus didn't say some of the mean things but Sun just heard them?

When you hallucinate things like that happen..

I sometimes hear things in completely different tone or way.. or see and read completely different words..

It's terribly scary experience especially when you later realize that your mind just made something up..

Whatever you thought you saw or heard was actually a completely different thing..

So yeah Sun tried as much as he could.. he did everything he could at that time..

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The fact that when Ruin asked to go sit down, he sits against one of the big obstacle with a Montgomery Gator cut-out on top. Subtle throwbacks the in the most heart wrenching way possible. He continuously complained about being in Fazerblast, but he came here anyways.

Maybe the green lighting and cutouts were just a little too nostalgic.

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It's true, Eclipse and Lunar are so similar and yet so different at the same time.

Both have manipulated people.

Both have killed someone, both have hated someone.

Both have felt alone, both have been left without a true purpose.

Both have suffered, both have felt like a tool.

Both have regretted their actions.

Eclipse had the power in his hands and he let it go.

Lunar has the power in his hands and he holds on to it.

Eclipse gave Lunar happiness when he created him. And he's slowly regaining his own happiness.

Lunar is losing the happiness that Eclipse gave him the day he woke up in Moon's head.

They were both bad people.

They were both good people.

Eclipse is bad.

Lunar is good.

Maybe if they had been nice to Eclipse none of this would have happened.

Maybe if Eclipse had been nice to Lunar none of this would have happened.

They were brothers.

Then they became enemies.

Now neither of them knows who they really are.

Lunar hates him.

Eclipse just ignores him, maybe because deep down he still cares.

Lunar doesn't know that Eclipse has helped.

Eclipse doesn't know that Lunar has damaged.

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TWE!AU shenanigans for my poor aching soul. Sun is Eclipse’s #2 “rehabilitation supporter” and gets screams and insults from him…consistently. (To be fair, Eclipse is literally been held here against his will.) Little maintenance around the plex is only expected, and Eclipse is normally the one who tends to it during his stay. Sometimes, Sun tries to help out…and it never goes well.

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dca who (doctor who) au!!! it’s happening!! sound the alarms!!!

Sun comes much later in the au once y/n and Moon become closer… but i couldn’t just NOT draw him :)

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reunion.

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Something about the tragic irony of Nexus believing he wasn't good enough to save Solar and then Sun believing he wasn't good enough to save Nexus something something

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crawls in ,,, nexember day 4 ,,,,.,

i had to redo this one bc i put the wrong number. "oh its the fifth day right" in the voice of a guy who has to be up in three hours

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Dark sun and nexus show!!! [October takeover sotw][my entry!!] :D

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the file is literally titled 'that one au where Sun kills his Moon' i think that's a good enough caption for this

i would've post this a few days ago but we're currently moving so don't have that much time

there i go with being on time with these for the eps sob

[EP: Moon’s NIGHTMARE Encounter While Hunting Dark Sun (SAMS)]

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What would happen if you placed a mirror in front of the statue? Will they be able to move a animate on their own or remain still.

Percieving is not the same as seeing!

He can always perceive himself, but his own view would not affect the curse. If it were based on his view, the second he’d fall asleep, he’d never wake up. Instead, he is a prisoner to other’s minds!

You have to be in the same room and being conscious of his existence. This is why echolocation and blindness doesn’t prevent perceiving! (SOMEONE USED ECHOLOCATION PREVIOUSLY AND IT MADE ME SO HAPPY AND I GOTTA DRAW A RESPONSE AAAGGH!!)

As a blind person, touching the statue and realizing it is there will automatically set The Statue free from dormancy, however, until the blind person makes touch and becomes conscious of it, he will remain still.

If someone used echolocation and found the shape of The Statue, it will set him free from dormancy instantly. He would be perceived.

You can not /not/ perceive yourself. Only in sleep and death is that possible!

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So I drew this Sun having his breakdown from this video from yesterday-

He’s overwhelmed with everything right now… he needs time…