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He loved you.

You Held his hand like he was your world. He finally found something worth fighting for.. Not for him... Not for the Aeons... Not for anyone else. His skin was soft as a glaze lily or soft as the softest fabric in the world. Caressing his face was like a melody.. One touch and you would be set to touch again.. And again.. And again forever.

"Darling?" His voice calls as you look at him. "Mhm" interlocking your hand as strands of hair intertwine your fingers "I love you" you smile as his eyes gleamed, inhaling your scent to memorize you... You smelled so beautiful... He just.. He wished you were back..

Back in his arms... And not just a mini grave to see.. Oh how much he would spend to have you physically back in his arms... "Hey.. How much longer will you pretend to die"

Silence

"Don't leave me quiet, say something!" The ground shook in silence, no matter how many steps he took... There was no more sound "is this how you leave me.. In silence like the rest of them?!"

"Answer me!"

"You know better than to yell at their grave" a voice answered "what do you know" he softly said "I know that they wouldn't be proud." The rain heavily clashed as the only sound was silence "do you think this is the way they wanted to see you after they die..?"

"Is this...?" A cold shivering touch held him on his feet "is this really the way you want them to see you? A monster.. A cruel horrible monster.."

A Swift blink for them to disappear as he tries to murder them "Shut up!" He clenched his teeth as his fingers dragged the weapon in his hands "how dare you comment on someone you never knew exists.."

*hic* the wounds of the ground stays in silence as the sobs of his tears could never bear the burden he wanted to spread. All in your ashes.. That's where he just wanted to be.. In ashes, with the flames that engulfed you.. Oh how badly he loved you..

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This is the result (may not be as expected)

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Aventurine x reader (comfort angst) (happy ending :D)

Warnings : Implied death

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Morning - afternoon. It had been warm, like it always had been. As the oven was on, the picture of you two baking beside the kitchen was astonishing to say as the kitchen lit up more times than he can count. "Sweetheart" your voice echoed to the kitchen as you smell the burning batter. Looking into the kitchen you saw aventurine with a kitchen apron on saying "best husband" as he fails tremendously to cook anything for you.

As laughter filled the room you hugged him, as he huffed kissing your cheek "cheeky one I have here." Pinching your cheek, you smile "Mhm, my best husband. Oh" your pocket vibrated as you pick it up and answered "hm? Oh. Right, yes" you then turn to aventurine and kiss him "alright, see you love, off to another mission." A force grabbed your hand as his soothing skin wrapped around yours. "Stay safe for me" his lips lasted on yours for a mere second. You smile "I will" caressing his cheek as you kiss his lips, one more time he held for longer.. Then he let go. Longing in his eyes he reluctantly steps away as you then closes the door.

... Where the fuck have you gone. He's been stressed out for months now.. The IPC can't track you down and the express has yet to find you. Where are you... Just where.. Where, where, where are you...

You can't leave.. No, not yet, you can't just leave him alone like this, alone.. In the dark... Why didn't they take him... His eyes peeled as he stammered across the room. You can't, no not yet... He averts his gaze as your side had gone cold... You had gone cold.

"Darling?"

His eyes fluttered, tightening his grip around you "[name]..." He muttered as you caress his cheek, rubbing his head he sat up "what happened...' two hands wrapped around him "you were just having a nightmare" mumbling on his shoulder. As time passed you slipped away, heading towards the kitchen.. Well tried to, as his fingers interlocked yours "stay" he looked into your eyes softly wording out. You smile kissing his cheek "I will.. Always and forever"

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This is the result (may not be as expected)

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Jing yuan x reader | inspired by the song : we become we

Warning : angst / comfort, forced marriages, happy ending (in a way 😇)

Can we become one?"

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You were forced to marry the general. Was he a great person? Yeah... But.. You never loved him. You look through the window behind your mother to see Jing yuan waiting for you outside, you sigh as you look away from your mother nagging at you needing to make the marriage work.

"I need to excuse myself, mother. My fiancee is here." You then walk away to prepare yourself, just grab your phone and keys and then open the door. It's that simple right?

He awkwardly looks away as he smiles "so.." He stated, looking directly at the direction of your mother "ah.. You heard it.." You chuckle. The fleeting laughter you had never seemed to annoy him.. How could it? You were perfect..

Your perfect colored eyes, your smile, your sound... You were just so.. "Hey, Mr. General?" you chuckle, snapping your fingers at him. He looks at you, seemingly confident in himself. "Ah, right." He held out his hand as he awaited for yours in his. You smile as your fingers intertwined.

Maybe.. This could work

maybe...just maybe... he sighs to himself, knowing how things might as well end for him..he could see the hollow your eyes gave even with a smile on your face.. the smile he knew was real.. the smile he wanted all for himself but never could. you stare back at him as you try to make up why he was staring at you. he was cute.. but he wasn't him.

As he took you out on your date.. You both fed each other, you enjoyed each other's company, and he took you home... That's how it had always been... On the day of the wedding you looked into the mirror. Gosh..you we're beautiful..too bad this wedding isn't yours to choose... "Sweetheart,are you ready?" Your mother asks as you nod and took her hand.

The bells rang as you stayed down the path of your favourite flowers.. Everything was so..fancy... As you meet his gaze, he smils, he loves you... But you felt empty.. You wanted to love him like he loved you. But not now.. maybe not even forever. but maybe one day.. The ring you have.. It will mean something to you.. And before then. You'll learn how to love him, too

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If I die.. I'd die in your arms.. Or better yet I'd die alongside you.. :)

Aventurine x reader angst

Warning : Death

"My love, it's wonderful isn't it" he smiles mischievously as he cups your cheeks. You smile as the golden sun reached the both of you. The scenery was a sight unfold

You brushed your hand against his golden locks and he chuckles as he held you close.

"Come on, look at these flowers with me" you smile as the flowers in your hand grew bigger with every pile thrown at you.

As piles of gold coins rained. You saw how aventurine handled the situation... The situation you never agreed with

"If it's one thing" he smiles at you. Cuddling against him, your bodies radiate together as he looks into your eyes

You didn't know what those eyes looked in the moment...

And before you knew it...

You kiss his lips, filled with alcohol.

You saw light...

"Aventurine..." You whispered and looked into his eyes "hm?" He caressed your cheek "if you... Had a choice" you sigh "where would you die...?" You held his hand as he smiled "if I die..

You caught his body as you clung onto him for dear life..

I'd die in your arms" he chuckles

You hug him dearly. Praying to the Aeons and Gaiathra to spare your husband...

"Or better yet...

The light shined brighter than usual. You couldn't see.

"I'd die alongside you..."

You smile as your head is on his chest... Reliving your final days... He really has good fortune..

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Idk what to feel about this. (2.1 hsr trauma 💀)

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Jing yuan x master!reader

Fresh tea...

"You must be jing yuan" you cross your arms as you see the young boy in front of you "yes.. " he mutters as jingliu smiles "do not be afraid jing yuan. This is my friend [name]. They can teach you many things" she takes a cup of tea

"Is that what you made me come here for?" You ask seemingly intrigued by jing yuan "I may be able to wield a sword but I owe my patience when it comes to my body and mind to you. You understand now don't you?" She crosses her arms and legs as you sigh pouring fresh tea to both of your cups "jing yuan. Have one" you pass him some tea.

"I..." 'Do I really have the respect to drink their tea?' He wonders "no need to be confused. Come now, I may be well known but that shouldn't stop you from making friends with me. Treat me as any other jing yuan." You smile as he looks at you with admiration

If only that bittersweet memory wasn't with you.. Maybe.. Just maybe.. You would be here with him.. Today.. The day you both shared some fresh tea..

You were bleeding out from the war of the xianzhou "jing yuan.." You smile as he sees your tears "master [name]..." You chuckle "sorry for you to see me this—" "don't say anything. You'll be fine if you make it" he says sternly "jing yuan. I won't make it. You know it too" you let out a groan as blood spilled from your hands

"You grew up to be a strong man jing yuan. I looked up to you as a son of my own..." you caress his cheek as his hoarse voice finally spoke "don't you dare leave me..." He clenched his fist and sliced the enemy behind you "I just wanted someone to stay..." He stabbed the heart of the soldier..

You look at him "jing yuan.. This isn't a dare.." You rose along the pain "This is a must" .

"No!"

He caught you in his arms one moment too late.. he held your waist "what kind of soldier am I..?"

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Jesus Christ, minors have become so fucking cocky and self-centred recently.

It feels like every time I open up a +18 tag or go into an adult fandom space, there's all these actual kids running around, telling people they're minors.

I could be wanting to read a smut fic and I'll see a bunch of posts with the text "minor writing smut, don't like, DNI" or something like that.

How fucking stupid are you? Genuine question. Are your grades okay? Do you need to talk to the school counselor? Take a common sense test? Because I certainly think so.

Why are you entering and actively taking part in adult spaces and then using the "umm I'm a minor, so if you do or say anything, then I'm the victim and you need to get away from me, you creep" card when you get called out on your bullshit?

These adult spaces are not for you, GET THE FUCK OUT! Go sit in the corner and think about what you've done!

Teens will teen. They'll find adult material one way or another, I am fully aware of that. Hell, I'm guilty of reading smut when I was a teen. But when I did, I never told a soul.

I've had accounts run by minors as young as 13-14 interacting with my NSFW posts. And they're somehow bragging about this. Of course, I block them immediately, but I am shocked at how brazen these kids are, to have the gall to do this and think it's okay because "they're mature enough."

No. You're not. I promise you.

Becoming an adult isn't about reaching some arbitrary number. It's about learning to take responsibility for your actions. So take this advice and GET THE FUCK OUT OF ADULT SPACES! YOU'RE NOT WELCOME!

I don't care how much anon hate you kids send my way to try and get me to kms or deactivate. By all means, give me your best shot. But if you seriously think I am going to just let you do this without realising your actions have consequences, you need to be sent to the psych ward across town.

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My love, mine all mine.

Old xianzhou x reader

Jingliu would always smile and praise you, as the youngest of the group you always were the one they paid attention to, even though they treat you like a kid they still loved you like you were a person

Baiheng would always give you the sweetest tea, while the others joined the gathering. You didn't mind as you were all friends here. They would all laugh and enjoy themselves, they would smile even though yingxing would tease you sometimes.

You smiled at the scene... It was perfect.. "[Name] let's take a picture! Come on!" Baiheng grabs you and gives you space so you can pose "for xianzhou!" Baiheng yells "for xianzhou!" As the picture was held in your hands you couldn't help but wonder whether or not if the moment stays.. Would it last forever?

A hand on your shoulder stopped your train of thoughts, you look back to see dan feng. "you look somber" he says as he crosses his arms and you look down as you caress the picture at hand "it's just... Would we be able to stay like this again?" You wouldn't want to lose anyone... As the picture almost crippled up he sighs and holds your wrist. "[Name], I know the war is coming near but do not fret.. Because I will follow you" he smiles "and that's a promise"

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The war flashes upon your eyes, as you pull off the abundance off of you and run your way to the rest. The strings of fate washing over you, tightening your breath as you could only see bloodshed and tears, you saw baiheng in the arms of yukong.. "Baiheng!" You dan as the wind helped you move

The war was but a blinding light as the abundance almost took over. You ran back towards dan feng. As you pushed an enemy you heard a yell and...

He lied again.

"[Name]!"

"[Name.."

"[Na.."

....

I'm sorry...

Who are you?

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Dan heng x reader

Lingering moment

Today fated at last. .. Across the Aeons and the stars.. You finally died.

The moment of your death was no news towards others.. Especially not to dan Heng.. Dan Heng... Your friend, your lover.. Your home...

Home... "Home will always be whenever we are together" is what you would say.. But you were gone.. No longer around to see him, to see them..

"Dan Heng." Himeko held his shoulder, he didn't say a word. Himeko nodded and left him be. The funeral was held during a special day, your anniversary. Dan Heng held onto your favourite flowers, grown and fresh just by him. Even the stellaron hunters came by to see your death.

Despite blade's longing for it.. He knew you were a great companion to all of them. Despite all of their wrongdoings you never hated them and helped them in a way. Sneak out sessions with silver wolf, shopping with Kafka, and even death talks with blade.. It was a shame you had left them.

Dan Heng had forgotten when your death had started. One moment he was in your arms, the next you were in his. You were just a grasp away and he failed.. He failed. Failed. Failed...

The first month was hard, he didn't eat until he was forced to, became even more silent, locked himself in your room, and wouldn't stop giving you simple notes.

The second month was a bit better, he came out a little more, ate regularly, talked a bit more and went into your room less. But even so, everyone could see the hollow in his eyes.

A knock was on the door when he was looking into your room "who is it?" He said with hidden annoyance "dan Heng, I found a letter for you" himeko said while sliding in some mail under the door for him. He picked it up.

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From : [name]

To : Dan heng

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Dan Heng slowly opened it, afraid it might break like a gentle glass. He squeezed the paper as he read through the words

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Dear dan Heng.

You might have noticed that by the time you've received this letter. I may have already died. A pity, I had wished a long life with you.. I know how you'd react to this "[name], stop playing around" and so on and so forth. I loved every moment with you. The way you would cup my cheeks, the way you would slowly kiss me through the maple trees.. Oh how I've missed you.. But you've missed me more..

Remember the day where you first board the express? It was a delightful day.. The day you found a home.. Home.. Home will always be wherever you and I are together.. But I cannot be your home forever dan Heng..

You love me right? Then grant me my last wish. Live on a life without me dan Heng.. Don't hold back the things you want to do just because you miss me.. Because I would be heartbroken to see you like that...

XOXO hellebore.

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"Dan Heng! What are you reading?" March exclaims as she tries to grab the paper "It's nothing of concern, March." Dan Heng puts the paper back in the envelope leaving March and the trailblazer dumbfounded. Right.. Your death was only a year ago

"Well... Whatever. Dan heng, Mr. Yang sent us to tell you we found a new recruit" the trailblazer says as they played their game. Dan Heng nodded, and kept putting his other files away. "We'll send the new recruit here, so you'll be able to have a little chat" March says as they both ran out of the room

Dan Heng scrolls back to the memory file you both had created for yourselves, one where he first was on the express, the first date, the second date, first month anniversary, your birthday, and "and you've kept your promise.."

Dan Heng turned around to see.. You.. "I'm back..." You smile.

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Hellebore flowers usually grow next to maple trees. And it is symbolized to be a meaning of peace, serenity and tranquility.

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Silence

Neuvillette x reader [angst]

Rain will only fall once the hydro dragon weeps. A folktale of Fontaine that never grows old. Yet after a while everything has grown sunny and cheerful. The laugh of the citizens around the streets, sweet roses around the air, you and neuvillette. It was a dream come true. Nothing could ever ruin the moment..

...

But if only the moment could stay a night longer...

With tears in your eyes you plead the court to lift the case of one of the disappearance case. You had the house of the heart's full support in this case. But even so.. There's only so much they could do..

The court continued like any other. So far.. It was going for the worse. Like any other the rules are places where you also have to follow.. No matter what.

"Neuvillette please believe me!" The disappointment in his eyes were not to blame. And he found you to the reason. You cried, and cried, and cried.. Begging to the gods to change your fate.

The trial had moved on and the oratrice mechanique d'analyse cardinale.. Found you guilty. No one spoke a word.. The silence was really a blooming flower as Monsieur neuvillette was at lost for words.

"Ahem. Defendant is guilty.. Punished with free of punishment."

As you become the main focus.. You knew.. Almost everyone you loved.. had given you up... Friends? Family?.. Neuvillette?... Nobody cares..

You ponder.. Was this.. What your life was meant to be all this time..? Alone... Punished with no punishment.. Just to serve guilt...

The chief justice looks towards the answer and puts it back where it belongs. "Order! This trial is invalid. We shall see each other again once we have a solid conclusion!" The crowd died down and everything will only turn from there right..?

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Love me, end me

Blade x reader, dan heng x reader

Part 1 >

As the walls of the chambers rattled, only blade remains inside. If only the script allowed him to leave. This will have to suffice.

"Tell me blade.. How much love have you held just for their blood to spill?"

"..."

"Hah.. You killed them, so I have to bear their blood in my hands..." The silence was illuminating "fuck you. Fuck You... Hah..." Stop crying dan Heng. "You killed them.. Why them? You loved them as much as I. As much as he."

"..."

"I never said such words" "of course you didn't" gazing eyes of one another. "I never expected anything from you. You heartless monster." "Pfft.. apparently n/n wouldn't be proud of you either" he stares at blade "you have no right to—" "Would they really have wanted this? Knowing that I am now held prisoner by your hands.. They wouldn't have been proud." As dan heng marched forward, he was held back by the other two

"Dan heng! Get a hold of yourself!" March yelled, as she continuously tried to hold back her dragon friend "he's too out of it march!" Pulling on his clothing. They hold him back as much as they could "how dare you!?"

"Heh.. It leaves me questioning why they would date a fool like you" stop enraging him "you know, it would be best if you could just—"

"..."

"Haha.. Hahahaha!" A spear was pierced into his chest "it looks like I was right all along.. You are nothing but a replacement to dan feng"

Dan heng gritted his teeth as he fell to his knees.. "How could you do this to them... To [name].. You loved her and you killed her.."

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Blade x reader

Part 2 >

Heart to heart

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As he swung his sword, you dodged in the brick of time. The fight never ended. It swung one after another. The others were also fighting across the sidelines. Keeping up with one enemy after another.

As the battle began to re heat, more enemies surrounded them. You pushed blade aside and stabbed behind the enemy behind dan heng.

You smile, as a blade stabbed across you.

"[NAME]!" The others yelled as they try to fight off the enemies. As blade laughs he saw you weak through your knees. You dropped a necklace and he picked it up.. Half a heart necklace named "Yingxing".

"Yingxing!" You smile, you had always took care of him when he needed you.

'That's nothing but a vision.'

"Hey! Give me back my ice cream" he chuckles "Nope!"

But if only he could lie to himself then and there.

You sigh "come on, I'm your friend! Tell me. Who do you have a crush on~" you kept coming closer to him as he grew a blush. "Not telling"

...

Hah..

As a drop fell, a letter tumbled.

"Heart to heart

Hand to hand

I'll love you to no end." As you smile he could feel his heartbeat go faster.

If only turning back time is as easy as the heart

"Come back home.." You could only beg

As he open his eyes he saw you on the ground surrounded by the others. Dan heng slowly came up to him. "You did it.. You've won your wish.." He hinged "Why are you still here... JUST GO!" Blade's eyes widen as he saw dan heng actually yell in desperation..

As he saw your lifeless body, only a tear could be shed.

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Sorry to love me

Wriothesley x reader

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As his heart raced through the halls of rust. Feet rustling through the sound of metal.. He sighs as he found you lying in the infirmary.

You kept your distance, you always did. As he walks by he eyed you, then continued his duties. You sigh as you looked away Why did this happen..

"What happened to you?"

He asks as he was behind you, as you huff and continued looking away. "Answer me." You sigh "it doesn't matter." He sighs "then what happened to them? To my friend." You hinged.

Silence took over that your infuriating ears.

"Where are they..?" He asks, You blinked as he sighs "where's the lover I knew?" As he walks, tears swarm up in the prick of your eyes "nevermind. You're not them anymore." He narrows his eyes as you smile "can't cry over spilled milk."

"And here I thought you loved me" you smile, as a time where you were you both danced in the rain "I did. I did love you."

Goodbye. Mon Amor..

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Lazy writing tbh